𝓟𝓲𝔂𝔂𝓪

𝓟𝓲𝔂𝔂𝓪 May 2018

It hurts me so much
That it was so sudden

It hurts me so much
That I needed you so bad

It hurts me so much
To hug myself and say it's okay

It hurts me so much
That I can't forget the sweetness of you

Everything was true
Until that day
It was out of the blue
Didn't know that I'm hurting you

It's okay
That's what I say
Till I fell asleep in tears
Hoping you'll hear it in ears

#asleep #tears #hurting #hoping #sudden

𝓟𝓲𝔂𝔂𝓪 Feb 2018

2 days in a row

I'm glad you came
I was happy
Truly happy

Until the day
You said clearly
You didn't come for me

This is sad
Pathetic
What did I do to deserve this

#pathetic #sad #deserves #clearly #come

𝓟𝓲𝔂𝔂𝓪 Jan 2018

Hanging

I'm scared
But I had to ask
Before I regret
Before your next flight

It takes courage
For me to say it
To hide this shame
To accept the pain

Your answer
It leaves me hanging
Again
I'm hanging

Hoping to die
So soon

This pain
That makes me feel alive

Loving you
What makes me feel human

Kissing you
May ease the pain inside

I miss you
If only you feel the same

#feel #miss #kiss #love #pain #hanging #flight

𝓟𝓲𝔂𝔂𝓪 Jan 2018

Wasn't a dream

Again
I'm wasted all over again

Hoping
It is just a dream

Too bad
Too bad it wasn't

Maybe it's true
When they told me

That you're fake
You just wanna play games

Stupid
I really am

I let you in
Gave you all of me

Again I hope
It is just a dream

Because the love I gave
Are true , true , true

How could you
Why me

#dream #true #fake #why #gave

𝓟𝓲𝔂𝔂𝓪 Jan 2018

Black lips

You're like the wind
You're cold
It's cruel

I don't wanna miss you
But the weather
Forces me to

I never wanna hurt you
But you're hurting me too
Like a tattoo

My black lips
Praying so hard
Hoping that I'll hate you

Like you hate me
But our sweet scenes
That's all I remember

I hate me
Like you hate me
Anyone, help me!

#selfhate #help #love #hate #relationship

𝓟𝓲𝔂𝔂𝓪 Jan 2018

The saddest part

They told the others
To talk to HIM
Tell HIM everything
Each and every single day

They also told em
To ask from HIM
Everything and
Anything

They said that
HE listens
HE knows
HE knew
HE sees
HE saw

The saddest part
Of all was
They said that
HE'S Close
How close
I don't know

Turn to the mirror
Look at yourself
Ask you, yourself
How close you are to

HIM

#him #close #ask #told #yourself

𝓟𝓲𝔂𝔂𝓪 Jan 2018

Can't even imagine

Yes
It's Cold

Still covering myself
In a thick blanket

A mug of
Hot chocolate would be nice

Having you
Next to me would have been better

I wondered
Have you ever think of
Me at this kind of moment

Touching your skin
Gives me comfort

Having you close
Makes my heart feels ease

Looking at your smile
Never been better

Most of the time
I'm scared

Can't even imagine
How's my days

Without you
In it

#days #without #you #cold #would #imagine #scared