Do you ever just wonder
What if

What if I took a chance
What if I just went for it
It could turn out perfectly
But then it may not
I'm scared
Scared to take a chance
Even if its something that
could make me
happier than ever
But
If it goes wrong
It could crush me
Break me
Wonder why
Do you care so much
For little old me
But not feel the same
Its all so weird
Isn't it
So confusing
The things you wonder

Yes,
I said yes.
I'm a hopeless romantic.
And yes,
I am a contradiction to myself. I mean it.
I mean I just want to be great. Fathom why I'm not great.
I want to explore & have an impact on someone's life.
I want someone to tell me that they want to be just like me as much as I would like to be just like you.
I want to touch someone's heart like you have touched mines.
I want you to understand why I'm so emotional at times.
I want you to realize that my love for you is like no other .
I want you to look at me and be amazed .
I want you to look at me & know why you love me.
I'm just a hopeless romantic.

You burnt me
You've given me bruises
You've hurt me
So much it hurts to walk
You've strained me so much
I needed medical help

But I guess the best things in life hurt you the most
Food burns you
Exercise strains you
Sport bruise you
Shoes blister you

Should we really let emotions control us.

They flow in and out like the tides.

To understand true emotions you must
let go and let them flow.

The heart know what the heart needs.

Your soul cries out.

I scream, but no sound comes out

I cry in silence, waiting for it to end.

I feel nothing.  Dead inside.

He says he loves me.  This is not love.

My own hell.

When will it end.

I curl in a ball. Face wet with tears.

I wake hours later, straighten out and
slowly fall back to sleep as I listen
to his breathing

When you look at that person
and your heart skips a beat

When your talking and that person
finishes your sentence

When you think of your life without
that person and the pain is unbearable

While your sleeping and your hearts beat at the same rhythm

When you wake and there is such joy to start the day

When you find the person that completes you

All is in balance and you live as one

My heart skips a beat