Christian J Torre

Christian J Torre Jan 2019

****

F-ustrated
U-ntidy
C-onfused
K-nowing

So much weight on my shoulders

#**** #hate #guilt #why #negative #lost #heart #broken

Christian J Torre Jan 2019

Selfish

Babe,
You don't mind me calling you that?
I wish I can hold you in my arms
I wish that you can only see
that way that my heart
is
breaking.

How you mention
the way you care for someone else
and when you carelessly remind me
of the way
you lack to feel
for me.

I lost you
And
I can't get you back.

I'm sorry

I know you will be happy back home. I'm nothing but a temporary American to you. I will never forget you

#love #goodbye #selfish #girl #travel #home #heart #lack #babe

Christian J Torre Jan 2019

Oso Amor

There is only thing I want
Is to see your beautiful blue eyes
holding you hand while i drive
hear your voice singing to the radio
feeling your energy

I miss you
every moment that you are here
I'm going to not stop loving you
life is to short

Amor
lets lay together
stare into each others eyes
not say a word

The thing is miss the most
is that feeling...

Love

Oso Amor. You'll always be in my heart until the end of time

#love #amor #missyou #you #blue #eyes #life #time #sidelines #together

Jan 2019

Cné

Paint Me

paint me
with the wet tickle
of your tongue
lingering with affection
savoring my fervent flavor
in bold strokes
of your obsession

color my essence
in heated hues
sending shivers
down my spine
in anticipation
of your warm breath
against my flesh
with every blissful caress
to ensue painted petals
of animation

with your supple lips
gently blur the lines
of my curved hips
softly stroking
the subtle shadows
of warm depth,
blushing
quivering thighs
as I gasp
of breath

plunge in
a primer coated palette
dipping your stiff paintbrush
deep within
the folds of my blanket
manipulating
a trembling image
of your voracious lust.

craze me
again and again
in breathless
****** glow,
your sensual brushstrokes
gently murmuring
layer on layer
in alla prima flow

delve deep
into my eyes
paint splattering
the passion
of my soul
drizzling silken strands
of love
in their entirety,
polishing me whole

and then
in blissful backwash
admire
the tangled limbs
interposed
of your
completed masterpiece
in smiling
sated repose

#paint #passion

Christian J Torre Feb 2018

Clueless

Something valuable, precious even
Sometimes painful
But always hard to contain, hide, or forget
All encompassing
Powerful
Forever.

Terrible confused with myself. I'm lost inside. I've lost myself. I'm just... hopeless

#clueless #lost #confused #power #love #myself #hard #precious #puzzel

Christian J Torre Feb 2018

Stabbed

If it's him and not me, go.
Please go.
Don't make this any harder.
My heart has been through tornados and tsunamis,
But nothing could prepare it for this.
For you leaving.
For this heartache.
For you are choosing him over me.
Over
And over.
Again
And again.

If it's him and not me, leave.
Take your bags and walk out the door.
But don't you dare look back,
You've left me before.
Without a doubt in your mind,
And I was a fool to let you back into my heart.
This time was the last time.
This is your choice.
You choose.
It's him.
Not me.
So go.

The pain that replays over and over again. She wouldn't know. Sometimes I wish she knew how it feels to have a heart that been threw love and hell.

#stabbed #lost #tornado #him #me #love #hate #confused #second #chance