I can't imagine all the
pain you must've felt
as they beat you with the whip.

I can't imagine all the
torture you went through
as they nailed your hands and feet.

I can't imagine what an
eternity spent with you in
Heaven is like but I know
that because of the pain and torture
you willingly endured
I get to spend forever with you.

He wrote line after line
Filling pages with words of ink
Storms alive in his eyes
Pen grasping paper, barely breathing from letter to letter

Ideas swarm his mind
Like sharks in an ocean
Preying on anything they can find
Growing from a sea filled with life

He couldn't sleep at night
Because the same sheep he counted
Told him stories ever beautiful
Stories that needed to be shared
Captured in the fleeting moments they're spoken
Or lost to slumber for eternity

As his journal filled, he was humbled
Thirst quenched by words that didn't get away
With his words archived securely
He could finally close his eyes

i write because paper
always listens

I could never tell you
exactly what's going on inside my head,
so I'll write instead.
Drown my thoughts in paper & lead.
Keep my hands alive,
and my expression dead.

Your crusty new day eyes
Have long been opened wide.
You're not at home.
You're out in the world,
Where I can't hurt you.

I know our time has passed.
I can't bounce you on my knee;
Look into your eyes and see
No matter what mistakes there might has been;
That you love me.

I ain't always been a white hat guy.
I got no answer, if you ask me "Why?".
I'll never have a claim to innocence.
There's no excuse for it.

I've no right to write
What your heart has kept inside;
I can't be forgiven.
Though I'm no longer your monster,
I am your ghost.
Sometimes, I bet I'm screaming in your dreams.

I caused pain and much despair.
And I know it's too late to save our past.
But hopefully these few lines
Can spare other lives from similar despair.

I know our time has passed.
I can't bounce you on my knee;
Look into your eyes and see
No matter what mistakes there might has been;
That you love me.

I ain't always been a white hat guy.
I got no answer, if you ask me "Why?".
I'll never have a claim to innocence.
There's no excuse...

And it weighs on me
Like sopping rags
That cling to my body
When caught out in the storm.

He has gave his Life for me over two thousand years ago.
Still today he is at work in Saving me from all sort of things.
Especially from myself, he is saving not just me but humanity.
He is so busy Saving so many people from so many things indeed.
For he truly does Love the Human Race enough to Die for us.
Good Friday is the day that He went to the Cross to die for us.
Over two thousand years has pass , since he went to the Cross.
Still he is Saving us from so many different things today here.
Since he has died for you way back then, will you Live for him.
Repenting from sins, knowing that he died for you as well my Friend.
This here Good Friday evening 2018 praying for each of you.
For each and everyone of you are very special and Loved too.

The whole world is becoming more and more evil here.
So yes we need a Savior to save us from this wretched Life.
We need Love to comfort us, in the toughest of times here.
We need a Savior to Lead us , to the Promise Land above.
We need him to Protect us and Strengthen us in Hard times.
We need Them to Make Us and Our a Miracle with a Purpose.
For by Doing this with Us, others Eyes shall become Open too.
For there Is only One Savior that can Save us from anything.
He is the Christ the Lord, God , His Father, and the Holy Spirit.