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"proactive" poems
When it comes to matters of the heart it pays to be both wise and smart. Be proactive and take care of vulnerable hearts who take Love’s dare. Perhaps a stress test would be smart before old Cupid slings his dart. Be sure your pulse is strong and steady Not weak and racing and unready Take Flax seed oil as a precaution, before you dip into that Ocean besides the undertow of emotion. The mermaids that beset your dinghy may tend to be a little clingy The sea of love is cold, I’ve found Tho oft I’ve floundered, I’ve never drowned
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Dec 7, 2011
Dec 7, 2011 at 9:56 PM UTC
Romantic Cardiology
How I used to see myself These eyes that shine through the glass These eyes that water from the smell of grass Yeah I’m allergic, to the constant cut lawn But that’s only one of my flaws that has yet to be drawn As a line, I can only see so far Yet I can see farther without the lens, how bizarre I used to think like I was apart of the trend What society, media, and the news transcend I would try to pretend that I wasn’t what was depicted The type of discrimination made most from fiction I am just a simple person, just like the rest Well, not entirely simple, but nonetheless I need glasses so that I don’t have to squint It makes my life easier yet nerds represent Those with four eyes, under the guise of friendship he was betrayed Cause you’re smart others seek that for comfort I am another person, I left out simple I am unique, not simple, yet I grew up with pimples So not only do you wear glasses but covered in acne I was actually bullied in middle school because of this I was called “acne,” to my face by a girl all day, every day, yes I began to hate my face I hated the feeling it gave me when I looked at the mirror No way in hell was proactive making it clearer I hit puberty harder than I knew with a deep voice, squinty eyes that made me look high, and a cratered face, fat build so I floated like the moon I really hated my figure until I grew I grew into the body that my thoughts would never know I acknowledged myself though And that will remain a fact, I learned I needed to love myself first before I could love another Why? Because to me these eyes that I used to see Would one day have someone staring back and if I didn’t love myself, how could I expect the other to love me I see with these eyes today, looking at myself and see things way incredibly differently I don’t care how others perceive me, From rumors they’ve heard or from the hate that others serve I can care less. All I know is what’s in front of me now These eyes that see more than a few steps in front of me I believe that one day I’ll have more, than a dresser drawer as my art space Something brighter than my own face Right now I can’t help but smile I smile cause I feel like I’ve walked a long mile And honestly, I’ll take each day at a time I see with these glasses sometimes a broken frame And at that point, I normally tape them up And smile again
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Sep 25, 2018
Sep 25, 2018 at 12:42 PM UTC
Reflection
How I used to see myself These eyes that shine through the glass These eyes that water from the smell of grass Yeah I’m allergic, to the constant cut lawn But that’s only one of my flaws that has yet to be drawn As a line, I can only see so far Yet I can see farther without the lens, how bizarre I used to think like I was apart of the trend What society, media, and the news transcend I would try to pretend that I wasn’t what was depicted The type of discrimination made most from fiction I am just a simple person, just like the rest Well, not entirely simple, but nonetheless I need glasses so that I don’t have to squint It makes my life easier yet nerds represent Those with four eyes, under the guise of friendship he was betrayed Cause you’re smart others seek that for comfort I am another person, I left out simple I am unique, not simple, yet I grew up with pimples So not only do you wear glasses but covered in acne I was actually bullied in middle school because of this I was called “acne,” to my face by a girl all day, every day, yes I began to hate my face I hated the feeling it gave me when I looked at the mirror No way in hell was proactive making it clearer I hit puberty harder than I knew with a deep voice, squinty eyes that made me look high, and a cratered face, fat build so I floated like the moon I really hated my figure until I grew I grew into the body that my thoughts would never know I acknowledged myself though And that will remain a fact, I learned I needed to love myself first before I could love another Why? Because to me these eyes that I used to see Would one day have someone staring back and if I didn’t love myself, how could I expect the other to love me I see with these eyes today, looking at myself and see things way incredibly differently I don’t care how others perceive me, From rumors they’ve heard or from the hate that others serve I can care less. All I know is what’s in front of me now These eyes that see more than a few steps in front of me I believe that one day I’ll have more, than a dresser drawer as my art space Something brighter than my own face Right now I can’t help but smile I smile cause I feel like I’ve walked a long mile And honestly, I’ll take each day at a time I see with these glasses sometimes a broken frame And at that point, I normally tape them up And smile again
