Hoping to escape
Eagerly crawling through walls
Lure me by your spells
Poison spreads in my flesh

Dive deeper inside her shallow heart
You'll see the things that
Tear her apart
I may remain in the ocean blue
Where I can't feel you
Just the cold water
Far from the warm weather
You became cold as winter
While my love is stuck in summer
Where years separates us
You flew away as dust
While I'm a summer breeze
Waiting for you in the heart of the ocean
But you never came
You always tear me apart
But I'm a shattered glass
Living until my love doesn't lasts

You are not the demon
But they are
They use you as a mirror
You distort every hour
I forgot who I am
Yet I got this far
She was like an angel
Still, life can be so cruel

For you, who is sad
For you, who is downed
For you, who is cried
For you, who is abused
For you, who is hopeless
For you, who seeks happiness
Always remember that
There is a bright light
Inside a shallow dark night
You'll mean the word
"I am alright"
Because every star
Shines in a galaxy
You'll see it's tiny
But it gives hope to
The one who loses sight
They shine so bright
To be an inspiration
The world is dark
And you're a precious star
Keep shining bright
God is our  guide and light

Do birthday wishes come true?
I've been feeling blue
You said I'm your happiness
But it turns out
I'm your sorrow
So it's my birthday
They put the candle
Waiting me to whisper
And I said
I wish
He'll be happy with someone else
I love him, know him so well
so I don't want to see him suffering
I blow, hoping
my wish would come true

I drown in words
Poetry saves me
Our feelings become blurry
We thought it was a love story
But this is a tragedy.

Look at the sky
Say goodbye
You don't have to say hi
You don't have to look up so high
Just to remember everything that goes by

He's gone now
You won't miss him
You wouldn't call his name again
Cause he won't come to you
He doesn't care for you
Your just a wind that pass through

I was in the corner of a room
All alone, by myself.
Everything was blurred
Smiling while reminiscing
Some good memories
Listening to old songs
That takes me back to the start
It's been a year
Memories are holding me back
Old happiest moments
Becomes my saddest memories
In the corner of a room
I am smiling like I am still happy
But I am already broke and lonely

It was a dark night
Dark sky, dark past
She was a pretty child
With an innocent mind
But she got abused
For a couple times
She doesn't deserve it all
It was a dark night
But she can't fight
She hold her blanket tight
She can't she any light
Cause every night
She's been abused
But remained silent
Her heart was afraid
But she can't hate
She was the victim
But she can't scream
For almost 5 years
Nobody knows what happen
In that very dark nights...

My heart sinks
Every time you are near
I want to disappear
I am trembling with fear

How can someone who made me calm
Cause chaos on my skin
I can feel the coldness of my heart
Swallowing my entire existence

I do not wish you to be near
But in the darkness I shall fear
You wiped the dreadful tear
In my silence you can hear

You are my reason to live
Yet we are slowly killing me
The memories want to leave
But the attachment lingers

I can't breathe
Everytime I fall asleep
But that's the only way
To see you alive.

I'm drawn
Hanging to your past
A love that's already ended
Why does every word
Felt like a sword
Next to my chest
Why does it hurt
When it's already ended

Sometimes I still try
To find and write
The words that
Serves as my cry

I did not made my existence
yet, I am responsible for it.
I have been used, worn out
got *****, with unremovable stains
I was left laying on the floor
after being used
I pick myself up, do the laundry.
Wasted a lot of soap,
the stain will be gone, I hope.
Once washed, I will hang it
Oh how I love it.
Once it is dried, it is time to fold.
Life can be like folding laundry.
Could be satisfying
could feel like a chore
could make you tire and bore.
Once you are done doing the laundry,
get ready to get *****.

I got words, covered by ice
The world keeps telling me
My life isn't that nice
Are your pages full?
Why do we keep looking like ghouls
Who haunts elation,
Bitten by woe
Anticipating for an end
With unbeatable foe.

