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y i k e s Nov 2013
Happiness can come from the simplest forms.

A simple children's show can reform memories from a childhood
When everything was simple
Depression was unknown
And the funniest thing was when Gary would meow.

Or an old song can bring back memories from your first dance
Or when you were young and darted across the floor shouting along
'ain't no hollaback girl!'

Anything can bring good memories
You just need to think
and remember.
y i k e s Nov 2015
i was just a fool fazed by your elegant way of wording.
y i k e s Nov 2013
Even though I hate math,
I would solve her equation any day
To hear her say
I made her day
And made her think of May
On such a terrible day
y i k e s Jun 2014
hold me

tell me you

love me

forever and always
y i k e s Sep 2015
i was driving a car

i was going straight

every light was green and i had the road to myself.

but the car turned around abruptly.

i don't have control, i'm going right down the road again

and i'm right back where i started.
y i k e s May 2015
i don't miss you; i'm just used to talking to you.
y i k e s Feb 2016
do you tell yourself the lies you tell me?

do you fill your head with lies,

just like you did to me?
y i k e s Jan 2014
i'm broken glass
shattered beyond belief
unable to be put back together.

because the tiniest pieces just won't fit together
and there's far too many pieces to be put together
anyway.
this *****. i just needed to update
y i k e s Mar 2014
You're like a cold...

You keep popping up, everywhere;
your name flashes on my iPod screen,
your face on my Instagram feed
your Facebook account on the 'people you may know area'.

You
Keep
Showing
The
****
Up.
Will I ever become immune?
y i k e s Jan 2014
I've become empty enough to the point where i can't form words
or actions
to describe it.

I've officially gone beyond definition.
y i k e s Mar 2014
out of sight
out of mind

deleted from sight
deleted from mind

removed from eyesight
removed from thoughts

you're gone
i'm fine
i wish
y i k e s Apr 2015
blank snapchat conversation

unopened text messages

'seen: 11:01pm'

'1 new text message: (not you)'
y i k e s May 2014
a hot cup of coffee
late night snuggling
freshly cooked pasta
warm bread sticks
snowflakes falling onto your tongue
fresh breaths showing in the bitter air
footprints in snow
brand new hoodies
and the best thing,

*you
y i k e s May 2014
I really enjoyed having an excuse

to talk

to you
It was great while it lasted.

Thank you for agreeing to work with me.
y i k e s Feb 2014
please
please
please

don't show my views.

i'm too unnoticed for that.
y i k e s Apr 2014
Your hair-

where did it go?

I want it back.
bad hair cuts make me sad
y i k e s May 2014
your mind is a hamster on the wheel

running, running, running
spinning, spinning, spinning

never knowing

when to stop
y i k e s May 2014
and,

we will

join hand in hand

when the time is

ready
y i k e s Mar 2014
hands made of stone
heart made of rubber

eyes full of tears
shoes full of dirt

kicked to the curve, covered in rocks
eyes becomes a waterfall, heart bent out of place
y i k e s Apr 2017
It's been a long time, since I've been here.

Over this time, I fell in love and stayed in love.

People have come and go, just like normal
Life stayed on the steady course, as always.
y i k e s Jun 2016
you often tell me that i remind you of her

the way my mind functions
and the way my words come out
the things i enjoy
and the things i dislike

you often tell me you see her in me

but if that's the case,
why did you choose her over me?
y i k e s Nov 2015
He said you were a bad guy.
He said that you're just using me.

He said that if he were you, he would get a lot more then just the free fast food meals you get from me. Which that meal you jokingly requested since I asked you to hang

He said you were a bad guy. Using the excuse that since you medicate yourself up on the daily, you're going to be a bad partner. But you're stressed out and you smoke. He lashes out.

He said you're not serious enough at work. But humor is your outlet. You're loved for your bright smile  more than he is for his condescending tone

He said you're average. You're nothing more than a goldfish in a fish tank

He said I could do better.
He said I deserved better

He said I won't have a cute boyfriend.  He said I'll need to settle for what I'm given and be happy. He said they'll be average

I hope he's wrong again, because you're so not a C.
All based on real conversations about you with a friend

Also second version of this because the first was tragically lost
y i k e s Dec 2013
oh god

not another love sick poem about you.
y i k e s Apr 2014
Holes are deep,
holes are dark

Wouldn't it be fun to dig a hole?