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Relativity Sensibility If you ain't got perspective And you ain't reactive Then you aren't proactive These words only have meaning If you make them meaningful Advice should be a vice Get your daily dosage So in your old age You can be part of the new age The thoughts of many Has wisdom uncanny If you ain't ready And you aren't steady Then you lose yourself To the crowd
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Aug 8, 2011
Aug 8, 2011 at 12:15 AM UTC
Relativity
Dysfunction and happiness Don’t usually go hand in hand But that describes you and I story The wise-man n’ Elle, a soldier n Simi A bad-ass movie in a broken DVD player More than ever our thoughts burn hateful And deep in our souls, the will begets cold Sealing us close and everything left to feel An illusion of end that tarnishes our peace Cleaner we walk and little by little we lied We each run a race to attain the crown I, the heir of Christopolis: a half man A king with no kingdom – a danger And you: heir of feline, an anger A shy queen with no freedom With no changes - so I ask myself Is this a sample of psychological fraud That people uses sensual relations n’ beliefs To sway their cause to others; positive or not Let us redeem your soul n’ gleam thou purpose Sell me thou beauty for luxury n’ fame, she says But the boy had his way with words: he opposed Curiosity is dangerous n' assumption is powerful Staring within her eyes with an abominable face He turn n’ stormed away with grace n’ disbelief Struggling not to outcry in compelling dismay Twas nice to desire, but hers is not a proper Piece of human sexuality; a noetic disorder The lesbians and gays - the political tool A change in the city, a proactive lie That errs up as Satan - a musical fool First he sings: “I bring peace and wealth” Next they proclaimed: “It is a Human Right” Another piece of the puzzle of human sexuality But so the Book quotes – an abomination I hate “No man shall have intimacy with another man” Let’s not rearranged n’ be lost – it cost our health For war is better than the choice of homosexuality They know they are doom, so they tend to mislead Some sit in shelters n' compose fraudulent grants Lies, patriotism n’ tradition to keep society inline For as long as they can, so afraid to lose control But wealth and health must go hand in hand For we are more of a lion than the least Quite divine and above every beast
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Jan 8, 2019
Jan 8, 2019 at 11:56 AM UTC
Less than a Beast
Dysfunction and happiness Don’t usually go hand in hand But that describes you and I story The wise-man n’ Elle, a soldier n Simi A bad-ass movie in a broken DVD player More than ever our thoughts burn hateful And deep in our souls, the will begets cold Sealing us close and everything left to feel An illusion of end that tarnishes our peace Cleaner we walk and little by little we lied We each run a race to attain the crown I, the heir of Christopolis: a half man A king with no kingdom – a danger And you: heir of feline, an anger A shy queen with no freedom With no changes - so I ask myself Is this a sample of psychological fraud That people uses sensual relations n’ beliefs To sway their cause to others; positive or not Let us redeem your soul n’ gleam thou purpose Sell me thou beauty for luxury n’ fame, she says But the boy had his way with words: he opposed Curiosity is dangerous n' assumption is powerful Staring within her eyes with an abominable face He turn n’ stormed away with grace n’ disbelief Struggling not to outcry in compelling dismay Twas nice to desire, but hers is not a proper Piece of human sexuality; a noetic disorder The lesbians and gays - the political tool A change in the city, a proactive lie That errs up as Satan - a musical fool First he sings: “I bring peace and wealth” Next they proclaimed: “It is a Human Right” Another piece of the puzzle of human sexuality But so the Book quotes – an abomination I hate “No man shall have intimacy with another man” Let’s not rearranged n’ be lost – it cost our health For war is better than the choice of homosexuality They know they are doom, so they tend to mislead Some sit in shelters n' compose fraudulent grants Lies, patriotism n’ tradition to keep society inline For as long as they can, so afraid to lose control But wealth and health must go hand in hand For we are more of a lion than the least Quite divine and above every beast
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Four uneven walls make their own doorway to heaven because the gates are resolute in steadfastness and I'm becoming impatient.
