K603: Poems

Apr 2014 · 243

Fever

K603 Apr 2014

Fever

Lovers are weapons,
But love is a wound.
That boy of yours is a
wound...

Fever by Lauren Destefano

Apr 2014 · 351

Almost

K603 Apr 2014

Almost

I fell in love with you

The End

#love #end #fell

Apr 2014 · 231

Untitled

K603 Apr 2014

Untitled

I'll give you my heart.
Take all the love you need.

I'll give and give
But if you break me.

Ill take all that you have.
*and then some

#love #pain #loss #betrayal #hurt #take

Apr 2014 · 410

April 19, 2014

K603 Apr 2014

April 19, 2014

First we wake up.
In the same bed I followed you too.
You picked me up in that big jeep,
I have to run and jump into.

Today I will climb into your jeep,
the big one with big tires.

I will make you climb in along with me and Ill drive and stall out all over.
Ill drive it down the road, to the farm.
And when I get frustrated with it you'll tell me it's okay.
You'll hold my hand and help me shift from the passenger side.

Ill enjoy these moments the ones I love.
They will be my pull my push.
Because I know, and it pains me to think that Monday I must go back to the hell in witch I reside.

At 4 a.m I'll crawl from the bed...
Until Thursday my dear

At least that's how I hope it will go.
How I want it to turn out.
But who knows what will come.
How this will all pan out.

#love #hope #pre-plan

Apr 2014 · 205

The Sound of Silence is a Stone Falling

K603 Apr 2014

The Sound of Silence is a Stone Falling

Hey you hear that?

No...

That was what it sounded like when you left me.
When you dropped me like a stone.
When you left...

I heard nothing
the door closed and all the lights faded out.

Now I hear see feel
Nothing

#love #pain #loss #hurt

Apr 2014 · 2.2k

NoRmAl

K603 Apr 2014

NoRmAl

What is "normal"
Can you tell me?
Because I know everyone around me tries so hard
to be this "normal"

Why be normal?
You want to be that copy?
That fake thing that walks the streets?

I have yet to see the "perfect copy" or the "normal"
So stop trying.
Try something New
Be yourself.

Be your Normal

#life #happy #fun #normal #live

Apr 2014 · 516

wanted

K603 Apr 2014

wanted

You'll never need to want my love. You already have it, you've had it all along.

Apr 2014 · 1.3k

New life

K603 Apr 2014

New life

I sit here in a cafe drinking my coffee
I see the green already growing
the new life nature is already spreading.
But I see no other people one else
No point today as there will be none tomorrow

#life #startover

Apr 2014 · 263

What You think you know

K603 Apr 2014

What You think you know

You don't known...
What I've been through
My struggles
What I'm going through
You don't know me.

You don't know who I am
Where I've been
The things I know.

What you think you know...
*is all wrong

Apr 2014 · 264

Waste

K603 Apr 2014

Waste

Perhaps I am just wasting my time again.
I look back and see all that I could have done if it weren't for my foolish young self
Believe it when they say young love is a waste...
I did not...

Too soon we must all grow up
so until then young lovers make haste
Be careful
Young love...
*Is A Waste

#love, #teenagers, #loss

Apr 2014 · 333

Hold Tight

K603 Apr 2014

Hold Tight

I hold on tight
But I know you'll go anyways

My grip will loosen
And you're slipping through my fingers
Again

#love, #loss

Apr 2014 · 1.0k

Living vs. Surviving

K603 Apr 2014

Living vs. Surviving

I want to live
Not just survive.
But when I'm barley surviving
Can I afford to live.

#live

#world #in #alive #stay #to #how #crumbling

Apr 2014 · 199

Something New

K603 Apr 2014

Something New

I tried something new today,
It's called
Writi...

I'll finish that at some point...just not today

#writing, #poetry

Apr 2014 · 197

Eyes

K603 Apr 2014

Eyes

Go on
Just let it all go

Close your eyes
Clear it all...
Think of nothing
Let it all escape,
run right out and through you.
Till there is nothing left.
Now look at your heart...
Clear that too

Now let *go

#pain, #release,

Apr 2014 · 149

Hope and the Last Few days

K603 Apr 2014

Hope and the Last Few days

I've learned a few things in the past few days,
I've come to realize one thing quite clearly.