Dig it deep,
dig it fast

Wouldn't it be fun it dig a hole?

Jump inside,
toss the dirt back inside

Wouldn't it be fun to dig a hole?

Stay inside,
for an eternity

Wouldn't it be fun to stay in a hole?
y i k e s Feb 2014
unzip an pull open the bag
grab the folder
pull out the folder
open the folder
remove packet of paper
open packet of paper
grab pencil
stare
write a little
stare a little
then write all little more
no- that's ****- erase
no.. it's good- write
no- erase
sigh.
stare
sigh
stare-sigh-stare-sign

**** it, i'll do it later
basically me now, hahaha- i'll never finish
y i k e s Nov 2013
I oh so desperately wish to be noticed
i'm tried of being a shadow
lurking behind you

I wish to be shiny, like sliver in the sun
i wish to shine bright
like a bullet in a gun

I wish to be loud and heard
like an scream in a tunnel
I wish my voice could ring in the ears of many

I wish to be someone
anyone that isn't me

I no longer wish to be dim shadow lurking behind everyone silently
I wish to be a loud spontaneous light
exploding in front of everyone
like a firework
who's embers never fall back down
y i k e s Mar 2014
mind empty
thoughts not connecting
words not forming sentences
letters floating freely
not even one simple idea to go off of

everything is messy
too messy to make anything make sense.
y i k e s Jan 2014
'are you ready for another bad poem?'

i need you.
but i don't know you

i dream of you at night
i don't know your middle name

i need to hold your hand
but you need to get high

it's never going to work
but i won't even try
y i k e s Mar 2014
the crave for human contact with one being
the hunger to hold them in your arms at one am, inhaling their very being
the desire to be noticed by them, at any means necessary
the infatuation with an idea of someone, no matter how far fetched your brain makes that someone out to be

is miniscule compared to how much i want you.
y i k e s Dec 2015
i'm so sick of writing about how you hurt me
now you're back with your ex? ok
y i k e s Dec 2013
I am a hole in the atmosphere
pollinating the air
killing everyone and everything

I am a flea
attaching to your animals
causing them pain
making them whimper

I am a storm
pouring down on your house
blowing winds and ruining your plants
slowly destroying your beloved things

I am a failure
a human with no cause
a kid on the track to nowhere
an organism that has no purpose

I am myself
y i k e s Jun 2014
******* for making me fall for you.

        ******* for making me notice the corruption in today's world

                ******* for making me notice you

                        ******* for being flawless

                                ******* for having ocean blue eyes

                                       ******* for having the gosh **** cutest laugh
                                                  
                                                  *******
                                      
                                      
******* for making me fall for you and not doing a **** thing about it
wait no,
**** me.

*idea for Alex's dumb notebook blurb "******* for making me love you"
y i k e s Jan 2015
i may be sad usually


                                                                                    and quite bitter at times

but that's alright


                                                                                because i can always change
at least i hope
y i k e s Jan 2015
your hair, eyes, and hands
                                                                ­              they drive me mad

the way your cheeks light up when you actually smile

                                                          ­                    it makes me want to melt

all your side comments, and stupid jokes

                                                          ­           they make me cry in laughter

the fact that youre perfect

                                                        ­          makes me crave you more
today you were high due to drugs
and i was high due to you
y i k e s Jun 2014
These words just won't go well with other words

These sentences just won't form together that well.

These deeper means just won't make sense

Nothing will go together

And I can't seem to fix that problem.
y i k e s Nov 2013
Every time you scream, I want to sink into the couch.
I wish there could be at least one day, when you don't holler
Over things that don't matter.
I don't want to fear every time you pull out your laptop
Or when things don't go your way.
I just wish for one day, you could see what all the screaming does to me.
y i k e s Jan 2014
it's better to just stay home
where everything is familiar
and nothing is uncomfortable

it's better to stay home
where you feelings are safe
and stress is at it's highest

it's better to stay home
where you can hate yourself in peace
and wish for death alone.
i've been keeping this private for a while, idk
y i k e s Feb 2014
i got a plan.

each step is all put together, ready for action.

i got a plan.
it's going to benefit both you and me.

i got a plan
it's for the future.
yes, for you and i's future.

i got a plan.
if it goes into action, we'll both shoot off into space.
not really, but maybe it'll feel that way.

i got a plan.
for you and me,
we'll become one.
so i'm not longer me.
i am us.
you are us.
we are us, forever and ever.

i got a plan, do you want to know what it is?

i got a plan, it's for you to find out
about us.
what the **** is this.
y i k e s Mar 2014
Daddy had just bought himself a nice white button down top and a pair of dress pants, which are black as night.
To top off his dashing outfit, he also got a nice black and gray stripped sweater.
For once in his life, looking a bit formal.

