My heart hurts...
Mind aches and body shakes,
I feel empty
The penalties of love show
I try my best and yet never enough
Tough was my heart but now feels nothing
But hurt.

I feel used,
Abused in the psyche
Though it not be physical
It feels painful to the point of consistency...

In our fights I learn to forget
But my love holds animosity and fails
To let me forget...
He holds his anger on me
Like a knife to my throat
Only to remind me that
I am no longer in my own control...
I am hurt....

Was a cold windy morning
December of 2018
The sky was grey wind fell with dead leaves.
Standing in the kitchen I watched
Saw my friend on her back porch.
Looking up at the sky the wind had whisked
Filled air with moisture the feeling was bliss.

She stood as the sky and wind blew
Blew air around her, and how her hair had flew
While watching I noticed her smoking a vape
How that vape cloud, clouded her face.

I could see her staring at that sky
As darkened blue and grey
Pelted around feeling awry  
She was looking up
Stuck within deep thought.

As though she was sadly deepened
Or felt happy with a sent of weekend thought
Did she stare up within a deep thought?

What was she thinking?
Was it Past or the present?
Happy or sadness the feeling I guess....
Was indifferent.

She turned to see me staring out
Staring from the door
located directly behind her
Right from her back porch.

She asked what I was doing
As I stated "I saw that she was thinking"
She started cooking
Cooking for her and her ******* the couch
Stuffed green bell peppers with rice
The smell had smelled oh so nice.

Still looking at her aloof
From a supposed statement found a drupe
Now I stood around
Lost in my own thought
A deep thought that could only be found
And found it was not.

She was sitting there with her girl
The girl located beside her,
The ******* the couch.
And she smiled as she ate
Looking at her girl I could tell
That they had felt great!

As they finished eating; her girlfriend
Also my friend pine who had started smoking
Watching again from that back porch
That dark grey sky had turned so white
And As the snow fell, I felt a devilish delight.

Snow fell like marbles in the sky
Only deapend my thought and left me open
I could only look up to see the sky
To which the marbles dropped
And I could feel the smile
That she had felt; I guess I was feeling denial

It was a feeling of the season
Tis of joy with a Christmas feeling
Though it was cold I had felt warmth
Warmed by my deep thoughts
From the heart came the swarm
Of past and present

Seasons greeting and tis the seasons
For my friends and family
Deep thoughts were all but pleasing
Only I could tell from the distance
Of blood family and old friends
And for this I had felt greedy.

Still stuck within deep thought
The day would get better as sure as I thought
And it will because of the Christmas season
Yet for all of my dreaming
Did I feel beseeching from endless trots
And to **** the silence
From all of my deepest thoughts...

Take away the memories of the past
To bring happiness to the present
With that, the future holds great wonders
In our minds we see the better things
But with that must come feats.
So to all who read, keep this in mind.
And carry forward whatever's within your mind.

I am cold, the chilling winds.... the feeling ever so old
Told from the bottom of my heart, an endless story tears me apart
Like a sharp pointed tip from the end of a dart
Did stab through the pit of my cold black heart.

I'm alive on the out, but inside I'm dead throughout,
from the cold bitter wind continuing about
it numbs me to the point of a desperate feeling
wishing that I wasn't feeling so beaten.....

Now I wish I was Happy
Something once as told by my pappy
"Find your smile for something, you'll find that millionth mile"
and with that said there was no more denial.

Like a lonely pile adrift
Floating on the bluest seas, my conscious begins to drift
pushed by that cold chilling wind
discerned on an ocean discovered only in myth.

My broken body and mind freezes
Like a broken record that never stops rephrases
I'm alive by the cold biting wind
that never stops blowing
.....Or so it begins

The ticking the tockin
How the clock is never stopping
Stifled in a par time
My pumped up kicks are stomping
Looking around in a kolidascope
The emotion in the heart never fails
It only croaks
Time is of the essence
Pleasant yet indifferent
Different in what is and what isn't
Oh how the clock never stops
And time will never fail
Time only tocks

Walking all over the city streets
that silly buffoon cant stay on his feet
waving his arms like a silly man
drunk as sailor riding in a micro-bus minivan
Wearing his top hat and rugged white dress shirt
with black dress pants and a pair of loafers,
he pleases the ladies to which he flirts.
swinging his Cane in a circular motion
and singing loudly to a starlight commotion
he dances in the quarter with many a men
but the laddies join in only to commend
with the upbeat music so loud and obnoxious
the man lives in a limelight pulsus paradoxus
meaning that the man cant keep a beat
while hes skipping off merely into the street
with no one around to catch his fall
the man slowly pained by a party drain
to live in a limelight he cannot contain.
He falls asleep on the cold sidewalk city walk
to wake up to a new party in the incentive to a loud obnoxious talk
drunk witty and insane the man dressed like the rich
but in his own demise he was only but a frayed stitch
a showboat that the people could see right through
he was only a dreamer and lived in the limelight
to which he never outgrew.

