we met unexpectedly
not hoping for anything vast
just the usual friendship
but we accidentally crossed the line
even though another already
grabbed your attention and affection
you still came to me,
surprisingly, you've let me mark you
why did you do that?
why did you ask for it?
and why did i give in?
i was the one who marked you yet
it feels like the opposite
the taste of your skin
still attached to my lips
your skin marked my lips
the sound of your moans
still ringing melodically into my ears
and the caress of your lips against mine, god, the things i'd do just to feel it again, one last time
because more than a month has passed,
and here i am
still foolishly thinking of you
when you probably threw me out of your mind a long time ago
do i need help? no.
i miss you more than you will ever know. you're the one who proved to me how much i can badly miss a person.
but i think this is where i draw the line for i can only do nothing but miss you.
the time wasn't in our favor when we met and all i wish for is,
one day, if our paths ever cross each other again, it will give us a chance. the chance that i would take without any hesitation.
until then, i will remove you out of my mind. i will stop looking left and right for your familiar sight. i will know nothing of you, but do know that my heart will always recognize you.

I’ve found a friend in many hues
In a bottle of broken promises;
Who cares if it comes in blues
And takes the form of empty kisses?

It’s quite a sick obsession
In the worst possible degree;
It’s like an ill temptation
In which you can never disagree.

What do you say, I need a hit
Just a dose of a little something;
It doesn’t hurt, not even a bit
Well, this is my kind of healing.

I’m like a human form of chemical mixture
With a life that’s so unsure;
And this time capsule-like pleasure
Is what makes the absolute cure.

It’s mad love, you see
Like the Joker-Harley Quinn way,
I’m confined yet I am free
Which tastes like ******’ May.

Here’s the thing…
I just can’t quit.