Time
Is in the valley
Of deception
And we peruse
His face ticking
Perceptions
He is the master
To our slaving over
Every minute
We desire
More than our creator
Time
Orbits every spaces
Surface
Every matter
In every purpose
It passes age
With galactical rotations
Spinning in different directions
Obeying laws of obedience
Ticks and tocks walk across
Numbers in calender socks
Every wrist displaying a watch
So we know what to obey
When it looks at us back

L for lust I thought was love now I'm lost

O for off-guard now I'm offended 'cause my eyes were blind

Y for yes when I forgot to yield to those warning signs

A for all I have allowed those walls to come down

L for longing the limit of our time

T for test on what we think is the truth

Y for yearning your attention that was never mine

Loyalty is hard to find. But with patience it will come. Just wait.

What is truly yours will not be difficult to find.

His light shines bright
Reminds me of a street light
So bright
Like the sun
The color yellow
To be cautious
Trying not to look directly into you
For I know there are warning signs
That I'm not paying close attention to
A star that twinkles
Only to find out you're fire
You're a danger
That my heart simply desires

You brought out the best of me without even knowing
Brought out the confidence that was buried within
You watered my grass
Gave oxygen to my body
Provided mouth to mouth, CPR to my life
You encouraged me to be fearless
You helped me end my personal drought
Personality of the bull, who helped break this doubt

You sound so peaceful and look so beautiful
Your distance seems endless
You fight like a warrior
As I look at you, I begin to look into you
The countless lives living within you
To dive into your beauty
And have you swim in my thoughts
To have you cover me.

I’ve been lying to myself about the lies I kept hidden
Doing damage to myself and I despise the ******* feeling
And the red inside my eyes ain’t surprising if you with it
Cuz you either die a hero or surmise to be the villain
Or you lie to paint this image as you walk around pretending
And stressing about these problems that just seem are never ending
I’ve been lying to myself and honestly I’m so offended
I’m relying on some help I thought that I was independent
When being honest with yourself is a challenge in itself
Broken promises and searching for some balance and some help
And the pain you thought you felt is no comparison to hell
I’m dying deep inside, outside I’m doing well
But you probably couldn’t tell as I’m lying to your face
About all the pain I felt and I just probably needed space
Compulsive with the lies that I keep trying to embrace
I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t tired of this place