Is it a curse?
Or is it for the worst?
Bursting out of the seams
of which the demons derive from me.....

Thee of which I cannot name
forever shames me that I have pained
plain as day, did I pray
for all of my demons to simply go away....

gluttony and guilt filled my chalice
pilfering me to take the golden malice
and though my parlous led me to life
my demons stick true to my fiendish delight

Might you say I was one in the few
who overthrew a king
yet still, I was out-ruled
How cruel of me, Im sorry to say
did my actions beseech thine overlay

Ah of course, mellow I was as I rode your stolen horse
into the fight of a thousand years war
did you hollow out a mighty boor
more cannon fodder to cover your floor

but of course you shielded your eyes
from the ****** fires lit through the night sky
because of your wrath that you have placed
your demons shall follow all throughout your place.

On my careless journey
Jolted by my cars ride
400 miles, my engine drove by

The city sky's match the lively lights
Of which burn into my sight
Did evermore grow from cement
Did the burning lights be fluorescent

Stranded by 1000 miles high
As all the skyscrapers scratch at the sky
Did my look bellow with awe
Astounded looks light my face
From the city that had some disgrace

******, robbery, loitery all alike
To match thine city's golden sight
Cigarettes and cigars emmit perfume

As the sound of the matching band plays a tune,
And the flambonies blow out their flame,
Street cars match the golden flame
Blamed by the sound of the city lights
Did my ever growing desire for thy fire burn delight........

Yes it was I who burned that city light
To light the way from destructed sight
To whom I call upon to yield
For my friends and family to my fields
Made of concrete and steel
The jungle burned my city light

Fourteen stories high, waves wallow over thy boat
Did the high seas command captains regaurd to float
Wicked waves that reach high to the upper deck
The water waves high, my body now wet
This cruise I attend reprimands me from dull moment
From the momentum of the high seas I float
Graciously I watch from the guard rail
As the islands pass me by
Belittled I felt from the massive seas
On the high seas I float
Island to island, port to port
Tortugan *** the sweet taste
That goes right down my throat
Throttled by the wind whipping me left to right
Like they say on ships, "we'll stay drunk tonight"
The sober stay sober yet they sway like us drunks
From those waves they whiplash, the splash so rough
The ten foot seas which hold my dreams
Forever on these high seas I float

Do you quell your own questions
To rebel against what you thought was your own hell?
Bells ring and yet you sing what brings you peace
Pester yourself to your own undermine but I am me...

I've given up that strut,
I've found my own lust
Trust me when I say seldom speaks
Because, well,  I am me.....

I'm a rainbow
Not just a majority minority
Don't thwart my cause for I'll only retort your course
Have not a care in the world of what you think...
I am me

My spirit unbroken to your discontent
For I know that you are but a hater in my world
Wicked you are, so make fun not of those scars
Because I am me :)

Well I've done many bad and many a good
I've seen the kingsmen stand around the throne
Thrown to his feet at my own retreat
Did King James do just for the Kings James sake
Fate brought me here for I spared the rod
Frankly I cared less than to let his dead body rot
But the smell of his corpse corroded my nose
Neglected his body it sat for weeks
So King James had called me to him so I may speak..
Told him a lie, a Lier I may be
But that only allowed him to use his Regal Authority

Now it looks like I'm on the regal run
Yes it seems I've deemed myself wrong
Gone from England, now under the gun
For I am on the "Regal Run"

The flowers have risen
Rose from the dead they did,
From winters grip did the flowers spring
A Scarlet Carson blooms again.
The old oak tree trumps over me
As the leaves of green shadow consumes me
Aghast I walk amoungst the forest crops
The summer sooths me again.
Warm air arose to bring
A summer swell for me to keep
Neat old sights from a clear ol' night
The flowers sleep on a calm Ravine
Watered slightly by a shallow stream
With warm air, to aid there care
The summer smooth fixes those summer blues.

It was in my barracks that I learned the ol' saying
Persuading me to keep my clips from ever failing,
The gun may jam, a jester of the devil himself
To sway my gun from the enemy and turn it on myself

I a young private, along with my brothers in arms
To fight against the evils of the Viet Kong,
Rounds burst out far from my sight
But I knew those strong soldiers who fall,
will sleep well tonight...

We pushed them back far from our hill
Fired bullets and rounds to make our kills
Behind me stood the infantry men
Men of which I was one, still I couldn't comprehend
The bloodshed ran red, covered us with the killing sin

Still we fought, pushed them further than before
But on the back of my best friends helmet, I read
"All's Fair in Love and War"
We fought together, not a solider to him I was
It took one bullet to end his mighty cause

I patched his wound, I covered in his blood
As bombs and bullets rang out, I did the best I could
His helmet was like a well
The blood spewed from his bullet hole spout
Located to the left side of his head, I cried out
"ALL'S FAIR IN LOVE AND WAR!"

