poems are a bit harder to write
when you dont feel music in your mind

too many tabs open

tv static for feelings

'error 404' for thoughts

poems are a bit harder to create
when you cant keep your sh*t straight

Nobody,
No, nobody,
Nobody, nobody, nobody. ...
Ever, ever,  ever, loves me,
Frustrated, tears swelling in my eyes I cried out.
I do, I do, I do,........
Yes! Yes! Yes! I truly do.....
I heard a sweet, firm voice from the doorway,
I do, I do, I do, I really love you,
I love you more, and more, and more everyday mum!
Exclaimed my four year old son,
running towards me,
Hugging me tightly,
Draining all bitterness within me.
10/11/2019
...

my heart is heavy tonight as i watch the snow fall outside from the foggy window,
i feel so alone in my own house since i was foolish enough to make my home in the arms of a man who sold to a higher bidder

I want to lay down
In a bed of flowers
Walk into the woods
Dig into the earth, barefoot
I want to lay down
And see the trees
Reaching out their arms
Sheltering me
Let my body still
Blossoms tickling my cheeks