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May 14, 2013
May 14, 2013 at 11:26 PM UTC
Proactive
Heaven, heaven is one breath away! Heaven, heaven is someone’s array of death and decay. May I say? The havens and heavens above is a way for the doves and for its love. For the day, the gay, the gray, the prey, the stray, the Sundays and sunrays! Heaven, heaven is a hideaway, a passageway, a safe way, a sway away! Heaven, heaven is basically, eccentrically, theoretically and poetically for some of the awesome that blossom! It’s an anthem or a poem! It’s fearsome, it’s freedom and a kingdom of wisdom! Heaven, heaven is a place of face, grace, race and trace. It’s full of allure and demure! It’s rest and a test assured! Where, there you can invest the best and insure your problems can be cured! Heaven, heaven’s characterized cries and eyes! The flies, the lies, the prize in disguise! Its skies, ties, the whys and the wise. Footprints and imprints of ancient legends of heroes, Negroes and Neros of long, long ago! Heaven, heaven’s gorgeous doorsteps! Yep! Its havens grand, take a stand. Many brands, many hands, many strands of many sands! Heaven, heaven is enormous and glamorous! It’s where adjacent, impatient humorous, numerous followers throng and prolong! The bleak, meek, the weak, the strong and wrong! There is where, reactive in proactive citizens and frail senior citizens hail and sail! They prevail as they unveil! They thrive and throng to there, where righteous, brightness belongs. Heaven, heaven all adhere and hear! The allowed, the followed, the hallowed, the supreme cloud towers and gracious powers! Heaven, heaven basked and tasked by thy masked gleam. Aside, inside it seemed I was alone… As I cried, as I sighed! Tied in wonder, under the heaven’s throne of wonder! In blunder, as I wondered if I were dead? Instead, black crows in rows, attacked and flew over my head! Squawking, talking, flying asunder, with plunder, plunder, under the thunder, thunder! Definitely bringing me to my knees! Infinitely squawking, talking, flying around me with ease, glee and tease! Please heaven, heaven! For instance in the distance... It’s dreamingly and seemingly quaint you see! Faint sounds of angel’s hymning and rhyming! Their heavenly, heavenly, singing, ringing triumphantly, triumphantly! Although, through the distance and persistence in time; we to will hopefully and loyally dine. Dine in thrill, on the heaven, heaven’s divine! Amen all children, men and women, heaven, heaven amen.
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Mar 29, 2012
Mar 29, 2012 at 10:12 PM UTC
POEM ENTITLED: “HEAVEN HEAVEN”
Heaven, heaven is one breath away! Heaven, heaven is someone’s array of death and decay. May I say? The havens and heavens above is a way for the doves and for its love. For the day, the gay, the gray, the prey, the stray, the Sundays and sunrays! Heaven, heaven is a hideaway, a passageway, a safe way, a sway away! Heaven, heaven is basically, eccentrically, theoretically and poetically for some of the awesome that blossom! It’s an anthem or a poem! It’s fearsome, it’s freedom and a kingdom of wisdom! Heaven, heaven is a place of face, grace, race and trace. It’s full of allure and demure! It’s rest and a test assured! Where, there you can invest the best and insure your problems can be cured! Heaven, heaven’s characterized cries and eyes! The flies, the lies, the prize in disguise! Its skies, ties, the whys and the wise. Footprints and imprints of ancient legends of heroes, Negroes and Neros of long, long ago! Heaven, heaven’s gorgeous doorsteps! Yep! Its havens grand, take a stand. Many brands, many hands, many strands of many sands! Heaven, heaven is enormous and glamorous! It’s where adjacent, impatient humorous, numerous followers throng and prolong! The bleak, meek, the weak, the strong and wrong! There is where, reactive in proactive citizens and frail senior citizens hail and sail! They prevail as they unveil! They thrive and throng to there, where righteous, brightness belongs. Heaven, heaven all adhere and hear! The allowed, the followed, the hallowed, the supreme cloud towers and gracious powers! Heaven, heaven basked and tasked by thy masked gleam. Aside, inside it seemed I was alone… As I cried, as I sighed! Tied in wonder, under the heaven’s throne of wonder! In blunder, as I wondered if I were dead? Instead, black crows in rows, attacked and flew over my head! Squawking, talking, flying asunder, with plunder, plunder, under the thunder, thunder! Definitely bringing me to my knees! Infinitely squawking, talking, flying around me with ease, glee and tease! Please heaven, heaven! For instance in the distance... It’s dreamingly and seemingly quaint you see! Faint sounds of angel’s hymning and rhyming! Their heavenly, heavenly, singing, ringing triumphantly, triumphantly! Although, through the distance and persistence in time; we to will hopefully and loyally dine. Dine in thrill, on the heaven, heaven’s divine! Amen all children, men and women, heaven, heaven amen.
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She dropped my heart But, I'm still falling in love (Of course, not with her because when she had it; it splattered) Someone else gathered it Scooped it Knitted it Tethered it Right aside her own Right where she felt it belonged ...On the left Beating the same chest Assisting the same breath I breathe to keep her pleased Because I didn't ask please Yet, she dropped to her knees and raked up a potential disease Rolled up my cuffs Stuck it up my sleeves Allowing me to huff and puff Before I was crying and sighing Fast talking and lying Creeping in silence Hurting, but disguising I just wasn't able to see women as woman Because I thought the world of girls Only involved with the ones that's immature Today I can adore Ladies thats like Unlike ****** Her caress is the cure No patches Nor scratches Scar tissue Pain or leaks I'm worry free Picture a surgeon, without the fee A doctor who make their job personal A dietitian that's proactive She don't just attack the symptoms A cardiologist who doesn't just study She believe the functions of the heart is lovely So she used the defibrillator And it shocked me I didn't think I can feel so deep So intense So immense Blissful The same pulse is in my temples Thriving through my brain ...I felt it first Then I made up my mind She the one who controls the ups and downs ... Of my life line
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Dec 19, 2012
Dec 19, 2012 at 3:40 AM UTC
Feel free...
