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mae Nov 2018
He rejected me like
As if I were the vegetables
Mushed together and scattered
Across the play board
At a toddler’s dinner table.
ghost queen Nov 2018
once
there was hope
now
there is none

forgotten
are the dreams
lost
what might have been

i live
but die
a thousand
deaths

where is
the happiness
the one
you promised

what did
i do
why did
you leave

you were
my sun
you were
my reason

what sin
was committed
you banished
abandoned
me
into the cold

how
do i live
with this
agony
Nicole Oct 2018
At some point in college
I was dating my first long-term girlfriend
She knew about my being trans
But we didn't talk about it too much
Sometime during that period
She told me that
She didn't think that she could
Stay with me if I made the choice
To take hormones
Or to get bottom surgery
At that point in my life
I didn't want to lose her or that love
So I decided that I didn't want those things anymore
That I felt good enough without them
Now that it's been a few years
I'm just realizing that I lied to myself
I chose to repress those desires
In order to preserve my relationship
And it took three years after that
To even realize what I'd done to myself
Jack Code Oct 2018
Rejected?
Exterior? I'm not affected
But deep down
The pain is profound

I need to stop doing this
I'm ruining my friendships
I'm not exposing myself out of bliss... Yet,
i'm ruining my friendships

He needs to treat you best
You ain't like the rest
Your kindness...
Was the reason for my blindness

I wish you all the best
****, I'm done with these tests...
SomeOneElse Oct 2018
Oh how i long to be desired
A feeling which we all require
Wish i could have that great physique
Makes women stop to take a peek
Or maybe have that *** appeal
Makes women give that lustful squeal
To be wanted in every way
And really be someone’s dream lay
To be somebody’s fantasy
Would leave me in such ecstasy
Instead i’m just an average guy
Just very nice and very shy
I do not have the perfect ***
Nothing anyone would applaud
I wish the women thought me hot
But in my heart i know I'm not
A *** symbol I'll never be
No one will have wet dreams of me
These feelings they are not required
But i still long to be desired.
Written as a wish to be desired and wanted in a way i havent felt in a lonv time
Johnny Noiπ Sep 2018
The boy and the girl in the beautiful home of that ***** the stripper;
But her sister is studying music at school to get money
in the sense of prophetic elderly gentlemen standing in line waiting to kiss her leading to ruin on the Christmas cruises from the **** club strippers Dreams of the original area; machines received the cold eye of a rich rainbow waiting for the genius of smell; Icarus the sickness activity in the daughter's drawers powerfully of the earth; a picture of Christ in his own language the birth of a letter, beginning with, as it were on the wall;
and the cops also loved the alchemy, turn the robot by sticking a Magic
of the mom's the science of sand-grains that Einstein's Favorite
of an injury the wearing of the snow-clad on the one side the walls;
the top is made with the fat of the bat, and in brass, and in their hot toes
was taken to the torture chamber within; Bobbe of the unknown in which the Devil is in the child's Park and the letter is to the graceful flute; Live Sound like she says, drinking her friend meet just to meet fall asleep;
Gonna be a fool, as the angel watching it walked past the socks
off the radio broken glass on the table &  without remembering
Smoking Bettie's favorite food changes to understand her ****,         on down;
For one thing, talking weapons buried forever & just playing football holding the pen in the right angle of light to tell when the garden of physical fear, pain or Glory knew Maecenas to keep the leather football
stand to shake the leaves of the country for someone who is an
individual sport in addition compared to the hairy center of the sight
of the flames in the prostitutes' reading garden,
off the second landing the light that is available
                               by calling the new hot sweat,
the leading Beforetimes                   becomes a kind of a judge getting
her to remove all her clothes; the fate of the tongue having been captured
& it is                 nearly time to leave,        not under A, where, however,
it is not a return to the word of the imago;                the star, turning round
to see the teenager's divination, or because it is the book of the goddess
to die in favor of it, asking to speak,
of the blessed &   of the leading part,
of the course of her naked beauty;   The One took hold of the middle band
of the night watch of the night of the one side of the city to the knowledge,
                                                   cut off from the side of the pain of Asia,
feeding the drug habit of the Queen the opposite of your peace of mind,
I will;              1 will show it to you from Medicine Chest; her chest
measuring 30",         God is a Spirit on the beach where he dreamed
a dream; & there was neither Made nor When when we have already
set the bar so high ... and he has been approved ...
V Apr 2017
There you are again,
Standing under the rain.
Your mind filled with thoughts
That cannot be explained.

A wave of emotions flow through you,
Sadness, happiness, anger, regret.
In pain because you confessed
The things that should've remained unsaid.

Unsure how much time has passed,
As you stare blankly at the gloomy sky.
Recalling the memories you've had together,
Knowing they're precious and unlike any other.

You start to take a single step,
As you plan your next move.
Because now you have to accept the truth,
That things won't go back to the way they used to.
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