As I begin to lose
my sweet memory
The flotsam and jetsam
and ephemery.
The regrets, the injustice,
the pain and despair
The resentments, the insults,
the hurts and the fear.
The timeless reminders
of not good enough
That pale yellow post it:
“Hasn’t got the right stuff.”
That time that you said
what no one would say
“I don’t really love you
now please go away.”
Most of it gone now,
I can’t quite remember
It whispers to me
from a foggy December.
Am I better off for it?
Perhaps in some way
Have I gained from the loss?
It’s a bit hard to say.
I need no longer sit here
and artfully languish
In all the sad fury
of my piquant anguish.
Like my father before me
I’m one of those old timers
Reaping the benefits
of beneficent Alzheimer’s.
