ive got me shovel
and ill ***** some more dirt
into this hole
but there is no bottom

You haven't replied to
The letters I've written
because
I haven't sent them

Throw my hood up
get the **** away from me
No don't wanna talk about what's wrong
(Is it going to be okay)
Slam the door to let them know
How upset I am and now
Its off its hinge
and I'm off to binge
that will show them
give the finger
from the back of 911

I listen to your music
it makes me feel closer to you
and calms me down
since you've gone
I'll do it until I'm dead
god knows when the ****
that will be

my hand could pass
through the table
if I pressed hard enough
my feet
through the floor
I just want to melt
until I disappear

Past me was an *******
He didn't care that future self
would be miserable
selfish ****
I want to trade places
with that *******

i'm too sad to write today
idk if i want to keep breathing or not