in the summer there was moon lit love hitting fast like lightning and disappeared like the morning dew
in the fall there was gentle love but friendships startled which caused the leaves to fall and branches to break
in the winter there was snowy car rides listening to playlists and childish love but passionate enough to spark a flame and heat up the chill of the air
it's spring and so far I've had an infinite loving of zero
I'm often faced with the question "why don't you just take medicine?"
Zoloft Prozac Lexapro Paxil
do they take away the memories or replace the words slipping through their mouths? do they stop the fluttering of thoughts racing around my tired brain? do those tiny capsules create apologies or never said goodbyes? do they stop my thoughts at the late hours of the night? do the scars on my wrists magically disapear? do they erase the images of every bad thing that's ever happened? do they suddenly make me good enough for everyone I wasn't?