On that forlorn and barren pathway He was kneeling down with a weary face of variegated emotions, which was unknown. His eyes were glued on that person who was trudging away from him. He looked and looked, till his eyes became as sour as his heart. Wishing she will look back once. But, by then the darkness engulfed the luminous light like his dazzle of life fading away, as she goes away..
When your up late at night because you think someone has let you down, when all you ever did was drive them to their limits, asking for a reaction but never believing that they'd actually commit.
When your up late at night, thoughts sinking deeper in, of how a lonely night feels like a thousand when your apart. From someone you've spent almost every minute with and slept with so that their scent, their breath and their sounds become your own. Now without those things, you aren't completely here, in the present, you don't know where you are, your lost. But you could never admit that, no, you want to inflict the same amount of tortuous pain that you had to go through just to gain some sickening satisfaction , but... it never lasts. You eventually succumb to the emotional strings that pull you to your other half, the half that you can't stand! but the half that you can't live without. I love you, please come back.
Pushing limits walking away Why wait when I could act Misplace passive aggression With a pistol and a guilty conscious (AIM) reaches are not running When space bars cage an existence Pulling words from these characters Shooting messages flips to shaders through the windows Online presents will determine you’re future income Pass the aggression into a sight with an eye at pin point Withdrawing (ATM), coloring red as the floor Checking the walls as pink matter Saving the mixes for the pallets on set Depositing later all the info I need to evade Panic attacks walking Bullets wait for running Esc... I’ll find joy in drowning in my own painting
The moment I turned and walked away I felt my heart break a little He didn't chase
Slowly taking steps Without looking back I couldn't hear his footsteps But I couldn't backtrack
I felt my feet getting heavy dragging them along Desperately wanting to run Back to where I belong
Within his arms safely Standing side by side Contently drifting along As gentle waves by the seaside
The happiest they've ever seen me Most carefree I've ever been I was completely in love A world consisting of just me and him
Though a raging river stood Between our hearts And in the end I was The one left behind in the dark
As I raised my head high Marching along to a beat I've learnt to smile yet again At last I can feel complete
Time has passed over And not once did he chase But the moment he did It was already to late
I grew tired of running Trailing after him Was it really to much effort To try and run after me too?
When I got up Letting go of his hand he didn't try to stop me I guess this was where he stands
I knew then He doesn't love me And he never will
We have reached our limits He no longer needs me I've given all that I can give So no matter what happens now
I'm not turning back
If you spend all your time running after somebody else And the moment you stop chasing them and turn to walk away If they don't chase or even try to stop you then they aren't worth it You deserve so much more then that
The sun has set The birds have stopped singing The wind whispers for me to go home now This field is no longer for two The ground has hardened beneath me and you’re no longer enjoying the view Our path is covered in weeds Where the flowers use to be No more purple and pink to dress our feet Only black and blue remain For they have left a stain I follow our foot prints back to the road For now it’s time to take the long way home Only this time I’ll be doing it alone…
Each night she will hide inside while blankly staring at the ceiling a fake smile will paint on her face and there flashbacks will start to appear mixed emotions inside her the feeling of being unwanted will slowly destroy her heart again
Without even knowing tears will fall trying to wipe it with a piece of cloth yet it won't stop till she fall asleep her sobs are becoming louder each night trying to cover her mouth so one will know that she's in pain and just pretending to be happy
Bucket of tears day by day caused by the unknown pain of loving unconditionally yet got nothing in return but pain, sorrow, despair and hatred bucket of tears is what you gave to her instead of embracing her onto your arms
To leave is all what she wanted yet there's no more escape she's inside a jar of memories that you made together but she's now left alone hanging and only looking back at those while you walked away without even saying your final goodbye