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Rose Jul 2014
I think about you everyday and I know you think I'm insane. you're the reason I take those pills when I can't sleep and you're the reason I don't wake up in the morning and gag when I eat and I still feel the way you touched my heart (what's left of it) and I remember how you felt pushing into me like the wind blowing a cloud with such force and comfort and is it bad i remember the way your nails looked and the way the hair peekabooed out of your nose like a hare in a hole and your arms soft and strong when you wrapped yourself around me like a boa constrictor with its prey
but let that not be just a metaphor for the way that you held me, I mean you squeezed the life out of me with your anger and jealousy, you used me and ate what was left of the security I thought I had. If you hadn't killed me when you left I wouldn't miss you so bad. You took parts of me I didn't know Id miss, you took parts of me I didn't know I had. You gave me a new name and bad habits. Now I smoke when I think of you and I miss sharing a cigarette with you in the car like we didn't have a **** in the world. We were lonely sinners that no one cared about. Who'd give a **** about the couple that cut each other and snuck out at midnight to make love and lied our ***** off because we didn't have anything better to do. Partners in crime, slowly killing ourselves, slowly killing each other.
I kept the paper flowers you made me because I ******* hate you five months later
Rose Jul 2014
You reminded me about the promise I made the night i was gonna jump and let my problems fly away,
I swore I'd never try that again and I told you tonight that I've been known to break everything I swear to keep,
Like your heart
I promised to keep it whole and we both walked away incomplete.
I don't know why it is but commitment scares me.
That's why I fail suicide and that's why I still question my life
And I push away people who care about me because god knows love is just as scary as committing to living.
  Jun 2014 Rose
Vivian Ienello
Come here darling ‘cause I feel all so alone without you, my life crumbling like a sandcastle getting hit by the forceful waves screaming out your name. You’ve cleared the mess from chest, the mess from my head your beauty is the only thing keeping me sane. Lost in the woods you have found me you’re what I always wanted to be but failed. The love you give me is like nothing else, so come here darling I feel so lost without you

Lost, lost, lost, (fading out)

If only you knew what it’s like in this ******* awful mind, thinking all the time,

you make me sane, darling. Sane sane sane sane.

You came in not knowing you left the door open, letting the wind take you I hear you screaming my name as you fade out, I’ve been so lost without you darling, so lost lost lost lost lost (fading out).
Rose Jun 2014
Quarter moons

Won’t ever be the same

Since the night we kissed

Under the moonlight rays.

It’s no longer just a half moon phase

It’s half of my heart that I gave away.
Rose Jun 2014
When I tried to bring my thumbs to type to you
They trembled and ******
Because even my own hands knew better than to try to reach you again.
Rose Jun 2014
The blade broke against my skin
Because the only thing stronger than my heart
Is my flesh.
Take this any way you want.
Rose Jun 2014
Taste the cigarette on my breath and feel the way it's destroying my lungs slowly
Just like you do every time you look at me,
I forget how to breathe,
And between the two of you
I'll be dead soon.
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