His youngest offspring chose a beautiful floral dress, with bright pick flowers on it. To top off her formal wear, she found a pair of moccasins. Which are to be worn with white socks.
Not completely formal, but it's formal enough for semi-formal.

However,
daddy was angry.
Who was he to have to dress up for his youngest?
Who was he to have to attend an event-
a ceremony-
which mommy had no intention of attending anyway?
Why was he the one that that to go and be at this event?
An event where it was finally signalizing that his youngest was almost done high school, a milestone in anyone's life...

And so, daddy allowed his emotions to be heard.
He made sure everyone heard them,
the people within ear shot,
the people next door,
and the people down the block.

And the totals of the event are in,

Four tokens to be wasted to get to this venue.
Twenty dollars wasted on tickets.
About maybe under a hundred dollars wasted on clothes.
And the little girl's sadness wasted on feelings.

Who was she to be sad over parents not wanting to watch her get her class ring?
:)
y i k e s Dec 2013
You're imperious, brusque, pugnacious and seemly ominous.
You're nothing but trouble.

I hate you.

You're just a drug wrapped into the shell of a human being without a care in the world
A pill killer wrapped into a shell that's secretly dejected.
A butterfly who's inside wing is morosely designed to hide everything inside.  

*I hate you
y i k e s May 2014
I need a net to catch all these butterflies in my stomach
y i k e s Jun 2014
embrace me in comfort
embrace me in discomfort
embrace me in antipathy
embrace me in love
embrace me in anger
embrace me in joy
embrace me in melancholy
embrace me in enthusiasm
embrace
              me
                     in
                           .......
y i k e s Jul 2014
you
       ****
              me
                   the
                       ****
                              off

please
           go
               away
                        now
y i k e s Nov 2014
dearly beloved,

we are gathered her today in this moment

where i tell you the honest truth,

STOP ******* CUTTING IN FRONT OF ME IN THE LINE FOR THE SINK
but you smell gooood
y i k e s Aug 2014
dont get my hopes up

                 and pull them down to earth
                            
                                   ­  and stomp them into the ground

                                                      you­ inconsiderate ****
xo
y i k e s Dec 2013
I'm so sick of your stupid face,
your stupid jokes that lack punchlines and any sort of flow,
your stupid little quirky acts that make you just as human as the next guy,
your stupid style that consists of anything you can fine.

I'm so sick of you.
y i k e s Feb 2014
i know a girl
with a heart as wide as the grand canyon
and always the best intentions in mind

i know a girl
she's as sweet as candy
with a smile larger than a light year

i know a girl
she's got the greatest mind
not even Albert Einstein's ideas can compare to her thoughts

i know a girl
who i love to talk to
who's as understanding as a therapist
because she's able to comprehend everything.

i know a girl
who i am blessed to know
who i don't deserve to know
who i was lucky enough to befriend
who i am lucky enough to call my best friend
who i am lucky enough to even communicate to

i know a girl
who's undoubtedly far more amazing than
any celebrity or historical figure
or even a religious figure

because, she's herself.
and she better not change that
ever.
i love you alex.

i could've ended it better but whatever
y i k e s Nov 2013
I love you more than Holden loves Allie's glove
I love you more than the Doctor loved Rose
I love you more than Cosmo loved Wanda
I love you more than Squidward wanted to be alone
I love you more than Mr. Krabs loves money
I love you more than Gerard loves Lindsey
I could go on, but there's no point
Nothing can compare to how much you mean to me
You stupid twit.
y i k e s Jun 2016
i wish i could show you that i'm worth it.

but it's impossible to show you a lie.
y i k e s Mar 2014
one year ago, you left me

like a helpless child without a mother to raise it
a baby bird left in a nest
a motherless puppy, left to die.

dazed and confused, i learned to accept it

everything happens for a reason

and now, one year later, i am stronger
more willingly to accept
and free

thank you for freeing me of you and making me stronger

i'm more alive than ever.
march 22nd, 2013.
my chemical romance broke up
i never got to see them live, or meet them

now, i no longer care.
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