Jade,
do you know how much you have changed me?
You have changed me so much,
and as you start to fade away, I have this conflicting feeling of if I want to remember it or not.
I connect you with the person I was before.

Jade,
Ill remember you when you pop into my dreams.
Ill remember you when theres nothing else to think about.
through sad old songs,
through poems and letters,
through grass and flowers,
Ill always remember you as my first love.

Respectfully shut the **** up
No one ******* cares about you
You’re ******* ******* *** can’t even stay in a relationship for a week before THEY breakup with you
You’re always switching up, yet saying I’m fake


You’re trying to prove me wrong but all you do is tell lies
Tell me again, who is talented and worthless
When all you do is run your mouth, you’re remorseless
If I were you, I’d be joining the circus
But maybe to them, that would be a disservice?

Respectfully, you don’t know what you’re talking about
I’ve changed
You don’t even acknowledge what you have done





SHUT THE **** UP YOU ******* ******* ***** THIS IS THE REASON WHY I BROKE UP WITH YOUR PERVERTED ***
YOURE THE REASON WHY NO ONE LIKES YOU
YOU ARE TRYING TO BE SO COOL FOR YOUR “SISTER”
YOURE ACTING LIKE YOU ARE SOOOOO COOL
YOURE ACTING LIKE ONE OF THE POPULAR KIDS
BRO IS JUST MAD BECAUSE YOU JUST WANT ME BACK
YOURE SO **** STUPID
I HAD TO GET YOU THROUGH A WHOLE CLASS
YOURE ACTING LIKE THE ******* ADULT WHEN IM THE MORE MATURE ONE
AT LEAST IM MAKING MONEY OFF OF OTHER PEOPLE INSTEAD OF MY FAMILY MEMBERS
AT LEAST I WASNT CAUGHT DOING A SUICIDE ATTEMPT
AT LEAST IM NOT ANNOYING TO THE POINT WHERE NO ONE WANTS TO HANG OUT WITH ME
******* IDIOT
YOU SAY YOURE NOT DEPRESSED ANYMORE BUT YOURE SURE ACTING LIKE AN ANGSTY TEEN
AT LEAST NOT EVERYONE CALLS ME A ****** OR A PIG
AT LEAST MY PARENTS LOVE ME

JUST THE **** UP FOR ONCE AND KYS
IM BEGGING YOU
THE WORLD WILL BE PEACEFUL IF YOU DID

Nudes, that's what you wanted me to send you
I didn't want to disappoint, so I sent them to you
I was only 11-12
I looked as small as a elf
You were high
Yet, your parents nor did anyone bat an eye
You were 13
I was dating a teen
Who made me feel like looks were what only mattered
You made my life shattered
Even more than it was already
To face the treatment I received
I was deceived
I thought you were going to treat me nice
But all you handed me was a piece of ice
Covered in a sugar coating
But it was slowly rotting
Since day one
You were that someone
That I truly loved
You were that person that I trusted

Nudes were all you wanted
To ****, were all you wanted
I was scared - uncomfortable
So all I put on the table
Was a photo of my upper body without my shirt and only my bra
It made me uncomfortable with just my bra
Though, I didn't want to disappoint
I wish that I could've made a point
That I was still young
Way too young
To do that

I've realized I committed a crime
Without getting a single dime
Out of it
I hated every single second of it
All I wanted was to be loved
And all you wanted was me to be ******
By you
You wanted me to be underneath you

You ***** *******
I keep thinking about it
All the moments
On all months
How did I like someone like you?
Someone as perverted like you?
You're disgusting
You're revolting
You're so lucky I haven't told your mother about anything you did and said
Now that I think about it, I should tell her about all the things you did and said
Your actions can make your life a living hell
And I'll make it even worse than hell
I hope your life becomes shattered
Just like you shattered
Mine.

The girl I used to be
Could never live without
The boy I thought you were

But now the woman I am
Can live without
The man I know you have become