It's hopeless.

#hopeless, #doomed, #nothing left, #loss

Apr 2014 · 1.0k

Tv's lights and a ceiling fan

K603 Apr 2014

Tv's lights and a ceiling fan

What would it be like...
Would it turn off like a television does
or maybe
more like a light goes out?
How about a fan,
slowly spinning to a stop.
What would it be like
To Turn it Off?

If I could just turn my life off,
to change it all completely.
To just stop and let it all go out
like a bulb when it bursts.
The nothingness of a black screen,
the slowness of a fan spinning to a halt...

What would it be like,
To Turn it All Off.

#lonely #pain #death #sleep #nothing #gone

Apr 2014 · 274

Dust

K603 Apr 2014

Dust

She got the radio up,
She got the windows down,
No she won't look back
Ain't no stopping her,
Ain't no stopping her now...

She's got the pedal to the floor in that hand-me-down Ford
Yeah, the only thing that's left to do
Is Catch a couple green light and those baby blue eyes
Are leaving nothing in the rearview
But dust, nothing but dust,
Dust, nothing but dust

-Dust by Eli Young Band

#song, #moving on

Apr 2014 · 1.2k

Driving

K603 Apr 2014

Driving

I drive past all these places, I'll never see.

#driving, #unrest, #adventure

Apr 2014 · 188

Discovery

K603 Apr 2014

Discovery

Discover...
What did you discover?
I discovered the world is unkind to those who are
Things are taken from those who only give
People hurt the ones they love the most
There is hope but very little
The good only comes with the bad
Too much is bad
Too much hurts
Too much...

How much will be enough,
before the fracture snaps and ends it all.

#pain, #discovery, #hope, #loss, #time, #pain, #depression

Apr 2014 · 1.1k

Breathing

K603 Apr 2014

Breathing

I've found a strange calmness
In each breath I don't take

#life, #death, #breath

Apr 2014 · 593

This little House

K603 Apr 2014

This little House

This little house
We looked at it today
Three levels with a garage
A light blue with shingles on the roof
Shutters that were neat and tidy
Inside Dark wood floors and cabinets
Windows everywhere, large and small

We bought this little house
It is now our home
I love our room, dark everything with a large bed
But the best part is the widows...
Large it faces the sun, into the forest
A symbol of greater things to come

This little house
Is our home
Sanctuary
Our begging

#love #home #windows #strange #new #house

Apr 2014 · 279

Comes and Goes (in waves)

K603 Apr 2014

Comes and Goes (in waves)

"This is for the ones who stand
For the ones who try again
For the ones who need a hand
For the ones that think they can"
- Greg Laswell

#song

Apr 2014 · 487

One last Time

K603 Apr 2014

One last Time

Goodbye
     my hopeless
            dream
Goodbye
    my hopeless
           everything

                 Now I'm at peace

#loss, #death, #saveing

Apr 2014 · 305

The Between

K603 Apr 2014

The Between

In the between...
between happiness and sadness
love and hate
between friend and foe
when a lover...
lets go
just before the fall
when you hit the ground

In the between there is nothing
a numb
a blackness that lasts a moment
We wonder was it worth it?
If you should get stuck in the between
find a way out
there is danger...it's unseen

So hurry and pick a side
go for happy that's where love resides
if you jump do so quickly, and crash down hard
get up and dust off faster than you fell
Find your way out follow the light
someone is waiting just on the other side

Apr 2014 · 253

The Stolen

K603 Apr 2014

The Stolen

I hold a stolen love
I hold a stolen heart
I hold a stolen life
I hold the stolen
I hold it all very tight
I hold it with regret

I hold my life...

