Thank you for the first touch of sun.
Begging me to start the run.
Little did you know I'm done.

I'll miss your daily mist,
Behind the shadowy fist.
Always before the twist.

Lover did you know?
Of the glow,
Before that blow?

It's a secret I share,
With all who can bare.
It's kind of a dare.

To see what it could be.
The dangerous tea,
Or the softest pea.

I'll see you again, in the morning.
I promise even if it is pouring.
I'd rather not be boring.

To you I applaud.
Your eyes will always say more,
Than that you covey with,
Words and gestures recalled.

Thank you for your sypmathy,
And what you can afford with empathy.
What I can't explain,
You hold and wait.

For my words and what comes,
From them.
I'm sorry to fill your plate.
But you say it's ok.

It is not yet full,
And you could never have enough,
Of me!? You forgive my confusion,
You believe in my pull.

I'll still say what a fool.
Don't you see this pool?
I don't see where I'm standing,
Yet you're here with me.

The water is nice,
And I'm so good at,
Pretending to breathe.
Now we've rolled the dice.

Save yourself,
You are what is important.
Fate is not with me and,
I am not boyant.

After my admiration,
Please float away.
To show my weight,
Can't hold you and my obsession.

To sink rather than swim.
I can give you the excuse,
Of currents and lack of strength.
That goes to no length.

Your eyes tell me those,
Are my lies.
So why? When we try,
Do my feet stick.

The tears add to the pool,
And I move in everyway.
The ground swallows my ankles,
Making soft shackles.

I'm so good you believe too,
That I can breathe.
Thank you for listening to my plea.
I watch your eyes,

As they let go.
You now float and the grip,
It weakens then slips.
I'll say goodbye and standby.

I can breathe I say.
It was the best anyone could do.
You can't float, you don't want to.
It's better here, hidden, keep them safe.

You've gone so far away from me...
Now someone I don't seem to see.
And I have to let it be.

You went away
and I can't make you stay.
Yet you still make me pay everyday.

For it's your choice to do so,
Just know there isn't a place I wouldn't go,
If you asked I'd certainly glow.

Like the biggest cow to make you laugh,
I'm here forever on your path.
Any who hurts you will fear my wrath.

It hurts to see you distance
yourself with instistance.
Your verdict on me is an injustice.

So I'll wait for growth,
maybe some for us both.
Someday you'll see I'm not to lowth.

I'm sorry,
Please forgive me,
Thank you,
I love you.

Oh, my handsome,
To see you on this day,
Is a gift greater than any ransom.
For this, there isn't a price I wouldn't pay.

My heart bounces,
Like a wild cat's before it pounces.
Especially when we pucker up,
and fill each other's cup.

We've decided to take it all on,
The world and everything beyond.
Our connection grows deeper every dawn,
knowing we have a real bond.

I will hold out for forever,
The only one that's treated me like treasure.
The ability to love you,
will be something I treasure too.

What I thought was a dream.
Revealed itself,
To be more than a nightmare.

Trusted it lied.
Proposing flowers,
More thieves than budding.

I grabbed it.
Even knowing I would bleed,
Underestimating the damage.

Willingly playing the fool,
I blinded myself
Now...

What could be left?
Only someone I don't recognize,
At least not anymore.