#tired poems on Hello Poetry

Sarah Flynn Apr 2021

leaving

when I was younger,
I had these hopes and dreams
and this one huge goal.

I wanted to leave this world
a little better off than it was
before I existed in it.

now, I've realized that
all I want is to
leave this world

and I don't care if
it's better off or not.

#depression #sadness #exhaustion #done #tired #battle #demons #finish

cliollistic Apr 2021

Untitled

do it do it do it
i can't
right now right now
i won't
don't stop don't stop
no more
weak weak weak
i know

#short #freeform #sad #tired

Jane Smith Apr 2021

Peaches and Eyedrops

Blistering honeydew pouring down
Hitting the ground like priceless china
Why do people even hold onto china
Crickets screeching and the mattress underneath me
And suddenly I am so aware of mortality
I want to bleed out the soft cushions
Let the insides rot away to the bone
All the lights and hands and people
Angels swirling around asking for directions
Even the mist is unbearable at times
O, god, I can't even hate you
I'll have to settle for abjuration
Home is where the cold hollow trees are
Home is where I wish I was

#mentalillness #sad #depression #pain #overstimulation #breakdown #feeling #anxiety #tired #sleep

Kellin Apr 2021

Wasting away

I think....

I think

I am   wasting my life    away

Because all these  hands   have   ever
built is destruction

And  they are

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  e
    a
       v
          y

weighted down    by  many forgotten  dreams

Many     unlived lives

And I   am so tired...

#tired #short #sad #life #wasting #away

Raven Feels Apr 2021

Because Of Her---It Matters

DEAR PENPAL PEOPLE, my heart aches for the wounds:\

is it when a matter is in the faults???

the puts of the words and the spits of the secrets

moon I swore the hells to I would never say loud

it's like the repressed in her

in her stashes

her hidden ashes dancing in the rests

fearing of the miss

of the outs of the mists

too much of bliss or not

deprivation an official ****

when my chest aches

blessed with the silence

cursed with those disgusting chaos of a waste

transforms to the addicting

an incredulous taste

menaced to me on her fazes she spills

psychotic on the egos what is this???

drown me in an ocean of misery

won't matter as much of the mockery

------ravenfeels

#pianos #tired #lonely #her #hate #thoughts #stop #nomore #waste #ache

Garrett Johnson Apr 2021

Above in Maroon

Above in Maroon.

Pond.
Suffer numb.
Hurry.
Sick of.
Sicko.
Sewing grass into clothes.
Glitter for the sleep.
Eyeshadow and weep.
From Let her dance to Wanna be sedated.

Garrett Johnson.

Within, maybe outer places to hug.

#morningpoems #tired #love

Hannah Apr 2021

some nights

some nights anxiety wins
and i'm left a
withering, melting mess

of holding back tears and
an aching in my heart
and sheer helplessness

do i want the night to end
or perhaps a reset, a redo
so i can claim it back for myself

but tonight i've lost

fighting a war on multiple fronts, and im ****** struggling, i need a 24 hour inconsequential day so ******* badly

#tired #anxiety #heart