Now that I have  been thinking about it over my sleep,
I think you are kinda like ice cream,
you are like ice cream on a very hot summer day.
you keep melting away,
but I keep taking you back,
putting you back up in the freezer.
Trying to make you like before,
at least I think I do,
but I keep losing parts of you,

Some parts of you that I love,
So tell me should I stop freezing you back
Taking you back?

Smile, Love; Break again
The same way again
The same ending again
Make mistakes; Last chance again
Get up again
Get up out of bed again
Be happy; Love again
I'll give you a chance,
To let me love again
To feel my heart dance,
Because if I never stopped
Never stopped loving you,
There's never an again to feel that...

I don't feel anything.
I believe what you say of me.
Her I am, feeling again.

What
Have you done
But tear me apart
Little tiny pieces
Of my broken heart
A day
An hour
A second
A year
Darling
It's useless
This irrational fear
I've been waiting
For relief
From the pain
But all
You do
Is hurt me again

Your smile made my heart happy.
Your laugh made my heart dance.
The way you looked at me made my heart want to leap out of my chest because my love for you was too much to contain.
You were amazing and I wanted nothing more than to spend the rest of my life feeling the warmth of you pressed against me.

Sometimes your eyes turned black and you were no longer him...

Your harsh words would make my heart sad.
Your angry voice would make my heart still and frightened.
The way you looked at me brought tears to my eyes.
I would try to hide them because no one wants a weepy sensitive girl.

Your eyes turned black in front of me for the last time the day you didn't see me anymore, i became just this thing in your way.
The ****** of your hands on my chest as I went flying into the wall.
I hate that I still love you and my heart is shattered.
I now want nothing more than to disappear.