I got up pouncing, bitter feeling swelled my brain
My assault rifle fired into the crowd
Of enemy's to which I showed disdain
I cut them down one by one
As my best friend lye in a pool of his own blood

Tears ran down my face
As the flame of a flamethrower heated my space
His body burned as in old English did at the stake
For his loss was not in vain said my Sargent
Looking at me with the sad look on his face

There on that hill I learned the ol saying that day
That every soldier on that battlefield held to their fates
And on our way home, back to the U.S of A
Quietly we wept with our ol saying
To call out to all those who fell, We let out a prayer
Then we all cried out,
"All's Fair in Love and War"

Dear Mr.Wine.......
Why doth you taste indefinitely divine?
Was it your soft yet hard sealed cork,
Or was it medusa, your duchess renound sort?
So ruby rose you are, an elixir for the affluent
Your taste yet sour nor sweet, sometimes bitter
You are to me,
Yet it all begins from opening you
From using my turnstile top of thine corkscrew!
I call it the corkscrew bop
Spinning of the top, to pop the cork off
Does my corkscrew do
So that we may drink a few

[I in no way shape or form take credit for this poem, it was written in the 1600's for the infamous Guy Fawks
Today is Guy Fawks night where they burn his Ephagy in a bonfire]
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            The Fifth of November

Remember, remember!  
The fifth of November,
The Gunpowder treason and plot; 
I know of no reason 
Why the Gunpowder treason 
Should ever be forgot! 
Guy Fawkes and his companions 
Did the scheme contrive, 
To blow the King and Parliament 
All up alive. 
Threescore barrels, laid below, 
To prove old England's overthrow. 
But, by God's providence, him they catch,
With a dark lantern, lighting a match! 
A stick and a stake  
For King James's sake! 
If you won't give me one, 
I'll take two,
The better for me, 
And the worse for you. 
A rope, a rope, to hang the Pope, 
A penn'orth of cheese to choke him, 
A pint of beer to wash it down, 
And a jolly good fire to burn him. 
Holloa, boys! holloa, boys! make the bells ring! 
Holloa, boys! holloa boys! God save the King! 
Hip, hip, hooor-r-r-ray!

Are you gonna be fine
When you wake up with your pains
Headaches, and respiratory failure
To put you on your knees again....

Now that you cough and wheeze
Tremors and shakes within
The subtle smokers cough mixed
With massive amounts of flem.....

Get up to a cup of coffee
Sugar runs through your veins
A sudden burst of caffeine
To shoot you to the moon again.....

Walking around with your pant sag
Your hip line at your knees
With rips and tears in your shirt
Does the wind wisk to your skin?

Lay out in the grass
To seen the sunshiny day
Clouds form amoung the horizon
Images you'll never see again.........

Maybe it's in your rib cage
The skin shrinks to your bone
Any food that you consume
Merely meets the toilet bowl......

What do you do when your down
What do you do when your out of control
Take a couple of sips of ***** and tonics
To put you back on your throne......

Tyler your pain is heavy
Tyler Your life ******* up again......
Take in and count your blessings
There's plenty around to be found
Look up to the sky and find that
Everything is safe and sound!

Maybe your just a fickle man
Maybe your just a little blu
Take a sip of the genentonic
To swipe away all your blues

Well Tyler your just telltale
Tyler your only one in a few
Your smiles brighter than the shining sun
So take all you can and run

Tyler you say your lonely
Lovers are always to be found
Don't reach out to the ones who are shallow
Remember they will always put you down....

Maybe it's in your future
Maybe it's in your past
Well Tyler all it ever takes is trying
To become something that never was...

Tyler you've come from nothing
Tyler your tale has been told
Well Tyler don't you never forget
Your a good bright big soul....

Wake up and count your blessings
Tell me it must be true
Your getting better as the day goes on now
So be cautious when I say to you....

Tyler your only beginning
Time is what you knew
Waiting everyday for your loved one
Hoping that she'll come for you.....

Your waiting for something to happen
Helplessly to unfold
The sound that I assert with confidence
I hope that it reaches you....

Tyler your only a friend
This I am telling you
And if you want a hand to hold
I will always hold it for you.

Your never gonna find your winner
Wailing around in your pain
You must get out and go and find her
Lift her from your love you'll do

Now you continue waiting
Tyler your one to be found
Another shining star to shout
"I'll never fall to the ground"

Hover in space you do there
Shining the light to see the way
Welcome all those girls and boys
Who broke your heart into two...

Tyler it's not in the sense
It's not in the way you say
It's not when your optimism
Is grounded by your negativity!