Apr 2014 · 302

Before the Sun

K603 Apr 2014

Before the Sun

3 a.m
I've beaten the sun again
I quietly make my way around the room
Gathering my things
You lay totally covered

Blankets wrapped around you in a cold room
I want to crawl back into our warm bed
Back your arms
Back to our love

To peal back the covers and just sleep
pull them tightly over us
while you hold me tighter
...
But it's 3 a.m again
And I must beat the sun

#love #sad #regret #leaving

Mar 2014 · 298

Untitled

K603 Mar 2014

Untitled

There is a force
A strong one
Keeps me grounded
Puts sense into my head when I have none
Leads
But not from in front of me
From beside me
Letting me go and come
Holding me tight
But not suffocating me
Fixing things that are broken
Giving me hope
When there is none
Finding the light
When there is only darkness

#love #friendship #twopeople

Mar 2014 · 14.1k

Affection

K603 Mar 2014

Affection

Every person you meet, see, talk to, give a single thought to is going to affect you. So don't give thought to those who are not worth it. But keep the ones you give thought to close, hold them tight, cherish them. Because they think about you to.

#people #affection

Mar 2014 · 170

Poems

K603 Mar 2014

Poems

Let's write a poem together
Of life and love
Of failure and success
Of things seen and unknown
Of hope and despair

You pick a word
Then Ill pick a word
You pick another
And so will I

Soon it will come together
Let us write

Mar 2014 · 1.8k

Insanity

K603 Mar 2014

Insanity

Love is insanity...
The acceptable kind in todays society

Mar 2014 · 197

One slip

K603 Mar 2014

One slip

Two Birds with One Stone...
Now you've Missed
and They've Flown Home

Mar 2014 · 268

A poem for you

K603 Mar 2014

A poem for you

Here's a poem just for you
I was going to write for two

To speak of our love,
How great it felt
to hold your hand.
Kiss your lips...

But all we do it fight fight fight...
What happens when you hit that point
Of not caring of being numb....

You see the good, but say the bad
You tell me the bad...trying to make me perfect
Perfect...how silly....
I thought I was perfect
for you

I remember you sang I was perfect for you.
You perfect for me.

How silly of me.

Don't worry dear I'm perfect...
Ill do what is needed

To be perfect for me.

If you ever see this...I still love you but your crushing me

Mar 2014 · 306

A Circle

K603 Mar 2014

A Circle

Days and Weeks
Months and Years...
Seconds and Minuets
Hours and Days
What a cycle...

Mar 2014 · 163

If wishes came true

K603 Mar 2014

If wishes came true

I wish I could write
I wish you could see

I wish I could talk
I wish you'd listen

I wish for a lot
You...wish not

Mar 2014 · 240

Directions

K603 Mar 2014

Directions

Take a step back
Look what you've done.
Is it worth remembering?
Did you go about your life how you wanted?
Was it what you wanted,
Or did you let other sway you.
Push you in all the wrong directions...

Mar 2014 · 333

Who Needs Saving

K603 Mar 2014

Who Needs Saving

I was loyal
I was brave
I was kind
I was not the one
Who was saved

I loved you
I was fair
I thought you loved me
You pushed and pushed
I kept coming back

I tried and tried
You push and push
Now it's all cracked
My heart is cold almost black
Now here I stand

Alone at last
You left me here
I was loyal
I am brave
I will strike out on my own

You need saving
No one will help you
I tried and tried
Turns out
I needed to be saved from you

Mar 2014 · 404

Here I lay

K603 Mar 2014

Here I lay

I wish you were here
I wish you were near
You've already crawled from my bed
Already said all there is to be said
I felt you leave
You pulled back the covers ever so gently
Then set them back
I heard your cloths rumple as you pulled them on

You stopped and paused for just a moment
Paused by the door
My heart raced and I prayed for more
Then the handle creeked in your hands
So did the floorboards
You walked slow and steady
Not quite sure of your own steps

But you took that last one
Right off my front step

Mar 2014 · 525

What you deserve

K603 Mar 2014

What you deserve

How long has it been?
I've lost track already...
It feels like its been an eternity.
But it's still not long enough
And it never will be.

It will take forever
for me to show you
the love
You deserve.

