i used to swim a lot.
i swam so much,
my mum used to call me a mermaid.
i'd take three deep breaths,
then dive into the pool head first.
& even though i was told not to,
i'd keep my eyes open.
as i swam,
merely inches from the bottom,
i kept my eyes wide open.
i'd see the rays of light,
breaking through the surface.
as i swam,
wiggling like a mermaid,
deep beneath the water,
i kept my eyes wide open.
i'd happily watch,
as the lines of light,
danced across the floor.
to me, those reflections
at the bottom of the pool,
looked like marble tiles,
lines of blue smoke,
or lights from shiny shells.
it was always peaceful.
graceful,
magical,
beautiful,
it was always my happy place.
& your eyes...
they're pale blue,
with little hints of green.
& i stare at the lines of blue,
dancing in your irises.
it's as if the goddesses
of the water
have blessed you,
with shards of water.
shards of where my heart is home.
& when i miss my happy place,
all i need to do,
is dive myself into your eyes.
because your eyes
are my happy place.
»a.b.