Tyler you keep forgetting
Everthing will be okay
Now focus on the importance
Of your fading health
Just let your friends know you'll be okay..

Tyler we all love you
Tyler just stay the same
Tyler well push you
Up on your feet again!

Back to the point I was making
Your still to young to go
Try not to feel the displeasure  
Just know I'll be here when you go

I know that your life has been hard
I know that it's up to you
To keep on pushing as the days go on
Just know I'm always there for you......

Take a deep breath, dont stress
Your face is sweaty, plams are heavy
Your attitude is fire, up for higher
But on the surface your calm and nervous
Never forgetting with what you have was over
NOT
Get on the cabby, change your abilities
Hit up the blasphemy with your rice burnin *** to me
Punch me not, you had one hit one chance to take
Make amens and hit the spot but where you rock
Is where my chance failed,
it turned around an hit the ground
Faster than the fat man who fell to the ground...
BALLED FIST HURL AT YA
WHILE YA FALL TO YOUR FEET
GIVE ONE CHANCE AND HE'LL **** YA
IN THE MOMENT
YOU GOT ONE CHANCE TO MAKE THE RIGHT
WRONG IS SOMETHING THAT KILLS THE LOT!
Blood drips down your face, your a putrid disgrace
Tears are hot, feeling like a Melting ***
The skin boils and foils yet your regrets toil mercenaries who are paid to retort their moral
Make you grasp your souls strength
Call it hard knock, call it half cocked,
Give me a scent that replenishes with repent
Reprimand me for all that I said
NOW I GOT THE WORLD ON MA SHOULDERS
LITTLE TO LIFE WITH THE NEW WORLD ORDER
GIVE ME GOLD OR ALL THE BOARDERS
BRING IT NOW OR BACKHAND THE RULER
AND ILL BE ****** IF I EVER LET YA GO
IN THE MOMENT
YOU GOT ONE CHANCE TO MAKE THE RIGHT
YOU BETTER FIGHT IT OR TAKE FLIGHT!
Get up on the edge where the place is the when
Would you put yourself on your feet again
If you had that problem progressively following
Facilitating itself itchin'
Where it kills itself in digression
With your dreams fulfilled
The grudgeless tension
Feasting on the suspension
You'd have never let it go
IN THE MOMENT
MOMENTUM FLOWED AS THE FIRE GOES
GHASTLY DENYING OUT OF THOSE SPYIN
OVER THE HORIZON SETS THE GOOD KAISER
SWOOPING OVER LOOMIN YA OUT
In deseption you fall from the aggression
This fight has driven out of sight
From what you thought was right
Might is what you had, now your nothing
And the enemy has won!
IN THE MOMENT
YOU LOST YOUR FIGHT
GIVE THAT DISREGAURD TO YOUR BLITHE
BELLIGERENT BUST YOU POPIN YOUR MOUTH
MUFFLED MATTER COMES OUT
ITS RED RULE
SO IT NOT COME FROM DOWN SOUTH
so cold and broken
Merely unspoken
Coughing up lament
Showing yourself........ Truely some self disrespect
Take your loss and uphold it
Create something more than a foiled moment
Get back up cuz
IN THE MOMENT
YOU GOTTA MAKE WRONG TO RIGHT
SET YOURSELF UP FOR ONLY WHEN REDEMPTION ONLY SEEMS RIGHT!

I remember the death of my best friend,
I know that's somewhat hard to say.

A simple walk down that dark street,
A drunk driver speeds away....

I remember watching the red tail lights,
The license plate I could not read

Daniel was his name, Smoothing King was our game
Then he was turned into nothing but street.

I remembered the very next year,
After all Daniel died in twenty-zero-three

A little prank that went to far,
A firecracker I threw at people's feet.

I remember a storm, God's wrath had in hand....
Brought me to my feet...

I remember my friends faces
The storm had washed them away

And I remember packing my bags,
The goodbye's I never got to say.....

She took my home, mustered with clutter it lay
My friends had past, their bodies amast with muck they lay....

Katrina was her name,....
Pain was her game, sufficed that was to say.

I remember our trip to a new home
A Floridian I was now called to be

The trip was but four hours
More like four years it felt to me

I remember starting my third grade year
The title of the school was "OBE"

It was nothing but bullies, mean teachers
They honestly could not teach

And I remember the torment
Punches, kicks, and being beat.....

I remember my transition,
A place much nicer to me

A breath of fresh air to **** my despair,
My new school was "GBE"

Full of friendly new faces and people like me
I was now called a friend and that's how it started for me

I remember my recruitment,
A Junior Ice Pilot I was to be

The feeling of sliding, from the ice I was gliding
My blades froze from the freeze...

Yet still I was gliding, the cool breeze colliding
Flowing throughout my gloves and stick,....

I remember always stopping to get a drink at circle k
A polar pop to quench my thirst....

