I will never tell you I love you
Unless I truly mean it
So why do some say the things
That they do not truly mean?

When you left my heart ached
My soul hollow
My other half gone
My best friend in a place I cannot reach

But not once did I feel
That temptation to do
What everyone expects me to do
Not once

I will not throw away
What is most precious to me
For just any man
Who tells me I'm pretty

I do not want any man
Because I chose you
And choosing you means
That I have to ache

But do not worry about me love
I ache for you
But I know when I see you
I will be whole once again

So never tell me
What it is you think I will do
Because it'll never happen
Ever

No matter how far apart we are
I will always love you
Truly

Whatever happens
Always remember that
This heart of mine is only for you
My love, I promise you.
Truly promise you.
I'll alway be around.
This I do promise you.

I want to live
In the depths of my inner being
Remote candid blisfully
Gratified to hear it can accomodate me
Here I come,
Joyous willingly.

Saddened was falsehood behind me
Cursing crying fretting me.
Turning a deaf ear to,I walked unmindfully.

Soon I was in the haven of truth,
Tranquil and festive, the air enveloped me,
Blanketed by love it breathed me.
You're here for a purpose,it whispered
And opened the doors to my loving deity before me.

All I want is for you to be happy,
I'll give you everything to make that happen,
My things, my life and my love;
All yours for the taking,
No matter how many times you cut me down,
No matter how much you hurt me,
I'll give you everything and anything that you desire...

I would look
divine
wearing your skin
pour yourself all
over me

Women often
Overlook me,
At least the
Alcohol is kind.

I'm grateful.
The imperfect moments
Begin to incubate,
Nothing is wrong.





Originally written 11/30/10
Revised 9/23/14
Revised 1/17/17

I was never lost.
I had you.
I was never lost.
I had you.

Or maybe I never had you.
I was lost.
Or maybe I never had you.
I was lost.

You tell me.
What was going on?
Was I lost?
Or was I never
Because I had you.
I have no idea.

But I know
That I now have truly
Lost you.