“A groan of tedium escapes me, startling the fearful Is this a test? It has to be, otherwise I can't go on. Haven't written a word in three and a half years. Time to take the broom out to this shallow grave” Middlesteps ~~~~(|)~~~~ For deep is the fear, coated in thickening veneer of might-be-bravery, the weight, Oh, the weight! of that writing utensil that both bears and bares all, an uncomfortable unconscious, uncontrollable surrender that sweeps down upon us, when first we seek the unwieldy unwinding of our proactive fist of a first step, the unclenching, the open face palm, seeing our lifeline’s revelation, the shame, the lines we thought that faded away, upended, open ended, that the worst un-finishing, but here I am, my taking, the baby steps of Middlesteps, only looking back to forwards for permission, a new looking inward forward! we confesses, beg for our own forgiveness for ourselves, the years of summary silence , at last! unveiled and unbound, this first step stinks of tremors, poems never writ up, but on our mouths and fingertips yet memorized as IF they were bespoke this return, “startling the fearful,” a provocation to the mirrored images caked on my disheartened body, goes lightly noticed, but not by me! daily, I ask the bay and the sky, the animals, the query lives in almost each of my scripts, Where is Shelter? today the answer is not an apparition, but the question is rephrased, not where! but when the answer is now apparent, for the seed planted, this is for you, watering the seed, feeding the shoot, that I know too well, for asked and I answer, everyday…
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Sep 24, 2023
Sep 24, 2023 at 11:53 AM UTC
EnTitled: Middlesteps: “Startling the Fearful”
“A groan of tedium escapes me, startling the fearful Is this a test? It has to be, otherwise I can't go on. Haven't written a word in three and a half years. Time to take the broom out to this shallow grave” Middlesteps ~~~~(|)~~~~ For deep is the fear, coated in thickening veneer of might-be-bravery, the weight, Oh, the weight! of that writing utensil that both bears and bares all, an uncomfortable unconscious, uncontrollable surrender that sweeps down upon us, when first we seek the unwieldy unwinding of our proactive fist of a first step, the unclenching, the open face palm, seeing our lifeline’s revelation, the shame, the lines we thought that faded away, upended, open ended, that the worst un-finishing, but here I am, my taking, the baby steps of Middlesteps, only looking back to forwards for permission, a new looking inward forward! we confesses, beg for our own forgiveness for ourselves, the years of summary silence , at last! unveiled and unbound, this first step stinks of tremors, poems never writ up, but on our mouths and fingertips yet memorized as IF they were bespoke this return, “startling the fearful,” a provocation to the mirrored images caked on my disheartened body, goes lightly noticed, but not by me! daily, I ask the bay and the sky, the animals, the query lives in almost each of my scripts, Where is Shelter? today the answer is not an apparition, but the question is rephrased, not where! but when the answer is now apparent, for the seed planted, this is for you, watering the seed, feeding the shoot, that I know too well, for asked and I answer, everyday…
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US President Trump declared Jerusalem to be the capital of Israel. How brazen. He dare not hide his allegiance with thugs, war criminals, terrorists, thieves, heartless creatures, shall I go on. He corrupt enough to give ownership of a capital rightfully belonging to Palestine to blood thirsty Zionists. People all over the world protesting, demonstrating, showing their resistance to Trump's nonsense for more than a week now. Most of the protests reactionary. Although the protests are purposeful and necessary, ongoing consistent proactive resistance is what is needed. Regretfully is what is lacking. Keffiyah, donned by many following Trump's wicked declaration. The garment of solidarity with an oppressed land and oppressed people & a resistance to ongoing Zionist colonialism & criminality. Buy One, Wear One, Speak up with One. Educate with One. Avoid being reactionary with One. Be proactive with One.   Long live Al-Quds. Long live Palestine. May God always protect the Holy Land. by Najwa Kareem
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Dec 17, 2017
Dec 17, 2017 at 11:35 AM UTC
Palestine: (Al-Quds) Jerusalem, Worldwide Protests & the wearing of Keffiyeh/Kufiya
Invisible line of faith balances the rocks of life the sun and the moon the day and the night hopeful desires of the heart and the guilty reasons of the mind many a questions unanswered line of karma, hard to find Passive contentment that everything is right Or the proactive approach for the future bright Dwindling thoughts from extreme left to right Rescuer brain finds the middle path in sight Manisha
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Nov 13, 2015
Nov 13, 2015 at 1:18 AM UTC
Balance
I'd love to flirt/charm/be proactive, I find you sweet/funny/attractive, You're far too absent/distant/out of sight, I wish you'd come over/call me/write...
