Abbigail: Favorites

Apr 2018 Abbigail

Water

Apr 2018 Abbigail

President Snow

Water

She is water

She dance like the waves
Swaying as the wind blows
Soft enough when she's calm
And tough enough when she's mad

She is not a real water
But deep enough to make me drown

Well basically, 60 percent of the human's body is made up of water. Lol

#water #love #me #you #english #poem #poetry

Feb 2018 Abbigail

love like.

Feb 2018 Abbigail

Gaby Comprés

love like.

aren’t you tired of looking for love?
aren’t you tired of waiting for it?
the love like a movie like a song like a story like a dream like a poem?
aren't you tired?
isn’t your hope weary?
and, don’t you see?
love has always been here,
the love you crave,
the love like a movie like a song like a story like a dream like a poem
love like a river like a waterfall like an ocean
love like this morning like this breath like this moment?

Jan 2018 Abbigail

worth

Jan 2018 Abbigail

Kimberley

worth

there's something about him, the way he talks, walks, even smiles. the way he said her name, the way he did everything but more importantly the way he pretended to love her. she knew deep within he was faking it but it's been years since she's heard the words leaving his lips, it's been years since she felt anything like this, she knew this wasn't healthy for her. she's come so far only to be fooled once more but that's okay. this feeling is worth the hurt .

#love #pain #hurt #heartbreak #worth

Dec 2017 Abbigail

Easy as Pie...

Dec 2017 Abbigail

Lin

Easy as Pie...

Get up.
Get dressed.
Go to school.
Come home.
Go to Sleep.
Repeat.
Easy as pie!

A schedule right in front of you!
Easy to do!
Follow the steps and you’ll be fine!
Easy as pie!

But you are human.
You think,
And feelings overtake.
Easy as pie?

I don’t think.

Still playing around with my style.
Life isn’t easy. We just have to fight through it, even when we feel like giving up. Right?

#easy #easylife #hardlife #poem #poetry

Dec 2017 Abbigail

ALMOST

Dec 2017 Abbigail

yellow-thoughts

ALMOST

i really didn't believe that "almost" was possible...
i strongly believed that everything
either happened or didn't happen
and then everything was black or white
i guess there wasn't in between.

you showed my a new world
and i'm not thanking you
because now it's all messed up
there are rainbows and colors in between colors
and i didn't ask for that!

i thought that
yeahh everything would be okay
because you would be here to show me around
but there were one problem
you were the definitions of "almost".

almost is the saddest word...
i guess

#love #almost #lost #darkness #mess #heartbroken

Dec 2017 Abbigail

(your a ) ... disease

Dec 2017 Abbigail

jas

(your a ) ... disease

sickness in me
you resemble a disease
makes me
******
a bit queasy
the needles slippery
yet I need to feed
to bleed
to feel needed
even if this feeling is uneasy

you make me sick
like a disease
I beg for at my knees
a mere touch
a peculiar taste

I find myself wasting away
at the bottom of an ashtray
burnt out
exhumed with fumes
beginning of a drought

with this disease
in pursuit of a vaccine
ending of deceit
and a desire to feel complete

#disease #drugs #sickness #health #stability #mentalstate

Dec 2017 Abbigail

Stay With Me

Dec 2017 Abbigail

Mary

Stay With Me

I became
An ***** donor
Giving you all
I keep inside

But the hollowness
Was filled
With hope
And love

I’d gladly give
You all I have
If it meant
You’d stay forever

#love #friendship #lonely

Dec 2017 Abbigail

Heartbroken.

Dec 2017 Abbigail

Sarah

Heartbroken.

kiss your fist and punch me
hurt me harshly
make me bleed
rip my hair
shame me publicly
**** me shamelessly
bruise my skin so you cover up your lingering, gentle touch.
for i have loved you,
and heartbreak,
has been the worst pain of them all.

written 12/22/17

#heartbreak #heartbroken #poetry #sad #sarahrh

Dec 2017 Abbigail

The way I love

Dec 2017 Abbigail

She Writes

The way I love

Yes I am clingy,
But you will never find someone
There for you like I will be.

Yes I am needy,
But when you need reassurance
I’ll be full of soothing words.

Yes I am jealous,
But you will never find someone
More loyal than me.

Yes I am possessive,
But you will never find someone
That values you like I do.

Yes I have flaws, I am human. Please don’t fault me for loving the way I do.

#love #jealousy #needy #clingy #possessive

Dec 2017 Abbigail

Another Fight

Dec 2017 Abbigail

Lin

Another Fight

Don’t be a pile of bones!
Be something!
Do something!
Make it worthwhile!
Just don’t be a pile of bones!

But what if I am?
What if I want to be?

Don’t be foolish!
That’s INSANE!
Of course I don’t!

But do I?

STOP IT!
Those are crazy thoughts!

Am I?

Of course you’re not!
You are perfectly normal!

Then why are we having this conversation,
Yet again?
Aren’t we one in the same?

STOP IT!
With those questions!

Why don’t you stop with that screaming, then?

This is more of a new style...

#fight #selffight #selfconflict #weird #crazy #poem #poetry