mori walts: Poems

Jun 2016 · 743

my wrists

mori walts Jun 2016

my wrists

REAL WORLD NO THEORY
BIG DREAMMOEBIUS STORY

2013

#spelling

Jun 2016 · 1.1k

instructions in free, rhythmic, conversational & parenthetic forms

mori walts Jun 2016

instructions in free, rhythmic, conversational & parenthetic forms

i am that
empty space provided
to people when
sitting, tense
and anxious
cant come to conclusions
this place is
dense
not stopping to wonder
reasons
a wicked past tense
keeps lingering on
despite the present

laying awake last evening
sleepless jittering
attacked by images
of sole responsibility
deep holograms
of reasoning
when groundlessness
distracts
from getting your needs met

ab/stra/cted
big/pic/ture
up/close/and
far/too/vi/vid
just/loose/threads
in/stan/ces
con/stant/drea/ming/di/stra/ctions:

"what are you doing?"
"im writing a poem"
"what are you doing?"
"im building a home"
"what are you doing?"
"im being alone"

(to make some sense some times is lucky)
(some way to survive is coming.)

probably from 2013. found 6/15/16

#cyborg

May 2016 · 667

while smiling

mori walts May 2016

while smiling

when i look @ youu
i see you are li-ek meee
u'v seen enough of loooonely time
to have an appetite to keep appreecitaaating
times i'v seen your smiiiiiile
inside the silence that we keeeeeeep
i know the times are different than wheeeeeeeen
the silence kept me under sheeeeeeetsss.

can you blame
anyone
for the turn
over rate
of the thoughts
in their brain
life is pain
life is pain

iii lllooovvveee yyyooouuu
for smiiiiiiii8iiiiiiiilin
iii lllooovvveee you
for smiiiiiiii8iiiiiiiilin
iiilllooovvveee you
forsmiiiiiiii8iiiiiiiilin
i love you
for sm88888888lin

can you blame
anyone
for the turn
over rate
of the thoughts
in their brain
life is strange
life is strange

iii lllooovvveee yyyooouuu
for smiiiiiiii8iiiiiiiilin
iii lllooovvveee you
for smiiiiiiii8iiiiiiiilin
iiilllooovvveee you
forsmiiiiiiii8iiiiiiiilin
i love you
for sm88888888lin

can you blame
anyone
for the turn
over rate
of the thoughts
in their brain
life is gr8
life is gr8<3

its the courage
to fail
and the courage
to change
its the thought
it entails
and the silence
exchanged

^_^ ~*

while smiiiiiiii8iiiiiiiilin
while smiiiiiiii8iiiiiiiilin

2013-2016
read at:
the speed you scroll through sites that constantly pull up old content the further you go.
not meant to be read at literacy speed but impression speed.
don't worry your brain will tween between the keyframes of word and concept recognition *~_^

#friendship #smile #silence #song #infinity #internet

May 2016 · 456

normal

mori walts May 2016

normal

normal is some middle between many extremes

can point to it only relatively

is it a word to say / to say something you mean

if you use it in winter, will it use you in spring?

May 2016 · 609

wink

mori walts May 2016

wink

wanting to jump into the next escape pod
( wondering when i learned words )
pushing buttons and

seat belt strapped in
the word for this is drive
and it matters, where I am going
it matters, I'm alive

~_^

escape changes shape
directions, destinations
aren't they sometimes the same thing

it matters,
I'm alive

#death #alive #happiness #mentalhealth

May 2016 · 577

How I Like To

mori walts May 2016

How I Like To

I want strawberries,
dirt,
water,
sun,

glaciers, somewhere
and rain
storms other places

yeah, I want some
of your space-time and
also I am willing
to take it

but only if you also want strawberries
too

#fragment

May 2016 · 546

magnet

mori walts May 2016

magnet

the momentum of excess
everything; extra
bedding, know-how,
fear of, weight
turn around,
too late to stop,
flat on your
face

it takes time to learn
the art of leaning in
letting energy whorl
while changing direction
to achieve that boost
that comes with the spin

I know I've performed
beautiful tricks
inspiring life
risk-taking-ness
to the benefit of those looking, but
in my own life,
am I seeing what I have done for me?
is the method with which I receive
working

the other inside me is demagnetizing

.

#personal

May 2016 · 1.0k

5150

mori walts May 2016

5150

you are authentic
you are authoring truth
you are your story
but you're telling it, too

it is clear to me
you have work to do
but please,
write me in
when that chapter
is through

lullaby to soothe thoughts while closing doors because the house was built for specific shapes . author ; authorship ; authority

#loss #power #healing #psychology #authority #institutions #authorship

Apr 2016 · 1.9k

seven

mori walts Apr 2016

seven

is a # ... read : abstract
concept

to place limits ... read : abstract
concept

on infinity ... read : object
existing.

To count the colors in a rainbow,
Or to catch a rainbow,
Or to describe a rainbow,

You forfeit perfect vision.

Diagnosis : become knocked off of your feet
Forget gravity
Look at a drop of water Up Close In the Sunlight
Kiss it
Drink
Refract light when you feel full
and round

#love #trust #gay #queer #rainbow #recovery #multiculturalism

Apr 2016 · 1.8k

mirror neurons

mori walts Apr 2016

mirror neurons

it's not safe to love

but it's more fun than hate -

it's not easy to love

but ,

you do become brave

#love #fear #fun #*** #mirror #ptsd #identity #**** #trauma #nikkei

Apr 2016 · 19.1k

camp, drag, gay, labels, hashtags, names, call me maybe

mori walts Apr 2016

camp, drag, gay, labels, hashtags, names, call me maybe

ME?
I am like a riddle
WRITTEN
but
UNREADABLE.
unless
you
know
that
ENDINGS
are
BEGINNINGS.
then
you
know me
as
{INFINITY}

#gay #transgender #math #drag #identity #infinity #camp #nikkei

Apr 2016 · 1.6k

Value

mori walts Apr 2016

Value

Into a bow, I folded
paper wakame
and ate it.
Intentionally.

Compulsive behaviors include :
Ingredients such as :
relativity ,
perspective

taught me how to turn
something flat
three-dimensional
and visa-versa.
The Unfamilliar, not-yet-integrated
uncertain if it could be capitalized on,
forms of existing
somehow gathered shame
exposure
sexuality
erasure
childhood memory
determination
in tasting.
I would like my appetite back
when you are finished evaluating

Above the water horizon,
where none of us can see,
everything is different.
:
I can't believe I keep forgetting.

It's springtime in Santa rosa california. This website feels like livejournal in the 90s before I quit the Internet. Circles been drawn again and I feel capable in general, grateful, generous and well. Look at that letter "g" go.

#depression #food #queer #goth #moody #asian #tesseract #identityerasure #nikkei #hypercube

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