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mandy rigby Jul 2014
****** it's pure rock and roll
it can burn any bridge and dig any hole
always remember to forget your name
follow the rules of the ****** game
rattle off some ****** wit
you don't need to speak
just think about it

take a spin .. ride the ****** power
reduce your speed to zero an hour
pass out face first in ya dinner
not a good look .... but it keeps ya thinner
overdose into an ashtray
do it in style .... the ****** way



(to be fair to ****** , i generally mixed it with other drugs)

(c) mandy rigby 23.7.2014
Over dose Jun 2014
My heart stopped,
I couldn't breath,
I started bleeding
from my mouth,
I had a seizure.
In that time
I accepted death
then I woke up
****** up.
Vertigo Jun 2014
July 10, 2000
I woke up
after passing out
after smoking up
after coming down
from the wa-wa sound
induced by nitrous filled punch balloons

I woke up
after snorting lines of ketamine
coupled with hits of acid and ecstasy

I woke up
after seven people died
from shooting ****** into their veins

I woke up
in a folding camp chair
with a hand wrapped around
a bag of ****
stuffed in my pocket
to a booming voice
telling me I was going to jail.

and I thanked god when they put on the cuffs
that I was one of the lucky ones that woke up.
witchy woman Jun 2014
I send my hopes
and universal powers above
hoping you feel
nothing but
the eternal forces of love.

That your tired soul
may rest,
for its eternal age
letting all past pain
of long gone days
fade away.

For every soul that met yours,
and looked eye to eye
opened their souls
and spilled their guts
when they found out you died.

And I,
distant as I seem
hope that somewhere,  somehow
you are following
your dreams.

May his young soul rest in peace
One of my childhood elementary friends (a boy who used to tease me over my curly hair actually) just died today of a drug overdose.
It just so happens, that I saw him by mere coincidence yesterday walking down the street. Mere hours later he would be dead.
Never to ever accidentally encounter that soul again
life is so very very fragile
Wild-Youth Jun 2014
The war in my mind has been anything but kind.
As the blood gushes from my thighs,
I wonder why I live in a life of lies.
The desire to stop cutting is not there.
Without them I'll be bare.
You all think I am happy as can be....
But I'm hiding all the pain can't you see?
I want to stop thinking because every time I do,
I feel myself sinking.
I took the pills...but they only left me sitting here with chills.
The rope seems to be my only hope.
I don't want to be here.
Haven't I made that perfectly clear?
MBishop Jun 2014
It was kind of like you were injecting me with yourself
Except you keep missing the vein.

The bruises on my arms became the out-played artsy reminder of your actuality
Though you made sure that when the reminder faded and healed you were right there to bring me back into your world of needles and twisted gravity

What makes you think you can leave for weeks
You're standing near but you've never been further away from my desperate grasp

The withdrawal of you is excruciating
Like a recovering alcoholic in a liquor store except there's no automatic door or transparent window to reveal a salvation on the other side.

The only salvation is taking another hit of you
So, that is what I shall do
Until the day I overdose on your *intoxication .
5.23.14  22:45
n0cturnal May 2014
I hear things that cannot be heard
I see things that cannot be seen
I feel things that cannot be felt.

From day one
It wrapped itself around my arm
and didn't let go
It's a part of me now-
I breathe it;
it breathes me.
It's always there.
I can hear it whispering in my ear.
I'm still here
I'm still here

My addiction
Marly Apr 2014
i want to take cocktail after cocktail of pills until my body represents the mess that is my mind.
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