Feb 2014 · 195

the coming storm

K603 Feb 2014

the coming storm

It's cold outside
It's cold in here too
I feel it seeping in
It grows and grows
Spreading into my toes...
You aren't helping
You're too far away to keep me warm
The snow keeps falling
An oncoming storm

Feb 2014 · 214

Beginning and ending

K603 Feb 2014

Beginning and ending

Is this the beginning
Or is it the end?
There are no ways to tell
Where are the signs
They should point over there

Im lost
In and Out
I turn in circles
What was
What is
What will be

Either way Ill go left
Ill go right? Strait...
But there is no way back...

Is it the beginning
Or the end?

Feb 2014 · 210

I'm Still

K603 Feb 2014

I'm Still

I reach and pull
with outstretched fingers I grasp
almost
I try and try
but not quite
I am lonely
Come home, hold me like you always do
Cradle me in bed
Stoke my head once again

I'm still reaching and pulling
Trying to get a hold on this feeling
Of not being whole or spinning
Falling out of control
I'll sit on our bed and wait
I draw and read
I try to stay occupied

But I draw you
I read of you
You are everywhere
Swirling in my brain
Every memory every thought
Every feeling and touch

So I'll just wait for you to come home
Come home and fill the hole that is here
The quiet and empty of our room

Feb 2014 · 224

A And

K603 Feb 2014

A And

There       is       an    I
and      A      we
      A         you         and         who?
A        we         and          an    us
         A    her    and    A      him
A     love    and
      A      lust

Feb 2014 · 287

Rules

K603 Feb 2014

Rules

Forgive
and
Forget

Live
and don't
Regret

Strive
and
Thrive

Fight
just to
Stay *alive

Feb 2014 · 606

Freedom

K603 Feb 2014

Freedom

Freedom
Is a curse

Freedom
Is not really free

Freedom
Is an illusion

Of what must be?

Freedom
Is just out of grasp...

Freedom...
Is that last breathe before it is all is to collapse

Feb 2014 · 515

Limp

K603 Feb 2014

Limp

Who is that girl
That one there
With blond hair
With freckles and grey eyes...
Who is she and why does she stare?
There is nothing to look at
Nothing to bare

Who is that girl
She stands there
All tall and proud
But I see the hurt
See the pain
Her eyes are bright but are beginning to dull
Worn out from years of hurt
She only flinches slightly when a voice is raised now
She no longer cowers
At the sight of a belt or other objects
She stands there
Just a little limp
She will smile laugh and cry
But she still wilts a little, a little limp

Who is that girl...
*In the mirror

Feb 2014 · 306

Dear

K603 Feb 2014

Dear

Dear friend
I hope you have a good day
I hope you go far
I hope you don't fade away

Dear lover...
You were my friend only a moment ago
How far will this go?
Come lay in my bed

Dear You
Come with me
Please stay...
You love me, I can see

Dear
You're eyes they are so bright
So full of love
I want it so badly

Come back to bed
Look into my soul like you always seem to do
Tell me the words

The words that will change everything and nothing all at once
Let them burn there on our tongues
Lay here and I'll put my head on your chest

Listen to you breath
To the hearts that beat
Together as one

Feb 2014 · 969

Hiding my Heart

K603 Feb 2014

Hiding my Heart

This is how the story went
I met someone by accident
Who blew me away
Blew me away
And It was in the darkest of my days
When you took my sorrow and you took my pain
And buried them away, buried them away

I wish I could lay down beside you
When the day is done

- "Hiding my Heart" sang by Adele
written by Brandi Carlile

Feb 2014 · 242

Stuck

K603 Feb 2014

Stuck

Here I sit
Stranded with no way to leave
Here at the bottom of a road in a small house

Here is not a home
Here is not where I want to be
Here is a cell

I wait and wait
Pray for the weekend
When I will finally be set free

Feb 2014 · 257

Way up High

K603 Feb 2014

Way up High

If I am to fall
Let me fall hard
Let me hit the ground and shatter myself

But If I am to fly
Don't cut my wings
Let me be free
Let me see from the sky
Way Up High

Feb 2014 · 203

Tell your Story: Go Back

K603 Feb 2014

Tell your Story: Go Back

Go Back
...
Read all your poems, stories, whatever you want to call them
Read them in the order you wrote them.
...
Now,
Is there a story to be told?