...... It starts young When they’re supposed to be having fun But instead they cry Not understanding why everyone lies Or why everything hurts all the time ......
When he had rushed home from school Walking through the house all alone To feed his fish from the fair Only to find it floating upside down, Death was there.
When she had stared out her window Glued to her binoculars for a good half hour Just watching the animals outside the cabin Only to see a bird ****** up and gobble on a hare, Death was there
...... Surrounded by cruelty Wondering who they’re supposed to be. Growing up in a world Where pain is constantly unfurled Where nothing saves the doves And everyone feels unloved You live long enough one way And soon there’s nothing else you can see or say. ......
When he had smiled softly Knowing soon his heart would fill with glee. For now bones creak and ache All this life does is take Watching the world around him Knowing he’ll never be like them. Aiming for the bottom of the building Jumping down hoping Knowing nothing is fair And Death is there.
When she had been sobbing So hard she ended up coughing Staring at the bottle Knowing she wouldn’t make it to the hospital She swallowed a handful of pills Before death she’d get her thrills. In her final moments Trudging through the thoughts and slowness Knowing this world is full of despair And Death is there.
You taught me to be like this to be physically here and mentally there You taught me to disappear from the face of the earth when i felt like it to leave if that's what it takes To retain my sanity.
You taught me to reflect on the state of life mid-conversation To never apologise because reflection is not a sin and you'd be here when i came back ready to hear that I've changed my mind about everything except you because i can't bear To be the intolerant type of person that subscribes to labels and promotes fear of love that comes in different shapes, forms and colours.
You taught me to be like this You taught me to be ever-present but never-visible You taught me it's okay to feel like this Like i was shrouded in magic because i was so **** invisible To everyone else except you because "My love, this us-thing is not so simple", you said right after the i-love-you or at least i think so I don't know. I zoned out for a while there but I'm sure you said so.
You taught be like this. You taught me to hide in the spotlight Because they can never come for me there. You taught me to use the bright lights as a distraction and they would never know that I'm gone you taught me to that dreaming is not only for the night you said i could do it with my eyes wide open in the broad daylight in the middle of a demanding crowd.
You taught me to leave the way you did you left, but you called it reflection Of the way things were things are things should be of perception of the way humans are humans should strive to be to be honest i felt like a distraction. Like you were meantfor bigger things than me but i didn't leave because you were a manifestation of everything life should be plus you said it was only "reflection". And i could do it too because you'd be here when i got back But you are not here Why are you not here? You're not here Did i not hear you properly? I'm sure i did. You're not here and i can't hear the sound of your voice anymore so I'm always absent trying to reach you over there, in my mind. But don't fault me you showed me this You taught me to leave and you called it reflection because that's how you saw it i still see it as education Because you taught me this.
Freeform. No structure nothing i might perform this one day.
please don't go I was just getting used to you simplicity and organic just isn't what I'm used to it was so perfect not to worry about when, where, or why we just let it happen, no need to check time I know you have to do this and no looking back I won't hold you captive, there's no sense in that Just promise me this: you'll never forget me because you were the one who taught me to be me
Just when I thought I finally figured out romance... I did learn a lot but just not enough, I'll have to trust God and just let it go.
Images and instances from past A few glimpses from past As of now, while in present, everything in life is about what was taught in past keeping in mind a cause. Time now to perform with regards to same.
Competition is a part of life and will remain in life as long as life remains No one is indispensible Hence never take anything for granted because tomorrow might never come
In life's journey, we can all be taught, I am tolerant, more than I ought, I always aim for some rapport, Whether it makes one a doormat, or Someone kind and reliable, what's more, People pleasing is a bottomless pit, I've done a great job, no time for hypocrites, I am tolerant, more than I ought, In life's journey, we can all be taught.....
You taught me not to trust strong arms and tall bodies. You taught me that strong arms can wrap around my neck, just as easily as they can wrap around my waist. You taught me that tall bodies are good to hold, but can hold you back, just as forcefully as they can hold you down. I learned that you can't trust strong arms and tall bodies. I learned that you shouldn't fall for sweet words and the perfect smile
And I learned not to give my heart to fallen angels because they'll put it through ****.