begin with a
disinfectant wipe
and wash your eyes
right off your face
(it might sting a little
but that's a small
price we all must pay
before we die)
next grind your
toenails down to a fine
sheen using only the
shower curtain
(it may take hundreds
of years and that's why
i'm telling you to
begin immediately)
let the roots of your
hair dig down into
the ground and slowly
bury your face
(at this point in the
procedure you may
pass out from lack of
air or lack of hope)
finally tattoo morse code
messages behind your ears
with a rusty safety pin and
old charcoal art pencils
(it doesn't matter what it
says because nobody can
read it back there nor
do they actually care to)
and submerge your
nose into isopropyl
rubbing alcohol just
to smell poisoned
but most importantly
of all when you begin
to experience pain so
intense you do not
have words with
which to describe it
always tell yourself
that nothing is real
n o t y o u
n o t a g o n y
n o t h i n g
i s r e a l.
then take down the
noose hanging in
the back of your closet
turn off the light and
fall into the deepest
sleep of your life
*(whether or not you're
real or not doesn't matter
it just matters what you're
telling yourself to stay alive.)
Copyright 8/13/16 by B. E. McComb