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Aug 31, 2010
Aug 31, 2010 at 6:57 AM UTC
Unfastidious
Proactive hip gestures. To lady lusters. Do you know what it's like to have someone shove their hand down your pants involuntarily. Sip your free breeze bundles of Sundays. I'll float on.
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Jul 9, 2015
Jul 9, 2015 at 6:48 PM UTC
Bangle
Wander from Argyle Street towards the pyramid shaped monolith past the oddly named Benny Hamish - Sicilian Couture Tailors - through the automatic glass doors of persuasion up the revolving stairs of many stairs sail by the portly security guard (who looks like he'd be out of breath after a 10 yard dash) along the imitation marble airstrip passed neon facades and signs for proactive self indulgence toward the carousel of smoked-mirror lifts that take the well heeled to their desired destinations without having to worry about their Chanel leather clutch bag and newly purchased Christian Louboutin shoes and I sit people watching, writing this poem on a borrowed napkin with a discarded betting shop pen amid a horde of timid stomachs and twitching wallets faced with a thousand fast food offerings and gaudy coloured tables and chairs littered in the remnants of repugnant non-ecological eateries and Styrofoam cups and re-composite cutlery under Noah's grotesquely beautiful steel ark lined in industrial tubing and chrysalis shaped netting and giant Art Deco toothbrushes and 30 foot wiggly mirrors and stretched rhombus sails acting as a blanket barrier to the blue skies and arched sun of the outside world somewhere between KFC and Burger King.
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Apr 19, 2016
Apr 19, 2016 at 7:25 AM UTC
St. Enoch
Fresh like a breeze along the beaches of caribbean seas, squeezed orange juice on early mornings in champagne glasses. Fresh like a bald cut on a Marine, Navy seal or even the old man down the block keeping it real. Fresh like a baby in a womb, car smell, new perfume, dorm rooms, or anything that seems cool. Fresh like a new pair of J's, or even a basketball player even better than Kobe when he plays. Fresh like a girl opening her legs for feelings of *********** or even teenagers using proactive for there pores. Fresh like tired of saying fresh like I'm the best right, lyrical lights infested blood, Z Type. I know its wack but I try my best, to even contest with poetry, complexed not even a inch of talent flowing in me. My enemies telling me that its real still there scrolls are sealed, lying to keep my lips sealed. They laugh behind my back giving false facts, about me laying down wax to keep my rhymes charged to the max. Instead I walk on tacks bare foot open toes its a lie to tell the truth why should I even appose. I received a broken nose mentally foreseeing scripts critically AM I FRESH I GUESS NOT. More of a plot to leave me blind, terrorist worst then Sadam aligned to lock my mind I look at myself below divine.
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Oct 4, 2013
Oct 4, 2013 at 9:48 PM UTC
Fresh? NOT.
One is per se acidic Other one is per force alkaline Their life is neutralized One is corrosive Other is effervescent Together is balanced One is hydrogen Other is oxygen They quench their thirst In 2:1 proportion One is proactive Other is reactive Both are coactive One is productive Other is seductive Couple is reproductive They build nucleus family With atomic character Explode or implode Implore and explore New order of life’s disorder The duo’s duel disposition Sports harmonious melody
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Jan 26, 2015
Jan 26, 2015 at 9:55 AM UTC
Chemistry of Psychology
I had a premonition in 1972. I had this awful feeling that sometime in the future there would be only one national park, instead of the 64 we have now, left in America: 10 square miles in the remote northwest corner of Montana. I just finished watching on PBS a video of John Denver, in 1974, performing in the Red Rock Amphitheater located in the Rocky Mountains. That was 49 years ago, but to me, John Denver embodied, even if unwittingly, the emergence of concern of the bur- geoning existential, catastrophic threat of climate-change Earth now faces. Few have taken bold, proactive measures to save all living creations on our only home. Al Gore and Greta Thunberg come to mind readily, but, in reality, the multinational corporations that still rule Earth deem profits over prudence, let alone curative, worldwide action. John Denver died in a plane crash in 1997, 49 years ago. Jesus, John! Why did you have to die so early in your life? I, and the rest of the world, hope my premonition is never realized. TOD HOWARD HAWKS
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Apr 26, 2023
Apr 26, 2023 at 5:09 AM UTC
10 SQUARE MILES
Is this soliloquy fun? Of good men, I'd like to meet just one, Isn't snivelling fun? There's a comedic part of this, Inner whinese is a lovely chick, How do oldies get proactive? Soliloquy of an old woman, To whom do you reach a hand? You got the best of men, I got the worst of men.... This is a soliloquy of one, Isn't snivelling fun?
