she called out and i followed the sound
through thorns and past snakes till she was
found
she reached out and i held her hand
i pulled her out and helped her stand
i dusted of her clothes
and prepaired her warm bath
i did let her drink from my mouth
the first time i looked in to her eyes
i knew that its in there that i will lie
she was beautiful past any word description
she was my only with no other option
i find myself loving her with a great affection
to her mine was a forever devotion
from the woods she came and became my
world
there is nothing that for her could not do
she made me the best i could been
she was my best the most pretty the world had
ever seen
when she talked i used to listen
with attention i found herself that was hidden
she told me her life secrets
those that made my brand *Top Secret

Foolish notion
Of deal that never
Went equally both ways.

You paint such a caring picture
I should have  known
You were a snake
Live, learn and  go on
to live a happy life
and wait to see karma in action.

how dare you come back?
how can you do what you do to me
'Cause when it's you I can't say no,
and it ******* really hurts
that I always let you in
even if you lways leaves me hanging
hoping that everytime you touch me,
the possibility of having you entirely
why can't I ignore you
the way you ignore me
I ****** up so bad..
And this is getting old
how can you come back and go
and leave me empty and sober
using me for that long...
and I let you use me for that long,
haven't you felt a little
just a little emotion
but I guess not,
You said I've given you what you needed
but you never really needed me
I end up crying inside for you
but I can't let you see how much it hurts me
pretending that I'm enjoying
playing this ******* game..
Sometimes when I'm in your arms I wonder
If I'l ever have the chance to be the one
Or maybe not...

I admit, and can't lie
I still love you
after all the harsh cold kisses


I can feel you have nothing fo me
but why you keep coming back?..

Yes I can give you what you need
but I guess I'll never be the one you really needed.

I'd rather you tell me the worst
but why still keep me like this
when I thought you already forgot about me
and me trying hard
you'll come back again and ask for me
ask for more

you got me on your grip
I'm doomed for loving you,
and I guess will always will..

Fearless thoughts you wish you could say.
Play with your tounge, misleading your intentions.
As you sit silently, as each letter of each word lingers around you like a snake
waiting to devour its prey.
A little voice whispers "Are you happy now?" as I walk away,
Slipping from grace, existance erased.

~C☆J~

i prided myself in the thought
that i was the one who played
i had you at my beck and call
and for some reason... you stayed

back then i wouldve left you
back then i tried not to care
but now i see i need you
i breathe you in like the air

and now its you who plays
it is you who has me addicted
but all that time i thought i was playing
this strange turn of events not predicted

see now i do what i must
to get your desired time
but now i feel the moments i steal
are truly a terrible crime

i need you like the air i breathe
i need you like the sun
rather than me playing you
i think that youre the one.

so love me kiss me hold me miss me
each moment youre away
and when we hold each other close
pinky promise that youll stay.