My thoughts
And
Memories
…Scattered…
…Sometimes
In the wind
And
…Sometimes
In a raging storm
hurt
Pain
Loss
and finally
love…

I make a wish
A rainbow of colours
I dream of your touch
Warm and tender

I fantasize about your kisses
Delicious
I stare into your bright eyes
Mesmerizing

In my dreams
...you are
In my thoughts
...you exist

I wish
Like a dandelion
Dancing in the wind
Towards your loving embrace

Because of you,

I laugh a little more

because of you

I dare to dream again!



I am thankful

for this miracle of you



We share

We care

We dare



...to dream again!

In the depth of the ocean
darkness surrounding me
my invisible enemy
lurking in the deepest part of my soul

drowning,
emotions surfacing
faced with only
my own thoughts

my pretty smile
disguising my lies
my tears,
tell a story.

I am, ok!
my favourite line,
while tears
find their way into my heart

I am distracted by the notion
of love
and a little hope
and everything
in between

Today,
I write about you,
antique words just pour out of me
I think of you
and my romantic heart holds love

I still feel your passionate kisses
trailing my body
your arms around me
embracing, our beautiful connection.

In my loneliest hour
love, kissed my cold cheek
hope, held my trembling hand
peace, embraced my broken soul

hold me close
as I dream of our forever
I wish to feel love again
I dream of you
I wish for you to dream of me, my love

Brutal truths
... heard and felt
without any
pretty words


I have tried
and failed
One day, you will need to read the
filed memories
and absorb all my pain

We have been hurt
disappointed
insensitive words
... let it go

take a deep breath
... exhale
feel what I feel
give me... all of what you feel

Petals dry and withered
The once pastel blush, now pale
Given up your thirst for rain
... you fall
Petal after
Once, beautiful petal

One single kiss
A stare into souls merging
A goodbye with words
Our hearts weeping
A sudden roadblock
Unbearable hurt
Shattered hearts

Years goes by, searching

The memory of you won’t fade
Our return to fate
What a glorious day
We know just what to say

This is not magic
But it is magical

Our souls dance
Our hearts filled
Our deepest feelings felt

We prepare for an adventure

Love as pure and true
Our hearts will see this through

My sacred place
where I demand
to feel
... feel the pain

Poured onto canvas
so abstract that
a handful feel it with me
I allow it

Extended versions
of the classics
prolonging the emotion
... to be felt

It's a process
allow, the emotion
to feel
to feel the pain from within

You

set my heart on fire

dancing around

together as one

I

adore you

let's dance to our flames

'till the end of time

Lonely path I walk
one set of footprints, today
you are in my soul

While I gaze at the bright moon,
the stars know my heart ache well

to have you walk here,
Surrender to the heavens
I say goodbye, now

unconditional
everlasting love for you
nothing more to say

Solitude has become my
Beautiful lonely love affair
My prison wall of hurt,
My safety

As I heal, taking small steps
I find myself cheating
On my lonely love affair,
In silence...for now

Forever, maybe!

Let it go!
just a little for now
cremate all the emotion
let the tears flow

Say your goodbyes
sprinkle the ashes in their
final destination
feel your pain

But hold on to the parts of your soul
That still needs
to feel
to breathe
to love

...for now!

This world was not for you

you left too soon

I whisper your name

and dream of forever

Forever,

I will remember


Forever,

I will wait for you to whisper my name

                        through our fragile memories

It is when
the rain
breaks my slumber
interrupting my glittered dreams
that I remember
... to cry
for it is in that moment,
3am thoughts
and almost forgotten
memories,
that I miss you

Leaves falling so slow
Every white petal muddy
Evergreen grasslands
(Visit my FB page "Haiku from my soul to yours")

When love is not true
We feel it
Deep within our soul
Energies collide
And collude

While hearts play along
Often, ignoring what isn't sincere

We all just want
That beautiful,
Happy ending
Even... if it hurts

Dearest poets

we understand each other

through our universal language

of love and compassion


Our words

our love

our pain and joy

dancing with our words


Into a beautiful 2020

A lavender breeze
The heavenly clouds
In shades of cobalt
An old willow tree
Swaying in the wind

The sun winking
In the distance
Amber skies embracing
My crimson lips
Seeking yours

I gave you my
broken heart
You gave me
unconditional love

The heavens above
Witness my tears
As I fall
...To my knees

I think of you
in the morn'
afternoon naps
empty cuddles

You are here
with me always
even when you're not
I feel your arms

Do you think of me too?
It simply does not matter!

It is sometimes impossible
to explain the stories
to all the scars
of a broken heart

instead
try to listen to
her ... silence
only then will you truly understand

Him, standing in the beautiful
morning sun...

Her, smiling, for nothing
ever looked this beautiful to her...

