𝑰 𝒍𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒏𝒆𝒅 𝒐𝒏𝒄𝒆 𝒉𝒐𝒘 𝒇𝒂𝒌𝒆 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒄𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒔 𝒇𝒓𝒐𝒎 𝒉𝒂𝒕𝒆,
𝑰 𝒍𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒏𝒆𝒅 𝒂𝒈𝒂𝒊𝒏 𝒘𝒉𝒚 𝒂 𝒄𝒐𝒎𝒎𝒊𝒕𝒎𝒆𝒏𝒕 𝒔𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒍𝒅 𝒘𝒂𝒊𝒕.
𝘼 𝙢𝙖𝙣 𝙞𝙣 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚, 𝙞𝙨 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙨𝙖𝙢𝙚 𝙖𝙨 𝙖 𝙘𝙝𝙖𝙞𝙣.
𝙇𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙧𝙚𝙨𝙩𝙧𝙞𝙘𝙩𝙚𝙙, 𝙗𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙙𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙛𝙧𝙤𝙢 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙥𝙖𝙞𝙣.
2 birds in love, they lived together for awhile
beautiful home and around are pictures of them with smiles
but the home is usually empty throughout the day and it’s pitch quiet at night
well most of the time, just... not when they fight
lost and changed brother, who wanted to give his all
eyes are distracting him from landing his own fall.
running through the space, she hit him with a wall,
a broken arm didn't prepare him for his heart.
it was mental and physical, the abuse that he encountered
he always wanted to work it out, but the screams would get louder
the anger would build, but the sadness would, too
How can the same person say they,
“love you” and “hate you”?
He loved her. She loved him.
but she didn't know what she wanted.
he gave up all his heart, it wasn't the same for her.
it was like their love was stuck in reverse
and it gets crazy when two hearts don’t connect,
especially when the words they want to say don't interject.
feelings always stayed in their hearts, the same place,
and the way they showed love stayed the same.
the boy fell in love, but the girl would lie
the boy wanted to leave but he was already trapped
this is when the problems started to arise,
because he found another boy while he was stuck inside.
He asked him questions, the answers he couldn’t believe
how long they’ve been together, this is how she treats?
the woman who was supposed to be his queen
became another bad dream with sleep paralysis
now they’re getting tired of the beautiful home
beautiful pictures shattered and everything thrown
holes in the door and clothes on the floor
a look inside of the beautiful home that started a war
she got tired, she was bored, she wasn't real.
this whole time, he was head over heels.
But even though, she still left, he still loved.
now she is coming back, asking and pleading for his trust.
Isn't that crazy? Isn't that hard?
she is going from "I love you" to wanting to start a war,
and when you try to fight, she says it's not enough,
and when you try to let go, she says you’ve never loved.
He doesn't want to move on, he’s still fighting.
He doesn’t want to cry, he’s still smiling.
He doesn’t want to leave, he still wants her,
but even though he doesn’t want to go, he has to.
but he was curious about the love that they had,
closure can’t bring him back to where he was, that’s all gone.
baby girl thinks she can come back from all that.
She was all wrong.
Now he knows that he can do better with his heart.
Now he knows that she’s been playing since the start.
𝘼 𝙢𝙖𝙣 𝙞𝙣 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚, 𝙞𝙨 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙨𝙖𝙢𝙚 𝙖𝙨 𝙖 𝙘𝙝𝙖𝙞𝙣.
𝙇𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙧𝙚𝙨𝙩𝙧𝙞𝙘𝙩𝙚𝙙, 𝙗𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙙𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙛𝙧𝙤𝙢 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙥𝙖𝙞𝙣.
𝒂 𝒃𝒆𝒂𝒖𝒕𝒚 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒔𝒉𝒐𝒘𝒆𝒅 𝒇𝒂𝒌𝒆 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒇𝒓𝒐𝒎 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒉𝒂𝒕𝒆
𝒂 𝒃𝒆𝒂𝒖𝒕𝒚 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒔𝒉𝒐𝒘𝒔 𝒘𝒉𝒚 𝒄𝒐𝒎𝒎𝒊𝒕𝒎𝒆𝒏𝒕𝒔 𝒔𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒍𝒅 𝒘𝒂𝒊𝒕.
im a new poet, i will be consistent though. I have plenty of work from highschool that I want to share with you all before I get into the deeper thoughts of my "now".