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Mar 17, 2017
Mar 17, 2017 at 3:25 AM UTC
SOLILOQUY
I think I'm always meant to be a writer; in the way where I always see things in third person. I guess the past boys I used to like were, in a sense, too flashy for me. At first, I don't know what they lacked that I had to stop. I'm looking for something but they just didn't have it. Maybe I'll know when I meet the right person? So now, I'd rather stick to just observing the boys around me--those of potential love interest or not, like I do with every other person. The most recent boy was such a main character in many people's stories; he has main character quality, albeit only from afar. I conclude I'm looking for a person who's like me; not exactly a writer, but someone who balances. A reader, perhaps? Someone who sees things in a third person perspective as well; someone who can read people, understand the atmosphere and we can watch and scrutinize over anything and anyone. I'm not saying that the boys in the past were incapable of being observant, but maybe they just don't care about these things, in the way that I do. And I don't really want to waste my time on a person who's like that.  When you observe a reader, they sort of observe you back. So, back to my most recent--he's just a main character, lolling about in a plot, used to being watched, and not being proactive enough to be another writer or reader. It's ironic, because there are supposed to be two people in a love story. Two characters are needed but I don't want to be in that situation because I don't think I can be "main character" enough. I'd rather find myself a reader to match me, a writer. I've learned something about myself after liking a person. Now that I think of it, I guess I am looking for that thing that sets non-readers and readers apart. It's just really obvious, to me at least, when you know a person reads or not. The superficial factor is, which I'm sure everyone sees, if a person "looks" like a reader. But you'll only truly know when you interact with them. The reader's thoughts are beyond their "looks" as a reader and goes farther than the minds of non-readers. There's no rush in finding a relationship, I guess. I believe the readers will find the writers they will want to read, even if they don't know the writers' names at first. They'll come across our stories and they'll feel like being a part of it once they've read; not in the sense where they feel like the main character, but how they understand the writer's thoughts through the plots of the story. You can see it in one's eyes and we writers have this in-depth instinct in sensing out different types of people: bad, good, weak, strong, non-readers, readers, etc. I suppose sometimes we don't want to admit these things because of easily misjudging people, but it's a fact that's silently agreed on by almost everyone. I'm really dead set on on finding that quality which will make me love a person, a reader. And so far in the boys I've met, I never found it. But that's okay, because I always find little bits of myself, even if it's just a bit, every time I don't find what I'm looking for in them. It turns out I'm looking for my other self in someone else. I'm looking for a reader who can read, know and understand me.
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Oct 17, 2017
Oct 17, 2017 at 7:53 AM UTC
an essay: it's rare for a writer to love
I think I'm always meant to be a writer; in the way where I always see things in third person. I guess the past boys I used to like were, in a sense, too flashy for me. At first, I don't know what they lacked that I had to stop. I'm looking for something but they just didn't have it. Maybe I'll know when I meet the right person? So now, I'd rather stick to just observing the boys around me--those of potential love interest or not, like I do with every other person. The most recent boy was such a main character in many people's stories; he has main character quality, albeit only from afar. I conclude I'm looking for a person who's like me; not exactly a writer, but someone who balances. A reader, perhaps? Someone who sees things in a third person perspective as well; someone who can read people, understand the atmosphere and we can watch and scrutinize over anything and anyone. I'm not saying that the boys in the past were incapable of being observant, but maybe they just don't care about these things, in the way that I do. And I don't really want to waste my time on a person who's like that.  When you observe a reader, they sort of observe you back. So, back to my most recent--he's just a main character, lolling about in a plot, used to being watched, and not being proactive enough to be another writer or reader. It's ironic, because there are supposed to be two people in a love story. Two characters are needed but I don't want to be in that situation because I don't think I can be "main character" enough. I'd rather find myself a reader to match me, a writer. I've learned something about myself after liking a person. Now that I think of it, I guess I am looking for that thing that sets non-readers and readers apart. It's just really obvious, to me at least, when you know a person reads or not. The superficial factor is, which I'm sure everyone sees, if a person "looks" like a reader. But you'll only truly know when you interact with them. The reader's thoughts are beyond their "looks" as a reader and goes farther than the minds of non-readers. There's no rush in finding a relationship, I guess. I believe the readers will find the writers they will want to read, even if they don't know the writers' names at first. They'll come across our stories and they'll feel like being a part of it once they've read; not in the sense where they feel like the main character, but how they understand the writer's thoughts through the plots of the story. You can see it in one's eyes and we writers have this in-depth instinct in sensing out different types of people: bad, good, weak, strong, non-readers, readers, etc. I suppose sometimes we don't want to admit these things because of easily misjudging people, but it's a fact that's silently agreed on by almost everyone. I'm really dead set on on finding that quality which will make me love a person, a reader. And so far in the boys I've met, I never found it. But that's okay, because I always find little bits of myself, even if it's just a bit, every time I don't find what I'm looking for in them. It turns out I'm looking for my other self in someone else. I'm looking for a reader who can read, know and understand me.
