"amn" poems
I’m not a hideous wall flower;
school girl steam pleat, designer girl,
Nike or Jordon’s silly Preteen, air heads
I’m gifted, provocative,
I am the teen princess.
I able to fuss, blush and rebel,
I’m awkward, backward,
I am Peppy long stocking;
I’m all that!
I am teen of the pack;
I am not likely to turn back
I am your commercial, billboard cover story
Smarter than you can imagine,
I am passionate,
but a little old fashion, yet modern,
bold and witty,
Oh yes!
I’m so ambitious, super delicious, super fly
with an upbeat modernize Hollywood red carpet style
I speak in a youthful way;
that’s my urban thesaurus
I am not curse, the curse that invades your privacy,
sometimes, I am sluggish and downright lazy?
I am mommy baby and Daddy maybe
However, I’m no wall flower
Nov 19, 2013
Nov 19, 2013 at 7:11 AM UTC
**** she is so cute,
Resting so gorgeous,
Off I take my eyes,
Not able to touch yet,
And I long for her.
Where I lost my sanity,
Amritsar was the name,
Saved I have been now.
Lot of things known,
Or all was unknown,
Shall never drown,
Then I forgot my town.
In her city is lost my heart,
Now painting the lovely art.
Kind & cute she is,
Royal & loyal too,
In all of these days,
Putting in love ink,
It is a poetic fable.
May 25, 2015
May 25, 2015 at 4:03 AM UTC
It began with hope..
Thrived in joy..
Revealed horizons..
And left with dreams..
~*~
A journey with no destination..
A life ignited in fear..
Caught the hand of a breeze..
And held it for life..
It flew with grace..
Trust..belief..
All in place..
Breath to breath..
Soul to soul..
Through clouds afar and skies so cold..
Held on..until twas nothing..but whole..
Embraced with closed eyes..
Mesmerized..
They were one..
They flew on their will..
Each day..never still..
Unseen lands..unending seas..
Like time and space they never ceased..
In a world with a tale so undefined..
They held the world in a tale of their kind..
They drifted far until the sands..
In the glass of fate fortold of trouble..
Despite the coming storm of death..
They smiled and took that path of harm..
It came...it slashed their souls apart..
And soiled their pride and ripped their heart..
But true to faith and love so pure..
Those hands still held...refused to part..
Embraced with closed eyes..
Mesmerized..
They were but one..
In time the breeze began to die..
To join the wind it flew so high..
Thoughts of self began to burn..
The core of that which bound their souls..
It craved to live..
Conscience getting feigned in dark clouds..
It dawned in heat..a mirage of lust..
Asperity..in vain..
A desire that broke the way it was..
A desire..One that seemed so hard to pass..
But one that changed all things in a flash..
The grip that once began a tale..
Was now two hands apart and failed..
The wind was not so far behind..
But a life that lived for love..
Just died..
Disgraced within closed eyes..
Betrayed..
Lost n buried...life was done..
~*~
It began with hope..
Thrived in joy..
Revealed horizons..
And left with..
just dreams..
- AMN -
Jun 23, 2016
Jun 23, 2016 at 5:17 AM UTC
When times get
Hard, the going gets writing.
And the times are hard, but
Things get worst before they get any better.
As a bruise is when it's healing.
Coming from a young person with no where to go,
As I run from this creature.
This big, dark creature who's
Chasing me, there's no where to
Hide, or so it thinks...
Down the street...nope, it's right behind me.
On the roof...nah, it's there too.
No where to turn,
No where to go, oh but wait...
I got my secret place, but **** it! It's
Even there as well--in my writing. In my place.
Feb 7, 2011
Feb 7, 2011 at 11:49 AM UTC
Eyelids get heavy as i reload the messages for the thousandth time
When will i get that he doesn't feel like i do
hanging onto every word like a baby it's shoe
every few minutes falling needing to be picked up again
feeling as helpless and useless as without my pen
well maybe all is not lost
he never said it was
I shouldn't over think everything he does
trying to read the signs
when really i'm blind
without a clue how he feels
so i put on my heels
swap my jeans for a dress
and wait for someone to make me less
I am whatever they want because I amn't enough for him
Pathetically in my tears later I will swim.
May 13, 2014
May 13, 2014 at 9:57 PM UTC
You taught me why the sky is blue.
Darling I really amn't ready to fall for you..
Spectrums and colours,
I can only take so much.
Forbidden lovers, I've said enough.
Dec 2, 2014
Dec 2, 2014 at 1:01 PM UTC
A love message in skin
Late night pillow talk
Extra cream your coffee
XIII days, years, century's could never be enough of what I want to spend with you.
**** you're amazing.
Always be the one for me.
Violently crush me with your lips
I'm so in love with you.
Dear alex
Apr 17, 2014
Apr 17, 2014 at 10:09 PM UTC
Ever thought you had friends you'd know until you die?
I did.
I wish with all my heart that a clock could be rewound,
revisit old mistakes, erase them and rewrite.
Life isn't like that.
Life is a ***** in heat scratching away at mental scabs.
"Friends are the family we choose ourselves"
********
It's a fridge magnet quote for a reason.
~
Fickle, feckless,
Replaceable
Idiotic individuals
Endlessly
Needing a
**** hard
Slap.
* Stepford friends*.
Aug 31, 2014
Aug 31, 2014 at 10:03 AM UTC
In a few days,
Months even,
Someday I'll forget you,
A while it'll take,
**** I miss you already.
Dec 19, 2015
Dec 19, 2015 at 2:16 PM UTC