Do you feel that?
The feverish split second you decide the night is when you feel most alive and creep quickly, quietly, your heart hastening with every faulty step creating a domino effect of blood pumping mistakes that only you notice because only you are looking for them.
Of course you don't.
You grew up.

Lier.
You said you loved me.
Im only playing ninja.
But you are too grown up to play.
I hate it.
2 hours on a bike in snow higher then my thigh with an ice coverd road and nothing but regret.
You told me to do this.
Why did you lie?
I hate liers.
I know you still want to play.
You show it when i kiss you.
Growing up seperated us.
You are just as ****** up as me.
Don't lie.

Is this
How we
End?
Does our
Relationship
Crumble
in the
Silence
of no
Words?

Do we
let our
Dyad
Breathe its
last breath
alone
in the
Night of
Unspoken
Thoughts?

Do we
Let our
special
Connection
Break apart
in a
Noiseless
Dirge?

Is this
How we
End?
No words-
Only the
Unspoken
Goodbyes
in the
Void of
Unshared
Thoughts
and wants?

Do we
Die
in the
Stillness of
Nothing
Spoken and
Dreams
Broken?

Is
This
How we
End?

We exist in silence
But in my mind it's so alive.
We exist in emotions
And in the thoughts that drift by my mind.
You’re always there but yet, nowhere.
Your vision fades,
Your heartbeat breaks
And your unstable pulse
Is what made you as fragile as glass.
I think of you every now and then
I think of your face
And the things you would've said
I see you in white flowers
I feel you in the wind
I speak to you in loud silence
And that's where we exist.

Lone star in the firmament of my dark night of pain,
tell me where did my beloved go leaving me behind,
used to repeat, every minute, can't live without me near her,
but as twilight fell and i came running to our rendezvous
what i see is the empty seat, she used to sit waiting for me
and sing, when sun goes down and breeze caresses her softly.