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IcySky Nov 2015
I lie awake, listening to the clock, as the seconds tick by...
Seconds turning into minutes, minutes turning into hours...
Lying here awake,
Just thinking of those moments I'm happiest.

Those moments I'm with you, in your arms...
Those moments we laugh, and smile big for a picture of just us two...
Those moments of just us...
Those moments I love.

Laying here thinking of the timing we chose...
The times we talk,
The times we see each other...
The times we're together.

It's not always perfect,
But it's prefect for us,
And that's all that matters,
It's who we are...

We rode this rollercoaster,
And even though it has its ups and downs,
We'd do it again,
Just to get to the happy ending.

Timing isn't everything...
But this time it is...
And this time...
We'll get it right!
IcySky Aug 2015
Would anyone really notice if I die?
Would anyone really care?
Does anyone notice the slits on my arm?
Does anyone see the pain inside me?
I contemplate suicide, and death....
and whether it should be slow and painful,
or if should be quick and painless...

Do I live? Or, do I die?
That is my question.

I think of my past pain, and depression.
I think of the present, and the future...
Does any of it even matter anymore?
Do I even matter anymore?
All I am is a disappointment to everyone,
and I hurt them, without knowing it.

So, do I live? or, do I die?
I choose....
IcySky Jun 2015
Trust you!?!?
Trust you!?!?
How do you expect me,
to trust you after everything?

Trust is a fragile thing,
and when you lose my trust,
it's hard to get back...
How can I trust you?

Trust you...pshh
You don't even know
the meaning of the word.
Trust you

You have not a clue,
do you?
Of what it takes to keep,
nay, earn back trust.

My heart is *not
a toy,
that can be replaced.
It's fragile, and should not be broken.
But yet... you have.

Trust you?
I can't...
No way...
No how...

See what you have done?
*My Trust is gone!
IcySky Jul 2015
We met by a smile,
and we talked for a while.
You make me laugh,
and make me happy.

We were amigos,
at first,
but now,
I'm your mi amor.

Talking in spanish,
though hard to do,
just helps me,
get to know you.

We talked today,
and that's when you said it,
you called me your love,
your mi amor.

I melted in my seat,
as my heart raced faster,
and the smile on my face,
grew larger.

My spanish is muy poco,
but my love is mucho,
soon you'll know more than english,
you'll know me, you'll know my heart.

Your mi amor.
Your mi amor.
IcySky Jan 2016
Hands locked, and held down,
lips kiss, soft and passionate,
bodies close, sweaty and hot,
eyes gazing at the other.

Soft moans and loud groans,
lip biting, and neck kissing,
hands touching and feet rubbing,
both bodies, become one.

Pleasure divine,
hearts racing,
minds blank,
sweet aroma fills the room.

Bodies tire,
and become two again,
with a gentle kiss,
and cuddling bliss.
IcySky Jan 2016
I miss you, I truly do...
I miss talking to you, hearing your laugh, and seeing your smile...
I miss your kisses, and warm embraces...
I don't get jealous to see one with another, but yet with you it's different, I'm jealous, I miss you, I love you...


.... I'm sorry.... For everything ); </3
IcySky May 2015
My whole life people have told me that I have to wait and see...
I have always heard that expression.
But...
I don't wanna wait and see what my life will be,
I want to know, not wait and see.
I want to know who my love will be,
I don't want to wait and see.
I want to know now if we'll work out,
I am not going to "wait and see".

I am tired of being told to "wait and see"...
It's my life, and I wanna know what MY future holds!!
So from now on you'll be the one to wait and see!!!!!!
IcySky Oct 2015
Stop and listen... do you hear that?
The silent thoughts and broken spirits.
The mind running on low fuel,
The heart still not whole.

Do you hear the voices calling out?
Calling your name,
Pulling you down,
Dragging you beneath the surface.

Whispers of the wind,
Voices in the night,
Darkness overcoming,
Stop and listen.

Wake up from this nightmare,
Try to run away,
Try but don't succeed,
Stuck in this hell.

Voices screaming at you,
Shadows growing larger,
Darkness consuming you whole,
Just wake up!!!
Just wake up
IcySky May 2015
I'm trying to be strong,
but the strength I have is wasting away.

This life we know,
is not the same,
as it used to be.

When you were the one,
the one that laid close to me,
and whispered hello.

I missed you quite terribly,
I fell in love,
in love with you suddenly.

There was nowhere else,
I wanted to be,
but there in your arms.

Time and fate have been unkind,
and everything you want,
isn't always what you need.

I guess that's why I've never
realized what I had till it was gone,
everything I know is wasting away.
IcySky May 2015
There's pressure all around me
the walls are crumbling down
tears fall from my eyes;
fears without a sound.
I'm drawn into a black-hole;
an empty space with no way out.
No one to turn to-
no one to hear me shout.
Suddenly I find it hard to breathe-
life becomes slow motion.
Forever it seems,
it goes with no emotion.
"Help me! Help me!"
I cry with no reply.
Is this how it feels-
What it's like to die?
IcySky Aug 2015
Why do we have to say good-bye?
Why does everyone have to be *******?
Why do we live in a society that says this is ok?
Tell me why, because I really want to know.