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It's my new job today But I'm not here I'm away Lost in thoughts Where I am always distraught Off I go to start my day I need to make a good impression, I say Be focused and sharp, proactive and smart  You can make a go of this, just play the part! Life could be worse, people would say No money, no job or a place to stay Those are the most important things to some But to me those things are immaterial  Peace of mind and happiness is key Nothing or noone is more important than these!
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Mar 3, 2012
Mar 3, 2012 at 4:50 PM UTC
New Start
I hate myself sometimes The way I think The way I act The way I look The way I wish My life was a book I hate my body And the lack of will power I have to make it better I just sit around Drawing pictures on a letter Hoping one day I wake up different But that'll never happen Since my laziness is deliberate I sit around and act a fool Wishing I could change things But I'm not even proactive I guess this is what nothing brings I'm full of self loathing It really holds me back No one will ever want me So what's the point in that Maybe if I loved myself I could find the determination To fix all my flaws And make real my imagination Being a girl ***** There's so much pressure Put on us To act a certain way And walk as if to sway We're normal ******* people Wanting to be treated equal I hate myself And I know Happiness depends on me But what if I just want to flee Away from here Rid my mind of fear And only focus on nature Rather than on failure
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Aug 15, 2013
Aug 15, 2013 at 12:48 AM UTC
Hate
Some Youth Are SO RUDE ... !!! Their Language Is ... Crude ... !!! and Most Have A PROBLEM ... The Problem Is ... YOU ...  !!! If You Are Like Me ... and Won't Take Abuse ... From Kids Who Walk Streets ... With A ... BAD Attitude ... !!! My Name AIN'T ... " B.A." ... !!! and It AIN'T ... " Mr. T " ... !!! But ... Test Me With RUDENESS ... and Then You Will See ... That I Can Get ... BRUTAL ... Just Like The ... " A Team " ... !!!!! BRUTAL With ... "Tactics" ... WITHOUT Prophylactics ... !!! ... That's ... Just A Line ... To Take Your Mind CAPTIVE ... !!! My Words Are ... PROACTIVE ... !!! To STOP All This MADNESS ... !!! Young Kids Doing BADNESS ... DEFINES The Word ... Sadness ... !!! Sadness For MANY ... When Mum's On The TELLY ... With Tears In Her Eyes ... cos' Her Child DIDN'T Die ... !!! Her Child Was A ... " Victim " ... of Kids On ... A Mission ... To Rob and Then **** Him ... !!!! And ... Leave His Blood ... SPILLING ... !!!!! That Story's ... Instilling ... A GOOD Way of Living ... !!! Young People ... STOP KILLING ... !!!!! and Learn To Be WILLING ... To Do MORE ... FORGIVING ... !!! and STOP ... All This ... PILLING ... !!! and STOP Taking Life ... cos' Life Is For LIVING ... !!!!! Rudeness ... IN VIEW ... Can ..................................................... Isolate ................... "You" ........................................ !!! Cos' Very Few People ... Like Youth Who Are RUDE ... !!! These Words Are The TRUTH ... !!! cos' Being ... "ALONE" ... With ... NOWHERE To Move ... !!! THIS Is Where RUDENESS ... Is Bound To Get You ... So ... What Is The Point ... ?!? and ... What Do You PROVE ... !?! Forgive Me ... I SEE ... Walking In ... DEAD MENS' Shoes ... !!?!! Just Watch An OLD Western ... and See How They Do ... There's ALWAYS A Gunman ... FASTER Than ... YOU ... !!!!! There's ALWAYS ... Somebody ... Who's ... RUDER Than You ... !!!!!!!! So ..... What Will You Do ... ?!? When YOU Are ... "The Victim" ... !!! ........... Facing A Crew ............ Who NOW Are The Ones' ... Pointing Fingers At YOU ... !!!!!! That's One FINAL Thought ...   On Which You Should ... CHEW ... REMEMBER My Comment ... About ... DEAD MENS' Shoes ... !!!!! A Life of GOOD VIBES ... IS The Way To LIVE LIFE ... !!!!!! These Words Hold The ... " Clues " ... To AVOID ............................ Dead Mens' Shoes ... !!! THUS ... THIS Is My View ... Shoes Are For WALKING ... !!! So That's What I DO ... Try Doing It ... TOO ... !!! ... Try Showing Some LOVE ... To Those Who LOVE YOU ... and REMEMBER These Words ... There's ... NO NEED To Be .... ...... " Rude " ......
