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Right here, in between Heaven and Hell

right here, is the world – and some dream of owning the world, but
it already owns parts of your mind. And when someone asked me
when I wanted to die, I saw the hurt right in their eyes when I said,
"right now, would be fine."  Though it's been a while, since I’ve
thought about suicide – but even with all the maturity, some days
that glass of wine, doesn't feel so fine. The glass looks half empty;
probably because we first have to whine. Could life be like a girl, with
a big chest; do you still know how to say it with your chest? Calling
a ***** a *****; maybe I just need a love to find– digging it out my
heart for someone, just to call them mine.

But love isn't gold as much; it’s silver nowadays – where you come
second after the bad boy who first broke their heart. And that’s still if
it’s to your own best of luck; if they hadn’t gone through a bunch–
wanting your love now, only when you’re out of love. Or is it meant
to be out of luck – four letters to that word, “Love?” Where the match
you find, is like a fresh match striking the box – it has to go through a
few sparks! Maybe the complimenting four letter word is, “Loss;”
gaining the worth of something now, after the few times you had it
for a loss.

But I don’t know what I want, I’m just dealing with a lot!
Love is equal the letters of it being just Lust,

and it’s forbidding what it means to love you; and how it starts to
make me feel like a demon— love, you're my enduring possession.
All the parts of you, are where the memories of my touch reside,
inside! And I'm a knife of pride; cutting at my throat, every time I
have to swallow that disguise of an insecure man. We both find
security by the taste of our love; along with this key to your heart—
though I act as your prisoner, with no escape plan.

Knowing angels that fall in love; just windup falling out of heaven—
this atmosphere of what it takes to find the resolve to kiss you, fills
me with so much pressure. I don't want to love you just for pleasure, I
don't want to flip a coin of love to get too ahead of myself; calling you
my only treasure.

See when pride marries an extraordinary beauty, it all sits on a throne
you dare not to own — the evil that could be found in this love/lust, is
an evil that would even unsettle the Devil. And I'm not content on
missing out a spot in Heaven.
Our purest laughs are in our dreams —
Laughing lungs out, sounding a bit psychotic;
Who's there to judge how ugly they really sound?
He squeezed himself out there into our maze. The humble, small-style toys of logic believed to be an invincible, even smaller or larger situations, are filled with a filth of the present time, which can no longer be improved. We feel infallible, and we know that we often need to go through the impassable, girbe-gurba roads, even if we can hardly change it.

The silent, accomplice, start -up - can still come in handy. Just the refreshing, refreshing tingling of the found soul harmony, which can only be offered by the Savior Universe -if you like -as a gift. In the russians of the Justitia weighs, we can trust more and more rarely, as well as in our handshake, spicl-like friends.

Halfway between the falls and the falls, we are all walking over a half-or two millimeters of rope dancers in just one or two millimeters; For a long time, the redeeming moments of bean, cherishing caress, ready -to -call consolations seem like an unattainable distance ...

Stigma stamps were now struck on adults on adult, cared, dismantled faces, which still had a curious playfulness of eternal children. Lame anger, disgrace, seems to be more and more fashionable and stays in fashion. - We dip our clown image in the flour powder of the weekdays, but we no longer dare, nor do we want to laugh with ourselves.

Once we will just look back at us mirrors from the bottom of the curve-groteszk, an unknown torso face, and then the judgment of the crowd sakes: how and how we got here?!
irinia 1d
words have orbit for pain to find a skin,
to slide into wonder
silence is in balance with the danger in your eyes
I'm not looking for an antidote for dreaming
I feel your barbaric alchemy, your mouth full of birds
I play hide and seek with you in my hair
your hands don't sit quiet at the edge of hours
I wear my steps like I throw the dice
poetry is an antidote for the scream of an unseen colour
I keep you in my tears and you flow
I almost asked for help.
I almost said,
"Stay"
But almost
Is just another word for
Too late...
Enviara 2d
It appeared on a cold winter night
Of dreary sides and twisted rights.
An illuminating space or a room it seemed,
But getting inside, the mystery revealed.

Aisles so long of silenced pages,
Each book carries guilts in stages.
I walked towards the extreme right,
Reading the pages in the moonlight.

The first book that caught my eye
Was of a friend's unsaid goodbye.
Maybe they drifted apart, I thought aloud,
Walking ahead, I couldn't help but frown.

In the next book, a mother wrote
Apologies to her son who lived abroad.
I stepped inside a dreamy corner,
Walking slowly, I drifted further

In the forgotten shelves
Where confessions stayed,
I found yet another page
Kissed red with words unsaid.

The familiar verses I once knew—
I closed the book as sadness grew.
I reached the end, the books vanished.
I wonder if I’ll walk once more,
Through silent shelves and whispered lore.

                                               ~Enviara 🤍
The library where the books contain unsaid goodbyes , promises, apologies and everything which was never said ....🦋
Theo 2d
HEYY!
im not a lazy no-good;
in fact quite the flipping opposite!
so why do i have to have a "JOB"?!

i loved the solar medicine,
it did me in discipline of the arts;
but now i ask ye
council of Goddesses--

WHY DO I HAVE TO HAVE A JOB?
why is it such that my existence,
my daily art
and my daily samu

are Insufficient?
why do i need to slave
to simply expand on my anti-library,
my poisons, and my exploration supplies?

AND
another thing!
why wasnt i told earlier
to dedicate an hour weekly to self-pity?!

anyways
thats about
all i can
complain about! Big Love!
Tell me,
what do you choose to live by –
Life’s script, or by Scripture?
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