I always thought
It's supposed to
Make me feel hushed and alive
But why do I start to feel
like dying?

Clean your room
'cause they will roam
Make it spotless
'cause they wouldn't
careless
still, they threw
a big pile of garbage
to your head
and whatever you do
you cannot remove
the traces of yesterday

I loathe you
'til your body rottens
I will curse you

Laying on the floor,
She slowly puts her hand
On her muddled head
And pats it while shaking

When I speak
Nobody hears my voice
But when I scream
I am a monster
'cause I created a noise

How awful it is
You are keeping her
But she was already
Taking ten steps away from you
And that was your first heart ache.

They held your hand
When you fell
On the edge of a cliff
But they didn't know
They are the one
Who pushed you

I finally forget
What home feels like
I'm swallowed by a regret
Alone in the dark
I tried to escape
Yet when I reach home
The flowers are withered
The lights are dead
I'm alone in the dark
Can't decide where to step

For a day, I feel like a ghost.
I am not existing.
No one notices me.
They'll remember me when they need something.
I felt like I'm already gone.
I disappear for a day.
My heart stops beating.
My mind is hallucinating

I'm quite all alone in a room.
I see them all along
Playing on their own

Now I'm drowning at a side
Dying inside
No one knows that
They don't care about that
And that's what I feel for a moment

I see them, human being
I hear them, all breathing
I spoke to them, they all lying
Their mouth speak *******
I wish my name wasn't mention
But now I am on their intention
They follow me in my deep dark forest
Dig a hole inside a shallow heart
Back in reality, where
they can't see clearly
Telling my name, creating dross issues
I remained silent, listening to trashes
Why they don't focus on themselves
Instead of diving in life of others?

They are monsters,
Or sometimes
a poison in disguise

I am always waiting
For the day
I'll see you leaving
Cause I hurt you too much
But you're just loving me
And I want to see you happy
Smiling with someone else
Realizing that wasn't me
The girl in your arms
The one who causes your smiles
I'd love to let you go
But I love you
More than you could know

You came unexpectedly
in my life.
I never expect that
someone will hold me tight.
I have been hurt
not just once or thrice
but many times.
I'm still young yet
I love so many times.

I am so lucky to have you.
I am happy that I have you.
Don't leave me like others do.
I promise you
everything that I say is true.
No lies no secrets
My promises all of them I will do.

No matter what they say
I will stay
Right here right next to you
Every problem that will come
I am always at your side.
No one will take us apart.

We're young
But I know that this is not wrong
I am sure about this
I will never ever let you go

I love you the way you are
No matter what you look
No matter what is your attitude
I will accept it
Because that is you.

I love you. I love you.
I know you love me too.
Don't get tired of me
Just understand me

Because I will never
get tired of you.
I will love you til
the day that I die.
Afterlife I will find you
wherever you hide
Stay here by my side.
Good night love of my life.

I was pretty crushed
My happiness doesn't lasts
My tears, they don't drop
I was tired inside
Roses don't bloom
They are withered
Dead in snow
Yet so winsome
Outside she was strong
But inisde she's chasing
A never-ending storm

I would rather be the winter while you were the summer,
We're both seasons that's completely
Opposite to each other
I would rather be the moon,
While you were the sun
Lighting me up, but your too far
And I'll wait a hundred years
For a total lunar eclipse
I would rather be living in a parallel universe
Than to live in the same world with you
where I can't be your world,
I would rather be sadness while you were the happiness
Where everyone hates me and everyone seeks for you
I would rather be stuck in the past
So we can't meet and you'll be happy
I would rather be a reader who's falling inlove with a fictional character than to fall in love
With a man that exist
Yes, I can touch him, I can feel him, I can love him, but in the end I know whatever I do I can't have him.

Kukunan ka ng magagandang larawan
Ilalagay sa alaala ang matatamis na ngiti, iniisip ka bawat sandali
Mahal kong ayaw kong bitawan
Pangako nating walang hanggang pagmamahalan
Ngunit ngayon, ang masasayang ngiti at matamis na pagmamahalan
Bakit tila nandito nalang sa ating larawan?

