#helpme poems on Hello Poetry

Xiao - SparKticas Dec 2015

I feel like we'd known eachother our whole lives.
I dont think I have ever expressed just how grateful I am for the **** you endured with me.
When I needed a friend
Thats when I knew you'd be there.
You'd give me your time, you made things okay.
No one else but my loving partner could and would do what you did for me... staying.

Why'd I ever let you go... You were my only friend...

#heartbreak #depression #memories #sorrow #imsorry #heartache #breaking #helpme #crumbling #itsme

JAK AL TARBS Oct 2015

This Is It...

Life is like a ray of hope
Try and jump around and into it
Maybe then it'll be understandable
But I guess it took a while before
I got his chance just to say
What is on my mind
In my room
Within my grasp

Take like and throw it in the bin,
Beware it
Maybe there'll only be just that
A fine line drawn between you and I

#helpme

Xiao - SparKticas Sep 2015

Nurse Me Back To Health

Emotionally. I'm done.
Mentally. I'm drained.
Spiritually. I'm empty.
Physically. *I'm smiling.

Appearances decieve...

#broken #dead #fake #empty #smiling #helpme

Xiao - SparKticas Sep 2015

No Resolve

Dont lose who you are,
In the blur of the stars.
Seeing is deceiving,
dreaming is believing

*It's okay, to not be okay

#broken #pain #hope #lost #helpme

Mel L Aug 2015

Broken

Hands shaking, chest tightening, stomach turning...
Eyes burning, tears flowing, heart stinging...
Lungs collapsing, nose leaking, core burning...
Purpose fading, body numbing, losing feeling...

Mind buzzing, hair pulling, world darkening...
E**ars ringing, silence keeping, slowly dying...

Those moments when the wold just seems to crash around you as it seems to try its best to suffocate you....

#depression #anxiety #helpme

Scott Shaffer Jul 2015

Writer's Block

I don't know what to write.
I start to write what seems to be something great,
But, in the end, doesn't seem right.
The late nights I spend,
Trying to figure out what words to write down,
My brain forsakes my pen.
I now find myself distracted by an odd sound.
My brain is here and there,
It can't concentrate,
For it wants to go everywhere.
Maybe it's because it's late?
That has to be why I am unable to concentrate,
It must be.
I should sleep.
Goodnight.

#writersblock #helpme #annoyance #sleepdeprevation

Olivia Struthers Jun 2015

I'm Done

My bones are dry out of
Fake smiles.
I have nothing left
To give.
You really have nothing to lose when you are
Nothing yourself.
A deep rooted pain in my chest grows from all the times
Nobody cared
If I was okay. Please tell me one more time, "It's just
A phase."
Please tell me that I will grow out
Of it.
Are my scar kissed wrists not
Proof enough.
I'm not
Okay.

#depression #helpme #ihatethis

Fresh-start-for-broken-hearts Jun 2015

Painkillers

I do not want to talk
I want to feel better
Be it cuddles
Kissing
*******
Anything
I'm going to ***** up getting there
Make mistakes and lose people
Hopefully it's worth it

I'm going down the path again, knowing cant stop me

#love #kiss #depression #**** #mistakes #helpme

Marisa Lu Makil Jun 2015

What This Is

"I won't if you don't want me to"
I want to, but I don't want to hurt you.

"I don't mind-really!"
I mind, but I don't want to hurt you

"I've been clean for years"
I drank last night, but I know it will hurt you.

"Nothing's wrong!"
So many things are wrong, but I don't want to hurt you.

This
Life
What this is
Is a bunch of people
Doing their best
Not to hurt
Everyone else.

Screams
Yells
What this is
Is a bunch of people
Hurting so bad
That all they do
Is help others.

I've learned that basically what life is is everyone doing their best not to hurt everyone else. To those of you who are doing this: Darling, do something for you. Talk to him. Tell her. Sing what you want. Bring yourself out to lunch. Read a book because it's what you want to do.
God asks us to care for others. He doesn't ask us not to care for ourselves.
Take a moment and care for yourself.

#helpme #nothingswrong #lieslieslies #idontwanttohurtyou #everythingswrong

Speen Cough May 2015

My life as a prisoner

I wake up feeling regret
It stays until the sun sets
The same story every day
I'm wondering how I still feel sane
The visitors that come try to bring good news
But in my mind they only bring more blues

I'm not confined to four square walls
But all I feel to do is bawl
I see the hurt that's in your eyes
but do you see what in my disguise
I try to smile and try not to lie
but deep inside I've felt things die

I love you dearly
I swear I do
You just don't want
What I pursue
You **** my dreams and say their false
You're making it feel like thick square walls

You watched me grow
Reap what you sow
I'm who I am
I've got a plan
I wish you'd see it
But nothing seems fit
To what you want
So I'll just try not to taunt

I love you mom
I love you dad
Just please understand
That yes, I'm sad
I just want help
but not from you
that's why I wish
I'd never flew

#friends #sad #depressed #dreams #prisoner #helpme