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We fight.
We always fight.
And it always ends in me leaving,
Me yelling,
me slamming the door,
me crying.
And I hate that I'm so hard to deal with,
and I'm sorry...

I yell.
I always yell.
And it always ends up in you pleading,
you crying,
you apologising,
you shouting.
And I hate it when you cry,
and I'm sorry...

You try.
You always try.
And it always ends with us crying,
us hugging,
us forgiving
us talking.
And I hate that it takes so long for me to say;
*'I'm sorry.'
dedicated to my sister grace, who has to deal with my explosive temper, my tears and my breakdowns. She is always there when I need her, and I rarely show her how much I care. So grace, if you're reading;
I'm sorry.  ***
Smokey musk of mist-soaked moss
by roving river bank,
where dainty doe stands tall and fair
where long-lost love once sank.

Dew-soaked coat 'mungst moonlit woods
a chestnut, hazel brown.
She stalks the brooks, thin, lithe and cool
where once-loved life was drowned.

She walks his path from long ago,
her shadow echoes loss,
"goodbye," she whispers, "I'll miss you so."
as she fades into the moss.
Eyes are small and red,
lashes clinging close with tears,
shadows in your face.
comme un oiseau,
Elle vole de ses propres ailes.
her silhouette is black against the evening blue of the sky,
the breeze as gentle as her whispered words.
Le vent souffle doucement
Aussi lente que les saisons passent.
and just like a bird,
she flits above the treetops, her chicks left at home in the nest.
Mais comme un oiseau vole,
elle ne peut pas voler longtemps*
but every little bird, no matter how brave
must return home.
I wrote this poem so that I tells the reader three poems;
the first: in English, tells the story of a mother-figure, having dream-like experiences.
the second: in French, tells us of how she struggles to keep going
the third: the whole poem is about her needing space from her family, her life, because she's struggling, but that she just can't stay away for ever.
this poem is entirely about the readers interpretation.
Staring at walls,
her face drained of joy.
Legs pulled close,
chin on knees,
hair draped over her face.

Empty.
She's so, so empty.


Didn't anyone ever notice her?
Not even when she didn't laugh once?
Not even when she didn't laugh at all?

Shrinking in her despair.
A vibrant world
gone in the blink of her sad eyes,
lost to the shadows in her face,
stuck staring at walls.

Waiting.
She's so sick of waiting.


Did no-one hear her silence?
Not even when she didn't reply once?
Not even when she didn't reply at all?

living death she feels,
her neck still damp from drying tears.
Holding back her sobs,
fighting back her tears,
fighting with the walls.

Lonely,
she's just so ******* lonely.


Didn't anyone miss her smile?
Not even when she didn't smile once?
Not even when she stopped smiling for good?

Staring at walls,
her face drained of joy.
Tear strained,
skin as pale as death,
razor in hand.

*Done,
she's finally done...
have you seen my skin?
my skin is rough and worn;
It's covered in scars from the pains of my past.
The skin on my knuckles are angry and red,
the skin on my lips is torn and chapped.
no-one notices my skin until it bleeds,
maybe that's not enough.
maybe I'm not enough...

But what's worse than my scars are the wounds of today,
pouring out beneath my skin.
no-one can see them,
but that doesn't mean that they're not there.
But no-one wants to see.
And no one wants to care.
No-one wants to take my hand and see my scars, my knuckles, my wounds, my lips and love my skin for what it is.
but no-one wants to touch my skin,
and no-one wants to look at my skin.

My skin is rough and worn and cold and scarred
but my skin is still beautiful.
Now do you see my skin?
 Jul 2017 What I Feel
Vale Luna
Wish
you
were
dead?

Or

Wish
the
pain
would
stop?
They are very different things.
 Jul 2017 What I Feel
Samm Marie
My worth is undefinable
So is yours

Remember that
 Jul 2017 What I Feel
ESR
Homesick
 Jul 2017 What I Feel
ESR
Home is where the heart is,
and mine's with you
 Jun 2017 What I Feel
Daisy Rae
darling,
       you're beautiful.
                      but not in the way most
                             people see
                      in the way your eyes blend
                             from brown to green
                and the way your freckles scatter
                             along your face
             and how more beautiful can you be
                      when your eyes light up
                                your smile appears
                                        & laughter springs
                                            out of your chest
                                   what a beauty you are
                             special, like the stars
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