Who knows,
who will know,
how would they know
if I am laying on the floor
hearing and leaning
what is beneath this surface
shall I dig a hole
and bury myself
Would the other side be more gentle
or it will be twice as harsh
as this world
with the floor I am laying
Shall I keep laying and lying?

Let me be alone
Alone with you
Let me cry
And put your hands
In my teary cheeks
Let me lean my body
Against you
Let me crawl inside
Your beautiful soul
Let me hold you
Hold you, hold you
Let me put a rope
Around my ****** neck
Because they didn't
Let me to be free
They let me to suffer
They let me to breathe
Intoxicated air
Let me be happy
Above the sky
Where I can reach the clouds
Let me touch the stars
Let me be your
Woebegone first love.

Letting go of someone
Is maybe hard
But accept what happen
Forgive the one that has
Forgotten
You don't deserve
Someone who will
Hurt you all the time
But someone who will
Stay on your side
Whether you're happy or sad
He's there to wipe your tears
Heal the your scars
Draw a smile on your lips
Look closer to your eyes
Will make you feel safe and loved
Says til death do us part
I will be always by your side
Even if hundred years passed
His love will stay the same
As the old times
Every memory
Are worth to keep
Remembering it
Will make you smile
It will not make you cry
Just look at the sky
Hope that someday
All those hopes
Will come true
That person you wish
Will stand at your side
Close your eyes
Breathe deeply
Feel the calm breeze of the sea
Put your feet on the water slowly
Walk gently
Calm your mind
Don't think any
Painful memory
When you feel the sea
On your body
Open your eyes
Get down gently
Under the sea
There's a thousand differeng story
Let the moonlight
Be your guide
For this night
Live in your dreams
Forget everything
Blink twice
You're life is not a mess
You're not what others say
You're not sad
You're not  your mistakes
You're not a failure
You're what you want to be
You're happy
You're the product of lessons you've earned
You're wiser
You're a survivor
Of many rainstorms
You went through
You learn to dance in it
Now your drowning in your dreams
The person you've been looking for
Is breathing next to you
Wearing a sweet smile
Holds your hand
Goes up
To walk with you in the sand
==
We know each other
For several years
Now you left me in tears
Haunted memories
Moments that we cherish
It's all gone
Everything about us is done
You hurt me
I loved you
You're happy
I am in pain
For the sake of love
This is what I gain
Knowing it was only a game
Fake love
Hidden lies
I wish I could just die
Every moment that I cry
I thought letting you go
Was not that easy
You hide the truth
I still knew
I am setting you free
But always remember
When you lose me
You can't win me back
You hurt me once
I'll hurt you thrice
Yes, I keep silent
I don't say
Any single word
If I say one
I'll make sure it's true
And that truth
Will haunt you
Until the day you will die
I'll make sure
You won't forget
Any line
Our past
Your mistake
Will never leave you
Unless, you say sorry
Sincerely
Beg on me
Say it's all your fault
You're the one who's wrong
But I won't hope
That thing will happen
You're a stone cold
And too young
To know
The real meaning of love

But there's an other world
The one that I always want
Where I can free myself
Who hide in my shadows
Everyday walking
with the light
That world
Is like a dream
Where everything
Doesn't last long

I was always your luna
The mysterious luna
You were my sol
The time stopped
You light me up
You show the universe
How alluring I was
Crescent, half, full
I'll meet you
If I wait for years
My bright sol
I've been watching from afar
Collide with me
For a short period of time
And that was
A never ending
And strong love.

Have you ever stare
At your own reflection
And blame yourself
for everything
Because you are you?

In the wide field
he picked me
and I was freed
I was a pretty flower
The only problem is that
I easily wither
Who will love me
when I am no longer
appealing and pretty
I am going to wither
And die in winter

Sometimes I wonder
What is my happiness?
Is it us being together?
Or seeing you being happy with her?

