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Jack R Fehlmann Feb 2019
Ego
Sometimes
I sit
and I ask myself

selfish questions

important to me,
Me Alone.

They aren't all very deep.
But all of them,
Are about me.

Sometimes,
it is something
I wish I had
or that
I feel I need.

If my scope broadens
As it has in occasion
I think about another

Gone. Now.

These thoughts
are full circle
Back to me.

How I miss them
If they think of me?
if I ever will see them again?

Why they left me?

So selfish,
not to want
As I want.

When they are all
I seem to think about.

How lonely it is
for Me.

Why make Me feel
This way.
Nobody ever thinks,
About Me.

Me.
Me.
Me.
Masha Yurkevich Feb 2019
That feeling
of guilt
just keeps on bringing
me down.
But one question
still remains
in me:
why do I feel the guilt
that you
need to feel?
A Feb 2019
are we children, or are we spies
in this city of disguise
when heaven calls,
and the wall falls,  
who will pass us by?
Sophia Feb 2019
Here we are.
Again...
Isn't it ironic?
The sleepless nights
followed by
questions that ponder my mind...
Is it possible,
That the people that come into our lives are destined to leave,
only to prepare us for someone better?
What if it's all planned out?
And we are just actors in a movie called Life?
T Feb 2019
Why should I keep fighting?
Why should I keep endlessly treading these feelings- getting nowhere?
My muscles are weak
And I am tired
Can't I just let this water take me-
Down
            Down
                        Down
          ­                           Down
I'd like to feel the water filling my lungs
As the last of my air escapes me
Feel my muscles tense and release
As I finally let go
Finally relaxed
As I fade into blackness

How can I be drunk off my anxiety?
I don't even feel sober
Though I'm certain that I haven't drank
Why do I want to so bad?
Sophia Feb 2019
Does it ever cross your mind?
Was it ever meant to be?
Am I the only one that can’t move on?
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