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Apr 19, 2019
Apr 19, 2019 at 9:52 PM UTC
"Rude" ... A Poem written by Big Virge 26/4/2005
Some Youth Are SO RUDE ... !!! Their Language Is ... Crude ... !!! and Most Have A PROBLEM ... The Problem Is ... YOU ...  !!! If You Are Like Me ... and Won't Take Abuse ... From Kids Who Walk Streets ... With A ... BAD Attitude ... !!! My Name AIN'T ... " B.A." ... !!! and It AIN'T ... " Mr. T " ... !!! But ... Test Me With RUDENESS ... and Then You Will See ... That I Can Get ... BRUTAL ... Just Like The ... " A Team " ... !!!!! BRUTAL With ... "Tactics" ... WITHOUT Prophylactics ... !!! ... That's ... Just A Line ... To Take Your Mind CAPTIVE ... !!! My Words Are ... PROACTIVE ... !!! To STOP All This MADNESS ... !!! Young Kids Doing BADNESS ... DEFINES The Word ... Sadness ... !!! Sadness For MANY ... When Mum's On The TELLY ... With Tears In Her Eyes ... cos' Her Child DIDN'T Die ... !!! Her Child Was A ... " Victim " ... of Kids On ... A Mission ... To Rob and Then **** Him ... !!!! And ... Leave His Blood ... SPILLING ... !!!!! That Story's ... Instilling ... A GOOD Way of Living ... !!! Young People ... STOP KILLING ... !!!!! and Learn To Be WILLING ... To Do MORE ... FORGIVING ... !!! and STOP ... All This ... PILLING ... !!! and STOP Taking Life ... cos' Life Is For LIVING ... !!!!! Rudeness ... IN VIEW ... Can ..................................................... Isolate ................... "You" ........................................ !!! Cos' Very Few People ... Like Youth Who Are RUDE ... !!! These Words Are The TRUTH ... !!! cos' Being ... "ALONE" ... With ... NOWHERE To Move ... !!! THIS Is Where RUDENESS ... Is Bound To Get You ... So ... What Is The Point ... ?!? and ... What Do You PROVE ... !?! Forgive Me ... I SEE ... Walking In ... DEAD MENS' Shoes ... !!?!! Just Watch An OLD Western ... and See How They Do ... There's ALWAYS A Gunman ... FASTER Than ... YOU ... !!!!! There's ALWAYS ... Somebody ... Who's ... RUDER Than You ... !!!!!!!! So ..... What Will You Do ... ?!? When YOU Are ... "The Victim" ... !!! ........... Facing A Crew ............ Who NOW Are The Ones' ... Pointing Fingers At YOU ... !!!!!! That's One FINAL Thought ...   On Which You Should ... CHEW ... REMEMBER My Comment ... About ... DEAD MENS' Shoes ... !!!!! A Life of GOOD VIBES ... IS The Way To LIVE LIFE ... !!!!!! These Words Hold The ... " Clues " ... To AVOID ............................ Dead Mens' Shoes ... !!! THUS ... THIS Is My View ... Shoes Are For WALKING ... !!! So That's What I DO ... Try Doing It ... TOO ... !!! ... Try Showing Some LOVE ... To Those Who LOVE YOU ... and REMEMBER These Words ... There's ... NO NEED To Be .... ...... " Rude " ......
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Every Action A reaction Sick of settling An aversion to average Always meddling Being below average Full potential At arms reach All mental No day at the beach What's stopping me But me? Getting older Wiser I think. I hope All my knowledge What for? If I don't act Rat! Even rats act- Anything for the cheese Dreams do come true Can I be rich please? Can I get a blues clue? Life's a risk Don't know when or how Your day will come. In the meantime time ***
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Feb 3, 2022
Feb 3, 2022 at 5:13 PM UTC
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