#depress poems on Hello Poetry

enxch Jun 2018

I lowered my tone when I spoke to you,
I had chocolates today, chocolates that I dislike,
I laughed a lot recently, cracking stupid jokes,
I tried my best to be kind, even to strangers,
I craved for apple pie today those I usually hate,
I stopped bugging people, when I'm sad,
I learned how to be positive, by escaping,
I started drawing again because I miss it,
I walked alone on the street today, smiling like an idiot
I refused to get mad, because I shouldn't be

I'm trying my best

please
notice me

and help me

not feeling very well recently and here's just some of my thoughts, expressing them makes me feel a lot better; stay strong everyone

#sad #depress #scared #lonely #alone #empty #personal

Dheeraj Jun 2018

Darkness

The darkness is here
to engulf me in.
To chew me up,
to swallow me in.
It tied me in chains
as it swept around me whispering chaos,
Eclipsing the lights and shaping into my fears.
To see my stars,
I twist and I turn.
To free myself of the chains
is what I yearn.
Inch by inch the lights begin to fade
Now I'm in the darkness,
none to my aid.

#darkness #dark #hope #light #sad #depress #free

Uncrowned King Jun 2018

Midnight reverie

All I could hear was silence
And then everything went transparent
Your eyes got me stranded
They're in pain, i can't stand it
You said you were being haunted
By the memories you never wanted
Every word you bled was perfect
Your imperfections has always been worth it

To me

I wish you could understand it
I'm here for you even if I'm unwanted
You doubted
You regretted
You were distracted
I get it
I'm always the least expected
And I know I'll never be wanted

By you

Just a quick write. Just removing words from my head

#depress #deep #dark #unwanted #midnight #thoughts

Uncrowned King May 2018

N.m.

All the madness I have in me
You tamed it graciously

From blue
You turned everything into white

I'm full of hope now
But I still can't find peace

I have been thinking
Maybe you are the missing piece

But it is what it is
You were only here 'cause you needed to

I appreciate you
But you got your eyes on someone else

I don't mind really
Seeing you blissful is enough for me

Like how the moon and the stars
Has always been in the same night sky

But they have never indulged
They're just there to accompany each other

One way or another
There's no such thing as a silver lining

And that made me think
What is meant to happen to us

We're just meant to meet
But never to collide

But I would choose collision instead
I'd rather feel pain than to bleed dead

#hope #peace #depress

Angel Apr 2018

Anorexia

"Sweetheart, You lose so much weight"
"I'm fine mom, I've already ate"
Sedative words that can't extricate
Food, Is what I begun to hate.

Thin, Thin, Very Thin
Left with bones and waxen skin.
I'm famished but anxious of the kilos
Furtively eating with my eyes, Day by day this is how it goes.

Mirror, Mirror on the wall, can't you see?
What you show is demising me.
Every calorie is a conflagration
Stepping into the scale a redundant vexation.

Stand upon my reflection again
A fat *** is what I see, vociferating of my brain
makes me regurgitate in so much pain.
Drops of anesthetic mainlining my soul
numbers in the scale are reigning without control.

Flesh into ebbing, turning acrimony into cuts
throwing meals, when everyone shuts
All is left is my aweary bones
Still it whispers
"Not thin enough"

#anorexia #eatingdisorder #thin #skinny #depress #bingeeating #mirror

Crystal Mar 2018

Voices

My hands tremble
Im feeling weak
The blade cuts deeper
The blood starts to seep

I hear the voices
In side my brain

Echoing all around
They are what caused the pain

My hands tremble
I pull the gun to my head
It’s almost over
Just remember what they said

I hear the voices
All around
Crying and weeping
Because my blood is on the ground

It’s all over
No pain to be found
No voices here
No-one around

#cut #scars #depression #depressed #depress #scared #family #frightened #blade #cry

Crystal Mar 2018

Girl In The Shadows

She hides away
Away from the pain
But the shadows cant hide her forever
Shes trapped yet shes not.
She holds no power, she is at their mercy.
No on helps her,
She is all alone
Shes scared but shes sad,
No one notices her pain but they all notice her mistakes,
The cloud grows darker day by day until one day she makes it go away,
Who knew that the girl in the shadows was feeling this way.

#depress #depression #sad #shadows #depressed

Gabriel Mar 2018

Long-Term Promise

How to love you
If you got someone and I got mine
If my heart does not understand the circumstances
of forgotten touch.
Changing clothes baby I can't change no more
Lingering on the me I used to be
when i'm with you.
How our eyes look desperately
looking for answers to the wrongs
How the promises we once kept
turned to a vow that we never fulfilled .

wD

#love #depress #sorrow

eyna Mar 2018

Ang Huling Sandali

Pulang mga tinta ang gamit,
Pamamaalam ay nalalapit,
Handa ka na ba?
Isa,
Dalawa,
Pumikit ka!

Ang takot ay inalis!
Napalitan ito ng inis,
Inakap ang sarili,
Pilit nag-iisip ng mabuti.

Itutuloy ko ba?
O wag na?
Ano ba?!
Tama pa nga ba?

Bumilang muli ng isa hanggang tatlo,
Siguro nga ay tama na 'to,
Hawakan muli ang lubid,
Tama na ang pait!

Muling ginamit ang pulang tinta,
Tama na ang aking paghihirap, sinta,
Hanggang dito na lamang,
‘Wag nang hanapin pa ang mga letrang kulang,
Ito ang kwento ng aking paglisan,
Dito ko na ibaba ang aking mga pasan.
Paalam.

Ginawa ko itong tulang 'to noong mga panahon na nakararanas ako ng matinding kalungkutan at gustong-gusto ko ng wakasan ang aking paghihirap pero sa kabila nito, nakita ko ang kagandahan ng mundo, ng buhay. Masaya ang mabuhay, sobra. Kaya't bangon na!

#tagalog #kalungkutan #depressed #depress #pagbangon