As we converse from across the room
While only using our eyes,

My heart is pounding, my knees are weak,
I'm red from cheek to cheek,

Still glued to this chair,
Trying to get there,

With you I rather be,
If only I could muster the strength to talk to what I see,

Could it be you or deja vu?
I guess I'll never know,

I'm still looking at you from across the room,
Thinking what am I to do,

Instead of making my move,
I'm afraid to fail,
I watch you walk away,

To bad for me,
I surely see, the ship has finally sailed

During our courtship I gave you my best,
        Exhibiting a dote that would never rest,

Tardy nights on the phone to hear your smile,
         Wanting to verbalize more than a while,

I've never had the valor to apportion my heart,
         Fear that the love would some how depart,

Today I concede to the feelings I possess,
         A blessing from God- and nothing no less,

I ken that he has been good to me,
         Confessions of my fears have set me free,

For this- I vow to cherish and love,
Through sickness, health and all of the above,

Changing my ways to think that I can,
          Revised my thinking from boy to Man.

For this I Love You

Eager to write to express the love words,
Not afraid to be criticized by regs or nerds,
Putting the words down to see if there fine,
Making many changes line by line,

Posting and watching minute by minute,
Checking reviews to see what's in it,
Eager to write from hurt or sorrow,
Anticipating what's in store tomorrow,

Thoughts of should I post or shall I wait,
What does it matter they don't validate,
Eager to write from joy or pain,
Entered my login to do it again,

If I were writing for someone to like
There's always Facebook- another website,
Here is a little something about me,
I write for the joy where I'm free.

If only one kiss from my dearest lips,
I'd sail the seven seas,

Dig down deep just to take a peek,
It's with you I'd rather be,

If only one kiss from my dearest lips,
my love will always be true,

I surrender my heart and give you my Love,
In hopes this story ends with you.

Spread love like an infectious disease,
To rid malice, strife and negativity with ease,
Let your light shine like the summers rays,
Embracing your fellow man creating better days,
For starters pay it forward without acknowledgement or compensation,
Spread this germ generously and watch the loving mutation.

Love Wins…..

Staring starry eyed at a screen wondering if I'd ever hold you in my arms,
What a dream,
As the minutes turned into hours and no respond,
Still I dream,
I sit and I stare starry eyed at a screen,
With hopes of someday that this dream will come true,

Staring starry eyed at a screen with a dream of things that I’d do,
For starters, I'd have you take your arms and tie me up to all of your love.  
When I look at your saccharine smile,
I envision the smooth creamy taste of a dream of having you as my own.

Together we'd plant the seed deep down beneath the soil of our soul, where the roots of our love would expand from our hearts and stretch to infinity and beyond.*

*Staring starry eyed at a screen, as if I was hypnotized by the spiral of your joy.
I sit and I stare, as my heart beats as loud as the roaring thunder, I feel the drips of hope splashing down my face. You are Peace, I am harmony, and together we will apportion our Love, but for now I patiently sit and I stare.

I dare to dream of unthinkable things,
which are definitely beyond my means,
to escape to a place,
but never explored,
the beauty of you,
the one I adore,
to relinquish the feeling,
in need of healing,
wondering thoughts of where you are,
desperate measures,
simple pleasures,
still, I dream of those unthinkable things,
beyond my reach and yet ------- still I dream,

Barbie the doll with her own home,
         Lots of friends and a guy of her own,
She has a Tele a car and a pool,
         Lots of accessories and her clothes are cool,

The fairytale life of glamour and fashion,
         A pretty doll for a girl who lives in mansion,

Soon to be lost among the toys,
         The day will come when the girl choose boys,

Look at her on the floor in the room,
          With her head detached in the path of the broom,

Not taken care of and left behind,
       Because the little girl finds love and looses her mind,

Take the time to remember your toys,
          The times you forgot them over the boys.