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Mar 2 · 368
Thoughts
Writeability Mar 2
Screaming hysterically
Pleading
For someone to hear
The pounding words of yearning live only in my mind
My mouth stays still
Lips locked in place
As tears drip silently down my face
Like wax sliding down a candles edge
As the flame flickers
I feel my light being blown
into nothingness
The screams in my mind grow desperate
as dark clouds vail my once excited eyes
I stare forward
No sparkle in sight
The shouting grows angrier
Thoughts roaring for release
My dreams
My hopes
Stay stuck in my throat

HEAR ME

Feelings of rage run through me
No outlet for my worries
Round and round they go
like a carousel on steroids
I need to release
But my voice is no more
Furious thoughts stay locked in my head
Racing and shouting without a way forward
Words never spoken
Lost without a trace
My mind grows full
Pressure building
Ready to burst

I pick up the .....
And ... my life
Feb 25 · 787
Small things
Writeability Feb 25
moments of kindness
reaching out to know you're safe
good people do exisit
This was in response to something a random person was trying to do for a person they cared about. It was just a quick poem/haiku of sorts. Don't judge for the quickness! Lol
Feb 17 · 419
See Me
Writeability Feb 17
His blue eyes have darkened
I know what this means
The man I love is breaking
Traveling
He's on his way
To another place
Where sanity breaks
I step back and prepare for his cries
Cries of desperation to know himself once more
He's here but not
Himself yet another
Lost behind a mesh curtain
Disturbing his veiw of what's real
I see him still
Part way here
And I am frightened
My selfish desires to have him return
I yell and scream inside my head
Searching for a way to make him see that I am right in front of him
That he is still inside somewhere
I worry for us
That it will never be as it once was
My self-obsessed needs
To be free of the person he is not
His anguish is destroying him
Destroying me
I am changing
I'm losing myself
My desperation with the seperation of self
It's tearing me apart
My selfish heart
I need him back to show me that I am not alone
I want this over
I want his strength to return home
I need him back
As he was
Obsessed with me
I wrote this back in October.
Feb 14 · 393
Untitled 2
Writeability Feb 14
Anything
Everything
You can get through it

I am the light
Come,
find me

Darkness surrounds
Your mind
Buried
Deep
Under the earth's soil

Shadows exposed across the walls
A man with an axe
A guillotine
A dark angel broken in half

Come find me

Ebony skies
Charcoal clouds above
No stars in sight
It's a moonless night(mare)
You can't see where the path leads

Come to me

Fear of falling pulls you back
You can't move
Frozen in place
Terrified

When you fear me,
The light
You will never see

When you fight through your fear
The black will begin to fade

Opening your eyes
You see it
your true self

Dark as can be
Clever
And callous
Full of nothing but malice

Or...

Frightened
Yet caring
Empathetic
And strong?

A tiny step forward
Your journey begins
Slowly but surely
You're finding your light

Within
This came out quickly and doesn't sit quite right. Any thoughts or comments would be greatly appreciated.
Feb 10 · 333
Untitled
Writeability Feb 10
darkness of my spirit

light will not bestow

sparks from my heart

transformed into ash

my once enlightened mind

dreams no more
Feb 6 · 298
Language Lost
Writeability Feb 6
Words brought us to eachother
Truths
Colorful auras blinding your eyes
Beautiful lies
I chose to believe
Like a blindfold tight around my head

Words kept us together
Passions expressed with precision
Obsession brought to oblivion
The thing about words
They are tricky
They grab
And they pull
Each word is a choice
Every syllable rolling off your tongue
Tiny inconsistencies
Adding up

Words that tease
Grabbing my inner child
I'm brought to tears with the thought of the games that have been played

Love
Looking past each sentence
Watching what's to come
The beauty
The pain

Pen to paper
Reading the written words
Filled with adoration
I believe
I feel the unadulterated love
My heart fills with joy
It overflows

Change

No more words
Lost for what to say
My heart still beats for you
Trying to learn the language that was lost

Moving forward without listening to the things that are told
Getting in my head
Thinking thoughts that I cannot properly express
Things unsaid
That I'll never hear
Only dreaming that the words were true

My heart grew with everything I heard

Now I only feel
No more speaking of feelings
Only having them in my head
Caged in my mind

Words create stories
They draw you in
And spit you out
They spin tales
And they build castles

Take with it what you will

I stole the words
I ruined the book
Nov 2024 · 403
You're Beautiful
Writeability Nov 2024
I caught a glimpse of myself as I passed by the mirror

I remember immediately what he says

He enjoys telling me of my beauty

You are gorgeous

More stunning than a sunset
...
It's who you are that matters

If you love someone you see the beauty of their soul

I give zero fuks about looks he says

I walk straight back to my reflection

Take another look

I punch that fu
king mirror

🪞
Nov 2024 · 278
Home
Writeability Nov 2024
I want to be home
Intertwined with eachother
Now and evermore
Nov 2024 · 642
Dance with me
Writeability Nov 2024
Augmented Auras
Arouse The Essence Of Light  
Dancing Vibrantly
Oct 2024 · 531
The end.
Writeability Oct 2024
You said you loved me

You told such exquisite lies

Go fu*k off and die.      😀
Oct 2024 · 712
Brain Squeaks
Writeability Oct 2024
The things I'm told
I do not know
They once were clear
But now I question them with desperation
Is this real?
Is this truth?
Of course this is reality he says
Behold
This is truth
There's no being misled
Why would someone deceive you just to get ahead?
Or is it...
Just to get IN your head?
My mind is fine
I know to believe the things I've been told
No need to question what he's said
I go ahead and trust with conviction
I tell you no lies...
Brain squeaks a bit here
I'm filled with fear
Is that truth or am i mistaken?
Did that really happen?
I hear these words that now make no sense
These stories that don't add up
They just don't make sense
Are they jumbled in my mind?
Or is everything just fine?
Am I going crazy?
I'm not sure
Am I?

— The End —