The ice kept me wheezing, my head was still freezing
All that time on the ice was in rememberance to yesterday......

Told you that what you did wasn't your best
Johnny told me you'd been workin out
Lifting the weights and whatnot
Well let's see what ya got

Throw me the good ol one-two
Maybe an uppercut or a side jab for the few
Give good ol Tyson a good bruise
When do you know if Ali almighty is ready to fight
Hit em with that side jab and
Give em' what you got......

Punch my mitts
Throw me a fit!
Hurl your mighty throws at me and
GIVE ME ALL YOU GOT!!

YOUR GONNA EAT THUNDER
AND CRAP LIGHTNING YOU WILL
WILL YOU GIVE THOSE GUYS ALL YA GOT?!
HIT EM'
HIT EM RIGHT THERE IN THE GOLD SPOT!

DONT GIVE UP!
Johnny the gat ain't get you got
Hit em' with the upper cut
And hit them with the greatest of your rot!
As I said before,,,
One-two one-two swat swat!
GIVE ME ALL THAT YA GOT!!!

I wake up to the sound
The sound ,noones ever heard
It's my last day to afford a fortune
Nothing that we couldn't learn........

Maybe we'll wake forgiving
It's better safe than sound
Maybe we'll fight forever
Nothing that can't be done......

Back to the past, we ride
Holdin' it dear to our hearts
It's my last day to buy my fortune
Nothin' that I couldn't learn.......

Maybe we'll live forgetting
A something that wasn't said
Maybe we'll find a replacement
A place for you to rest your head....

Back the the howling grounds
Where the dogs of society roam
You can't keep on forgetting
The place where you were grown

Placement that wasn't so right
Back at the pillars and thrones
My sandcastle stands in a mud pit
Waiting to be regrown

How can you sit and stand by
As the hometown grows out of control
You plant chains from a stake pike
And place people beyond their own

Maybe will live regretting
Maybe it's all on you
It's your last day to avenge the fallen,
Something that was brought by you.....

Place a crown on the stand
As peasants wave to you
Look out into the crowds
As friendly faces wave to youuuu

Maybe the Kings forgiving
Maybe the Queens forgot
To help those in need and helping
Of those who couldn't learn......

Maybe we'll find a replacement
Another duet to rule the land
Maybe they'll leash their vengeance
On someone other than you

BRUUHHHHHHH
WHATS UP!?
"Waiting on Wilson so we can check out the scene!"
BRUUHHHHHHH
THAT JUST WONT DO!!!
"What do you mean, can't you see it? It's pretty mean"
BRUUHHHHHHH
ZIP IT! SIR CHARLIE SHEEN

Beyond your television
Lies vast hills,
along with many jumps and much thrill
Mario jumps
Zelda swings
As Kirby swallows
Donkey kong beats,
Star fox flies ever so high
While niko goes bowling
Roman started to cry
Meta knight stares ominously
As a goomba cautiously walks
A turtle shell turns blue
While the Mario kart racers get mad too....
We all know sleeping dogs don't lie
We joined a guild during an MMO war
Where we smashed every single one of our keyboards

S  i  m  p l  i  c  i  t  y
a  r   a  l  e d  a r  o o
d  o  n e  a  i  r  r     u
    n   i  a  d o  i e     n
     i   p  d  i t  n s     g
    c    l       n s g p
         a       g       o
          t                n
          i                s
          o               i
          n               b
                            l
                            y

This is a story about Milo the mighty
His sword at his side, he was forever so mighty
His armor gleamed, how he shined brightly
On the cliff side watching the sun as it set
Milo the mighty set up shop, it was time to rest...

He started on a stallion his pride on his horse
Did he ride out of Ridgeburrow,
to revenge his remorse
Townspeople cheered and waved
Villains and monsters flee'd their graves
As Milo the mighty Rode through town
The townspeople cheered out
"DONT LET US DOWN"!

It was a quest of vengence he'd seek
For years have past, that have been quite bleak
goblins and Gouls steal all the gold

As the mighty hunchback golem screams "duel-me droll"

The townspeople fear him,
Helplessly run they do
But Milo had other plans
For the golems unrichous uphold,

He slashed and stabbed,
Staggered with joy, as the blood of his victims
Fell to the floor

One-two, one-two, his sword went through and through

He sliced through golems head,
Leaving him dead,
Just a slab of meat on the floor

And Milo the mighty traveled forth
Unto the dark forest,
He traveled with sorts,
Battles with pillagers and pirates alike
Did Milo fight with all his might
To make it to his mighty quest
Where all that sweet gold lies in a chest....

Traveled onward he did
Straight through the pillagers plains
Did Milo have a quest for his own grave?
No said Milo the great as he traveled on his adventure
His adventure was great......