I am the wind
My words breezing through
Broken souls
And shattered hearts

I am the rain
A downpour of emotions
Through my pen
Drenched with tearful memories

I am the sun
I wait for the morning
Sun, after a dark night
I get up and smile, to a new day

I am
A girl
I am
A lady

I am
A good girl
I am
A lil bad

I am
All about soul
I am
All about sin

I am
Happy
I am
Sad

I am
Me
I am
Happy

I dream
The dream
Of you
And I

I sing
The song
We dance
Like lovers do

I keep your soul
With mine
As it should be
Forever, I dream

Your stone-cold heart

does not match mine

not like it used to

we are worlds apart now


I made you smile

I made you dance

I made you look forward to the rain

Oh, how we soaked in love


After all, that's said and done

and then some

an emptiness many can see in me

but never really feel

There is a darkness
I have known
For longer than
I should have endured

I have not shed too many tears
Today…
Last night,
I cried myself to sleep

I dreamed of your touch,
But in my dream
You faded…
In a clouded dust storm

Forced… to turn away from you…
What – the - hell was I thinking?
I - can - not turn – away
Not – from – you, I cannot bear it

But I did… I finally did
I woke up, I step closer to
The window,
Glorious raindrops falling

My tears dancing
On my cheeks
While I smiled and said,
Goodbye, my love

My heart aching

my mind racing

I know you need me

you can't see me


I am here

every step of the way

you are not alone

I hold your hand


you will never walk alone

I don't care how

but you will know

you will feel me...

...right here

Fading memories

my soul concealing

hurt from my

aching heart



I am soaring

with majestic

angels on a bright red

persian dream



In a dream

where you never leave

In a dream

where you are still holding me



Tranquil sounds...

with every key

it moves me

further away from you



Paralyzed with fear

of forgetting your beautiful face

I know I will always

feel your love

Years ago
...Until now
Hurtful words
In between

The day we met
you...
dressed in all blue
I should have known

Blue
A window to your soul
Loss and pain
Unexpected bond

My mouthy thoughts
Many nights of anger
Your frustration
yet, forgiven for it all

I think of you daily
and in the darkest night
Beautiful sunny skies
Magnificent hues at dawn

I pray
I wish
I dream
I believe

Years ago
...Until now
I vow
to hold you close forever

I imagine touching your hand
Walking into the deep of the forest
I imagine talking to you for hours

Exploring...
I imagine your laughter
And allow you to chuckle at my funny side
Enjoying a picnic...we fight over the last olive

I imagine sipping your love
While my tongue dance for more
I imagine...looking at you, a world without you
...while I slowly die...

It is late and all is silent
The summer night has closed in...
A solitary whiskey to ruminate
on the world... I love you.

Three simple words that encompass
the universe and all its beautiful mysteries.

I love you,
Your soul is with mine, as you sleep,
Like strange incense, they wisp and play.

Our souls know more than
they will reveal...

I love you
The only certainty, my only truth
I love you

In a cruel world
I love
without expecting
anything in return

I will give
perfectly
I will love
perfectly

In a cruel world
I hide my scars
and show my beauty
to the soul of a poet

A plum blossom greets
infinite beauty in morn'
while birds sit and wait

Infinite numbers between 0 and 1
between 0 and a million
we always want more numbers
than we actually get

So, I choose....
Forever
and beyond

Unsettling reminders
Painful memories
Heartfelt tears
Helpless

Beautiful bond
Soulful hearts
Sharing
...........pain
And
...........loss

We exist
For each other
...........in separate lives

I find myself...thinking
about you
Sunsets,
Beautiful lyrics

In the sound of
Thunder,
In the calm
of soft rain, drizzling

In all the little things
and inside the
deepest part
of my soul

Am I
a season
a reason
a lesson

No man has ever had my attention
like you do
I guard my feelings, my heart
I wonder if I could do that forever.

Will I become someone
who will never love again

With all the confusion
You stand in front of me ...

I embrace this
because in this moment
I am with you
... nothing else matters

I think of you
My heart racing
your desperate touch and
passionate kisses

Demanding my touch,
I willingly give to you,
You own my heart
in your arms, I belong

My love
I want to wake up
everyday
feeling your arms
around me

My love
paint your rainbow kisses
On my silky skin

My love
let's dance in the pouring rain
and blow kisses
at the moonlight

My love
I rest my soul on your heart
while you pull me closer
we embrace a peaceful slumber

My love
I rest my soul on your heart

My love, oh, my love
I rest my soul on your heart

My love
I give you my heart

My love
I rest my soul on your heart

The parts you won't

or can't show to anyone...

I see your scars

I see you


and it's ridiculously

precious  and beautiful

that you trust me

I see you

I love you
from the top of my head
to ...
the tip of my toes ...

je t'aime

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I see beauty everywhere
a peach blossom
a lonely coffee in
a pretty cafe

The laughter
of a child
a smile
from a beautiful stranger

Lonely nights
the beauty in needing
your smile
just one more time...