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Cole Strangeee Oct 2020
I’d like to think in another life time we were happier together.
In a alternate universe we’ve made it.
It was not the mistake of I got married young and regret it.
This is a case of I fell in love with a addict so hard he became my addiction. That while he was busy with what he wanted to consume- I let him consume me. That’s just not how love should be.
It wasn’t like the books which I wasn’t even going to hold you too.
It just hurts my chest to think about the promises you made. The children we could have had. The family you soberly dreamed of.
Reality was too hard for you. You couldn’t accept the fact that I didn’t want to get between you and ****** anymore. You thought it meant I stopped loving you. For a while maybe I did? But ever since you left I still wake up on the same mattress we first slept in. I don’t know if your side of the bed will ever be warm again.
I just hope you make it through this life, you should get a better ending.
ForgottenDiety Feb 2017
I met you in a strange way,
You are his friend, while Im his girlfriend,
I am her friend, while you're her boyfriend.

Never thought that my emotions would change,
For I was confident before that I am contended.

But with the inevitable long night exchanges and debates,
I grew to appreciate your wit and entertain the what ifs.

What if we met in different time, would you like me?
What if we still have time, would you grab it?

Yet because we choose to stay the same,
These what ifs must not be entertained.

For we met in a strange way,
You are her, while I am his.*

(c) ForgottenDiety
When you found the one but you are both committed to someone
ryn Jun 2016
In an alternate universe,
the light would be more friend than foe.
I need not entrench myself
in the sturdiest foxhole...
The deepest burrow.

In an alternate universe,
shadows would not goad me
into submitting to leverage.
Spotlight would be on,
and I would take centrestage.

In an alternate universe,
the world would perceive
with magnanimous eyes.
With no malicious intent,
with no obscure motives,
all twisted and bent.

In an alternate universe,*
I would readily reveal myself...
As an entity and not a martyr.
In my heart, there'll be no worry.
Because there'll be no fangs
amidst the jubilee.
Only smiles that would draw out
the best in each other.

— The End —