Looking up at a tower
The clock struck the fifth hour,
Towering over Milo was the tower of Shiloh
Looming over him in a dim shadow
Did the ominous tower show more
Than just what was for fleeing cowards?
NO,
Milo opened the door
To find the riches
his princes had ever wanted to adore

So up the grand stair case did Milo the Great do
Up in spirals the stairs never seemed to outgrew
Up and up the tension was rough
As Milo unsheathed his great weapon
A sweat drop uncoiled from his headband
So Milo mustered the mutual feeling
Felt far before him,

Upon the double doors of steel,
Did her master wait for her hero
Weapon ready in hand,
Ready to use against Milos stand...
Stanced fearless, ready to fight
Did her master wait to show his might.

MILO screamed her master
Come for me have you not?!
"Yes you ungodly gat" shouted milo
Far from his throne,
Did Milo know his match or was his match outgrown?
Her master swung first,
Cut Milos cheek he did,
But when milo swung back,
Off with his head!

Milo picked her up, her ankles unshown
He walked her to the parlor,
Where he released her,
He let her go........
"Thank you Milo, Your heroism is now know"
Said the fair lady who Milo help'd go.

Milo the mighty walked straight to the cellar
Where all the gold and riches awaited his pleasure
With his might he carried it right
Straight to his great kings who declared Milo
"Milo the Mighty"

So we see fit
Did Derek Dildrage get hit with a stick
For sticking us in such a mess
A Dilemma for us, as we sit in the Styx
****** Derek you broke the truck
So now we sit here stuck in the mud
Our friend Ricky left
Got right out of the truck and up and left
Said he be right back
"I'm going to get help"......... But he never came back
Now we sit,
Possibly starve to death
With this dilemma we all wept
Get out and get on the run
Or stay in our truck and become canabalistic bums
It's been three days,
Ricky still yet to return
He had the right idea,
Now he's nowhere to be seen or herd
Our dilemma is deadly,
Dangerous can't define words
We're stuck in the open
For we shall never be herd.....
But if we get up and left,
We might be able to save ourselves
But our dilemma is never overturned....

Hearts
Are
Totally
Everything
-Tyler

If there ever was a Subject I would not confide
It would be the number subject......
A number subject to which I condemn
To only the smart Eleks that live in tey-pai sen
And since this subject I do not adore
Forever kicks my *** in the mental game
I cannot ......... My brain won't warp
Around these vast numbers that seem to never end.....
Geometry creates crowded up shapes
Triginometry to overload my brains take
It's a math attack
Numbers redact to the equations alike
But these math problems
Will fry your brain tonight!

We met my sophomore year
This I shall never regret,
It started when we ran across that field
With you on my back,
Laughed we did as we chortled with joy
Everyone laught....... We did not care

My feelings grew for you
Our bond grew close,
We became best friends
Friends forever I still hope,
My love grew stronger,
As the year grew longer,
I helped you up when you were down
Decided not you did to push me around,
I carried you to class
In my arms as you wept,
I wiped your tears,
This I'll never forget,

Then one day you met a girl,
You chose her over me
That day you destroyed my world
Loved you more than a brother I did
My love lasted longer than you would have known
Yet she took you from me
For this I was heartbroke.........

I told you off,
Hurt you I did,
Please know I didn't mean to say
All that was said.......
And please know Jeremy I'm sorry for what I'd done
Will you find it in your heart to forgive me
My rising sun......

Lets start a trend my dear friends!
Frolic with me through all the different ends,
From clothing to style it all makes me smile
The simple similarities of their beginnings
Fade to everyone near and far
Like the bell bottom jeans
we once wore
To the kakis
we all love and adore.......
Let's wear gauges and valve off the steam
From the haters hatred retorting us from our dreams!
Let's get tattoos to match
Or give everyone a friendly five star on their back,
Let's get high as a kite
Be it on **** or on life :)
Let's smoke cigs and act like bar pigs
Let's get drunk and jam to some funk!
So again friends, let's start a trend
A trend to match all the others
There shall be no end! :)

Please forsake me for I have sinned,
Singe'd the rustic metal with sterile flame,
Blood burnt off the edge,while iron waft the air
In my right hand holds danger, in my left nothing
Nothing but the sadness in what I see,
Metal to slice, forever marking me...
Blood trails run down my wicked wrist
Slowly moving..... The everlasting drip
Deathening feels fatally turn me pale
Pestering me to return my scale,.....
Set me apart from the rest,...

They judge me not for me
But for what I've become
Beseech thee as I make my cup
Cuffing my leg to a chain and ball,
As I huff either, the everlasting high,
Hurting me, only to mess with me
Melting my kidney, kindling the fumes that
Set me apart from the rest,...

