i love you so dearly but you are dying me blue from the tips of my toes to the tears you make me cry i know you’re too clueless to understand the emotions of a hopeless romantic like me but i hope you can understand one day that i am doing this because i love you too much. for so long i never understood why people left the ones they loved “Why do such a silly thing to yourself?” I would ask the stars accompanying venus but now i understand that the silly thing would be to stay because as much as i love you i need to love me too. so for now i’ll sail my ship far away and maybe one day you’ll grow up as i did and love me as a love you. and it pains me to say this this pain is like no other i would rather take a bullet straight through my head but we all have to make sacrifices and so now i will take a bullet straight through my heart goodbye. ~ you know who you are. i love you too much to stay. i hope you can forgive me but for now let me forgive myself.~
The far space is closing along a band of trees, peelings of shadowy rind exposing ghostly hues. All around the air is flammable, until the setting sun a burning bush turns ashen.
Strange mood around this monolithic rock that some folks fear. Overlong we have waited presenting our sacrifices. yet not a breath of wind stirs as we chant and seeds take root.
A strange spirit leaps into our midst and all around there is a quick intake of breath. Piercing movement collapses in upon itself as it whispers though our pores. Rhythms strange insistent beat, a driving force whirls through our bloodstream, its slow sensuous movements lead us into dreams. Attached ghost, your haunting aria spins in ethereal mist transposing meditation. Someone has put a hole in our language and now as we look with hazy speculation upon the book with tiny red stitches we remain baffled, turning it round and round looking at all the foreign symbols, but it cannot be deciphered. Only the creatures of the forest remember; Mid-Summer nights, the sound of magical flutes and the bells of dancing nymphs. Only they understand the gifts that Gaia bestows. Only they remember the Wisdom Of The Faun.
One day she will turn to you And ask you Do you still love me And a million things will rush through your mind A question whose answer seemed so obvious Now leaves you speechless
There's a lie in your mouth But your conscience won't let it out You don't want to break her heart either With the truth But sooner or later you know Everything will be evident
It's no fault of hers That you've changed this much It isn't because she stopped caring Or snapped at you last week It is because seasons change And she's still like sweet lemonade to you But lemon is not your favourite anymore You'd rather go for hot chocolate Or ice tea instead
This love you once had Has now developed cracks They will break and cut her Today or tomorrow You need to let her go Before you break her Free her of the imminent pain Before it's too late Let her go.
Sometimes sacrifices are Necessary in order to climb The monumental ladder of life Enemies to attack you out of spite Fight night just around the corner Are you ready for the opponent? Shaken but not stirred my views On daily living all taken in at once The ones that say they'll be there Can stab you in your trust with Their rusty pulse can't slow down now..