Tell me why this world is so cruel,
why people no longer say hi with a smile,
why children have to grow up without parents,
why people have to go without homes.

Tell me why kids have no food,
why the rich are so greedy,
yet the poor are so generous,
why the world just passes by.

Why do we never stop to think of others?
Why do we laugh at another's expense,
but quick to anger when it's us who is laughed at.
Tell me why, because I would like to know.

Why is this earth so messed up?
Why do fathers abandoned their family?
Why do mothers cry?
Why do children have to pay?

Why does love have to hurt?
Why does pain feel so good?
Why does helping seem so hard for people?
Why does anyone do anything?

Why?
I look around this world,
I see broken families,
homeless people,
people who don't care,
or don't give 2 ***** about one another....
I see people who bully just for fun,
I see the ones who really need help,
and the ones who just want things.
I see people who are hurt, and depressed....
I see what they are going through,
and all I can think about, is how much I want to help.
Why does this world have to be so messed up!?!?
IcySky May 2015
Live today,
Die tomorrow,
Write...
FOREVER!!!
I will die writing my poetry and it shall be forever more.
IcySky Jun 2015
I'm worthless....
not a reason exists why I should be here...
but yet, here I am...
why?
-
I'm a nobody,
why do you love me?
why are you still here?
you hate me.
-
Life not worth living....
I'm not worth living...
I'm worthless...
So there...
-
I'll be gone....
away for good...
no longer taking your precious air...
I don't need it, where I'm going...
-
I'm worthless,
so there...
GoodBye,
and farewell.
IcySky May 2015
If I ran away,
would you look for me?

If I cried,
would you dry my tears?

If  I got hurt,
would you make it better?

If I died,
would you cry for me?

If I wasn't here,
would you miss me?

If I was gone,
would you care?

Would you even notice me?
IcySky May 2015
IcySky:
If I ran away,
would you look for me?
If I cried,
would you dry my tears?
If I got hurt,
would you make it better?
If I died,
would you cry for me?
If I wasn't here,
would you miss me?
If I was gone,
would you care?
Would you even notice me?

Written Destruction:
If you ran away, I'll pack up too
If you cried, I'll cry with you
If you hurt, I'll make it work
If you die, I'll follow you
If you wasn't here, I'll drown in tearz
If you was gone, right will slowly turn to wrong
Would I even notice you? Tell me your joking, I seen you shine amongst a parade full of people
IcySky Jun 2015
I'm in love...
I've been in love since we've met,
And I always will be in love with you...

Since the moment our eyes met,
To the moment your lips found mine...
I've been in love.

But no one understands the way I feel,
No one realizes that I'm happiest,
When I'm thinking about you.

So now we are apart from each other,
And I still think about you,
But do you think about me?

Time and fate have kept us apart,
No one on my side....
No one to realize.

I'm in love with you,
Though we may not be able to speak,
I still think about you.

Do you still think of me?
Do you love me?
Do you still even care?

Forever on my mind,
WhiteFang
IcySky Feb 2016
Brown eyes,
White smile,
Soft lips,
Sweet touch.

Breath taking looks,
Amazing laugh,
Loving heart,
Creative mind.

This is why I fell,
In love with you...
This is why I fell,
So hard when you left...

You yelled at me,
For nothing,
You went to another,
But they don't love you like me.

You took my smile,
Far away,
When you left,
Left me cold.

I still hear your voice,
In my dreams...
I still picture your smile,
How you once kissed me.

I don't know what I'm doing anymore...
Give it another try?
Be friends?

Tell me please,
Cuz I can't go without you...
Tell me please,
Will you take me back?
Spanish version up
IcySky Sep 2015
You don't know my life,
You don't know the struggles I've been through,
You don't know the things I dealt with,
or the people who have hurt me,
and broken me down.
~
I let people use me like a doormat,
You don't know the betrayal I've encountered,
You don't know how I feel inside,
You only see the act I put on,
on the outside.
~
Afraid to stand up for myself,
Afraid to show the real me,
Afraid to be hurt even more,
Afraid to speak up,
Afraid to want something.
~
SO...
~
Emotionally I'm done,
Mentally I'm drained,
Spiritually I feel dead inside,
but yet somehow,
Physically I smile.
~
But, no...
You do not know me...
because if you did,
You wouldn't use me like a doormat,
Or treat me like trash.
~
You wouldn't beat me down,
you'd help me up...
If you knew me, you wouldn't treat me like I'm worthless,
You'd know life is hard enough,
without being kicked while already down.
~
You
Do
Not
Know
Me

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