#imsorry poems on Hello Poetry

J Jan 2020

i’m sorry for everything.

i’m sorry that you are afraid of your own thoughts.
i’m sorry you are afraid of your own feelings.
i’m sorry that you believe that you are destined to be alone.
i’m sorry that you can’t talk about your feelings without feeling guilty or selfish.
i’m sorry that you get too into your own head and can’t get out.
i’m sorry that you can’t get into relationships because you don’t think you’re good enough for anyone.
i’m sorry you think you only have friends because they pity you.

i’m sorry you can’t see yourself they way everyone else in your life says they do.

i think everyone has things that they need to work on; here are some of mine in the form of a personal apology letter.

#sorry #imsorry #apology #personalapology #lettertoself

Cherish Dec 2019

I’m sorry to love you

I know you won’t replay my story and see how am I doing without you

I know you won’t be thinking about me every night at 3AM

I know you won’t be missing me every seconds

I know you won’t crave for attention from me

I know you won’t live the way I want it to be

I know you won’t notice me anymore

I know you don’t love me anymore

And i surely you don’t know everything i listed down is the opposite. For you.

Everything I do leads to you
Hoping you’ll replay my story
Hoping you’ll think about me
Hoping you’ll miss me
Hoping you’ll want attention from me
Hoping you will love the way I want
Hoping you’ll notice me
Hoping you will still love me.

Tried so hard to get your attention
And clearly you didn’t bother or even care
And it’s killing me.

Told myself I should just stop everything
I should not live by the expectation of yours so you would notice me
I should just carry on to my life
Focus on my family and friends instead of you.

I’m sorry to love you

I hope you will find someone you truly love

#painful #moveon #imsorry #tired #help #falling #apart #family #friend #ex

Julianna Nov 2019

Not my love

Your smile
your laugh
you’re not the person I knew
that person was a lie
created be ambivalence
and nïavity
a stupid girl
who was never I love with you

#imsorry

Blooming Acorn Oct 2019

Apology

Dear Jessie my dearest buddy
Thank you for the hospitality
Its been a year since we met
Since then I’m full of regret

Always on and on about yourself
Sometimes too much I really doubt
Achievements showcasing on a shelf
Truth you speak or demanding clout?

Im sorry for always being fake
Thief of friendship sneaky snake
Pathetic liar hypocrite copy cat
Ravaging random ******* rat

The care and love as a friend I lack
Present past memories flood back
I never took the cap from the bottle
Sadly your mouth is unstoppable

Thats all I really have to say
Im sorry girl lets part our way
Our friendship shall be history
For this is my final apology

Cap out of the bottle: chinese idiom not to remove the cap and let loose all the secrets.

#friendship #apology #imsorry

Aaron LaLux Sep 2019

Right Back At You (Poem #5 from the book I'm giving away right now)

... but you can’t fool Me,
I see your sadness for exactly what it is,
in between fake laughs false compliments,
& passive aggressive insulting attacks,

I see your sadness that you hide behind those name brands,
Drew House with fake smiles can’t fool me nor impress me,
the only way to get ride of your darkness is to let it go,
share Yourself with others like Shia did with #IAMSORRY,
made some mistakes a couple hundred times but it’s okay,
find a Purpose like Justin admit your mistakes & say Sorry,

you’re beautiful just the way you are, mistakes paved the way,
you are a living Self Portrait, put your colors on display,
& admit you were so concerned with your own heart,
that you didn’t see the Heartbreaks that you made…

∆ LaLux ∆

an excerpt from poem #27 of
THHT3: The Hollywood Hills Trilogy 3
available on Amazon here:
www.amazon.com/dp/1950780023

If you've read this far I'd like to show my appreciation by buying you a copy of THHT3 from Amazon myself, seriously, for free. Just send me a Message here or on IG @aaronlaux

#shortstory #you #selflove #heartbreak #imsorry #celebrity #truth #depression #empowering

Bede Sep 2019

Lays of Claire 3

Did I assume, when writing last night
Amidst pain of fire and sweat
That Love would flee, would have strucken me,
As if they blood in my body's bereft?

I am never going to find another
No, never, not anyone so great
Your love for me may have faltered
But my love for you will stand 'gainst fate.

You'll always be the one who struck my
Heart and soul afire with flames
Of love and sweetened, kindly devotion
Even if one of our loves' to wain.

Never forget me, never forsake me
Please keep me in your mind
For maybe love will ferment again
When I am given the trials of time.

Oh God, my Lord, what have You done?
What can I do to remedy?
You made me fall so madly in love,
My life, You have taken from me?

Follow me, stick to me, never leave
Your heart may not be mine
But mine will forever be owed to you
And will stand the test of time.

She left me, I failed her, she didn't see me as worthy, and I will never forget her.

#lays #love #claire #end #imsorry

Aaron LaLux Sep 2019

#iamsorry

but you can’t fool Me,
I see your sadness for exactly what it is,
in between fake laughs false compliments,
& passive aggressive insulting attacks,

I see your sadness that you hide behind those name brands,
Drew House with fake smiles can’t fool me nor impress me,
the only way to get ride of your darkness is to let it go,
share Yourself with others like Shia did with #IAMSORRY,
made some mistakes a couple hundred times but it’s okay,
find a Purpose like Justin admit your mistakes & say Sorry,

you’re beautiful just the way you are, mistakes paved the way,
you are a living Self Portrait, put your colors on display,
& admit you were so concerned with your own heart,
that you didn’t see the Heartbreaks that you made…

from poem #5 of THHT3: The Hollywood Hills Trilogy 3
available worldwide 9/9/19

#metoo #imsorry #apologies #heartbreak #justinbieber #actors #honesty #mood #lostlove #amazing