I hope it burns
I hope it stings
I hope it aches
Every time
You get a glimpse of me
I hope you drown
I hope your heart will die
The pain you caused
Now I am paying a high price
I hope you rotten
I hope you will be
Forgotten

Her heart was filled
By anger and pain
Her lips, wounded
Pale and bleeding
Screaming, crying
Covered by cold shadows
Nobody will see her
She's in the dark

Whom do you call
When you drank
Your poison
And try to scream in pain?

I once dreamed,
I want to become the ocean
freed
but it is more than it
The waves are strong
I cannot breathe
I felt free, but also bygone
The deep blue ocean
Is scarier than I yearn for

Sa bawat araw na lumilipas
Simula ng nagtagpo ang ating landas
Hindi ko inakalang
Ang paglalapit ng ating mga mata
Magiging daan sa hindi inaasahang
Pagkakakilala at pagkakaibigan
Sa isang ihip ng hangin
Agad kang napansin
Hindi man natin aminin
Sa isa't isa'y tayo'y may pagtingin


Pilit nating nililihim
Ngunit nadarama'y
Ating diningin
Sa paglapit ng tadhana
Ikaw pala'y mamahalin
Ng totoo at labis
Lahat kayang gawin

Dumating man ang alitan
Tayo man ay magkasakitan
Mawala man ang kasiyahan
Sa piling mo ako'y laging andiyan
Pipiliin ka, kahit ano pa man
Pipiliin ka, kahit nasan ka man
Pipiliin ka, sa dulo ng hangganan
Pipiliin ka, kahit man masaktan
Pipiliin ka, sa gitna ng kalungkutan
Pipiliin ka, dahil ikaw lang ang nais
Nais mahalin at alagaan
Pipiliin ka, sa araw araw

They say, promises
Are meant to be broken
But here I am trusting you
Holding on the words you say
Touching your fingertips
Admiring your laudable lips
You kiss me until I can't breathe
Sorry, but I am your hostage
Your slave, your love
But all the words you say
I always had doubt
Saying it's not true
Yet I've been lied to
Words will remain words
Your actions are proofs
I love you
But what the hell did I do?
To received lies?
You're a deceiver
In disguise,
I gave you my smile, now
You can't get me back
I love you, and I don't to
Be deceive by a person like you

Why?

In silence,
I shall die

Someday will meet
At the end of that rainbow
I'll see you again
The sun will shine
I shall sleep today
And wake up tomorrow
Where I can see the rainbow
I'll find you in the same sky
We'll say goodbye
To that painful smile

Raindrop oh raindrop
I like every drop
But there was a girl that's been trapped
Inside a small but breakable raindrop

It is no ordinary raindrop
It is like a crystal
It's very fragile

Raindrops were like her teardrops
Slowly streams down her face
Tears that would like to race

No one will took a interest
To a simple raindrop
When will this storm stop?

Raindrops keep falling on the ground
But how about the fragile one?
Would it break to pieces?

How the girl wish she would be catch by someone
It's hard to fall wihout being catched by anyone
You'll be the broken one

Raindrop oh raindrop
Keep falling
Still flowing
Then now I am slowly breaking
Iniside this raindrop

Dark sky, cold days
Beautiful thoughts I say
Feeling better in silence
Writing poems
Keeps me happy
And helps me escape
This **** reality

Everyday feels so endless
Secrets kepts
Distance hurts
Spring passed
Mind doubts
Cried in a corner for hours
Regret everything that has began

Our love fades
In a shadow grey
Suddenly, you fall asleep
Without knowing my condition
You didn't give me affection
You kissed a girl
I smiled bitterly
I hope the both of you were happy

Snap!
That is just an old sad memory
I spend a stupid time for love
Tears dried on my cheeks
Drowning in sadness
Questions left unanswered
Shattered thoughts
Played emotions
I hope I will be numb
To forgot all ghost memories of ours
Thousand of precious
moments were wasted