Lift me like love lifts life,
Leave me behind in this past to which I write,
Repeat your ways which welp you
Yell at me for I have done you wrong
Writhe the dividend to which I owe
Give me love, give me life
Leave me behind so that I kindle my time
Tell me I'm not bliss,
I forever hold my dagger with a sharp grip,
Give me power, give me strength
Stealthfully **** the hype,
hypocrisy heathes these hollow halls,
Set me apart from the rest,...

Watch as I cut these lines,
White as snow, it overloads the mind
Mind the razor ripping apart the rocks,
For blood shows when blood clots,
Cliche to say but those lines had been cut,
With that precious liquid gold...... Either.....
It burns, the feeling ever so old......
Judge me not for the bad I have done
Look at me in that finer light.....
Set me apart from the rest,...

On the morrow of Monday
My Spanish to be switched
For I had hated Mrs. Bastida
With much and many a bliss

Walked I did
Right out of her class
Walked I did
Simply to make a switch

To my surprise I was obliged
To reconfide with the bristles and brush
To Mrs. Cacase I went!
Will to switch my motive was

To the first day
Let it be to which I sat
At a table with two
People of which
That I thought I only knew

For there was a freshy
Well maybe more than a few
But this freshys eyes
Glittered of acrylic blue

Her hair warped
Whipped as she moved
Like ***** blonde waves

That could warp a schooners powerful colored wood

There she sat
The Lines she drew
Straight to a spiral
Then a colorful a splash to go

Talked she did
Attention only grew
For she bewildered me
Her name was Briana
Briana Dampson was the one I knew.....

What's life mean
When a bond is not sacred........
What's it mean
When your loved ones ignore you.......

When your down on your  luck
When you can't get up
When you scream when you dream

**** what you say
**** what it means

All you say is no
You never listen what I've got to say
It's only about you

How can I move
How can I live
How come I'm not trusted........

It's all one hole broken at the bottom
It's all just lies pushed from the top
Cant be me
No you can't see me

Just a shadow of regret and feeling
Nothing but nothing
A shadow walks with him

But only his shadow
He deserves nothing
He wants something

He's a sad soul
A perfect depression
To a perfect end

If he had one wish
It be to ditch
All of his memory

What he is
Is a dead soul

To whom it may concern
Friends
Family
To all
This is my final call

I called you here today
To speak a truth
To tell to you
Only the truth

Speak your minds
And speak em loud
Let it be heard
Loud and proud

As we go in the Sands of time
Our stars start to derive
They die
Then they are reborn

Make our star
Make our sprites
Make the heavens
Create our Hells

So to all who took the call
Be loud
Be proud
Be the best around

So to whom it may concern
One last time
To my friends
To my family
To all
This is my Final Call!

A breeze flew by along time ago
Long enough to know that it was real
It left a sound, a small repair
A repair not weak nor strong
But one to repay the reparation
Left by deaths grip

In the winds speak whispers
To tell us of our past
Our future
Our present

They tell of times tolls
They tell of wicked time
They speak the truth
They speak lies
They are but disception
Only illusions

The winds bring hope
They bring us dreams
They tell great tales
They tell desperate lies

When they whisper
When they shout
It's all the same
Only a whisper
Caught by the wind

Violent storms a-brew
The cardinal sings it's somber tune
As the air swerves around in the circling sky
Meets gods demand for winds to blow high.....
Trees Bend and twist at its might
For animals fear the destructive sights
Their homes are perplexed by the winds blithe
Watch it howl as white caps built high
Waves that wash over the shores
With wind pound the beach ever so kind....
Wind that flows on my skin
Giving me chill bumps I could not comprehend
I put on clothes to shield its chills
That ever caress my broken battered bones
Push me away from this somber tune
Did the wind do just before high noon.......

She sits at her window, waiting for him
Her window shut, the lights have dimmed
Waiting for her love at the edge of her sill
She waits for him quietly to come to her
Her hand rest below her chin
As she looked up to the moonlights greyscale skim
Sighing into the dead of night
Did her love forever forget her wait?
Alas he stalled to long
He sings his quiet serenade
The one his love will never hear
Oh that quiet serenade

It's the end of the world friends
fire frolics through foiled mead hall
Did we ever see their scheme at all?

Mortars bellow beyond our brigade
Their flight path pushes them to their graves
To me this sounds more of a serenade
As the mighty soldiers fall to their fates..

Mothers and daughters are on the run
Fathers and sons pick up their swords and guns,
Battle cry hence forth they did
And in the distance sounds the nearest village idiot

Screaming "ITS THE END FRIENDS", shall we never forget?

Villains push through our village defense
Only to be pushed back by our mighty offense
Did we win this war while our world burns in flames
Or did God merely betray our game,
The city councilmen hides in fear
Writing condolences as he crys in tears,
With his quilt he writes four endless words,
"It's the end friends" never less never more

Brutes come to take our place
Plead guilty we did, we sealed our fates
As all the townspeople scream out words of dismay
"ITS THE END FRIENDS!!" Fire was our final delay

A three foot stick to smash up the brick
A Ten pound weight to seal their fate
Fault hearts are just but nails on my plate
"Call me 'sledgehammer'.......you will see my strength"
Swing fast unto forth,
Filter liquids that linger in quarts.......
Did that repetitive swing bust your torque?
Tell me not it was him,
Whom I believed to be was my only friend!
Sledgehammer was it not?
Sledgehammer whom hit the right spot?
Did he come to destroy sandlot?
Please oh lord please tell me not......
For I know naught
But god oh please tell me sledgehammer did not!
He whom hurt you with implicit demand for strength
Steal your mighty molded ranks
You gave him power and sealed your fates
Call him Sledgehammer
"I'm here to forever hammer your fates!"

In the looming hours of the night
A beast stands to take his victims
With eyes of hellfire
And a heart of coal

This is no beast however
Only a man
A man with no aspiration
A man with nothing to his name

Do not go gently into that good night
Said the man
As he vanished into thin air.

What we fear
In what we see
We see only one thing
We have released the beast within!

Have I ever told you
Have you ever wondered
Have I ever told you about pain

Have you ever wondered about sorrow

How have you not herd
Of pain that stabs you like a knife
Or how about the bullet
The one that travels with force

How about a simple hook
How it swings back and fourth
Side to side

With a dark shadow looming by it's side

Have you ever wondered what it's like

To live only to die

What's the meaning to life
What you want
You won't get

You have to work for what you have,
But when you work yourself
Your own self acting that is
You'll feel the hook in your heart

Watch the needle end
Mind the string
Watch yourself swing
From a dangling hook

You a person
Are a fish
A fish in the world

But where do these hooks come from

They come from pearly golden gates
Up from above

They come from pits of lava and grief
Down from below

The way you live
How you live
When you die

Only a hook will make the pull

So remind yourself to be a good little fish

May not need reminding

Of those hooks that swing from above

While ones cry for forgiveness
Others laugh at your pitty
Where will the hook bring you?

Down or up
Or life will swing
Side to side

Here's another question  
why does one hate life
Does the hook have them
Watch them slowly drag
Or be ripped in half by the hook

Watch them slowly dangle
Watch for their paths
If you find yourself caught
Then let them take you

There is no fighting the hook
Just let it rip you
Only then the hook will let you go

So in a last brief moment
Let's take the time to remember
To watch the hooks
And be-careful
They ARE watching you

The hook
The pain
Oh the hook

Imagine if we lived in harmony
Imagine if all that's good is shown,
Imagine if all the hate is gone,
Imagine all the tears that were dropped,

Imagine all the lonely who moved on,
Imagine all the lonely who are still lost,

Imagine all the ones who are happy
Imagine all the ones who are sad
Imagine the day we can all get along
Imagine how happy the world would be......

When all we imagine is our happy thoughts

The day we stand as one
Will end all hate and bring joy
But till that day
We shall only imagine

In the middle of a desert is a booming city

With big bright lights

Stands a man with a key to a corvette

With a black leather coat
And his pack of cigarettes
He stands calm and chill
Ready for anything

He gets on his metallic horse
And rides like the wind
With the stench of burning rubber

10
20
30
50
70
90
110

The man speeds through the night
With the squeal of the tires
On the fresh paved road
On the quiet sandy desert
Outside of the city
Where he rides alone
He is
The Lone Ranger

There's always a dark soul
A soul who's lost
Watch him walk in the cold
See him walk on the old lonely road
What hath tho made him this way
The way of the lost
He a lone man was abandoned

Abandoned by loved ones
Abandoned by his life
Abandoned by his friends
ABANDONED BY GOD

HOW HE WATCHES IN HIS GOLD CHARIOT

but the man continues to walk
On a lone cold path
Step by step
He remembers his life

His young years taken like a toy
From a mother or father

When this young boy watches a horrific sight

The death of a best friend

Or his home taken from him by gods wrath

What about all those who perished in his life

In his later years the man
Now a young teen
Releases his sins
With a new sin

It started with a blade
Turned into a drug
Then into a thought
Which resulted in action

In the hospital he sees the arch angle

He sees the grim reaper

"What is your issue young child"
Ask a dark reaper

In response the man cries "LIFE!!"

No says the reaper
You were abandoned
You've been lost
You'll stay lost

The reaper vanishes
The man waits
Waits
Waits
Till one day
The man gets up

On this day he walks
Helps all the others
But gets shunned in return

His trust issues make him vulnerable
To make him be him
So till the day he trust
He walks alone

His friends don't care for him
Only few but none
While others cry for others
No one knows he exist
He crys himself to sleep
Wakes up with regret

The man is abandoned
Alone
A shadow
Just as he is
Just as he was
He is abandoned