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Leslie Jade Dec 2017
sa bawat minutong lumilipas
tila may pagkakataong napakabilis
ngunit pasakit dibdib ang pagkabagal
Ang paligid ay nagmimistulang kawalan
Hindi napapansin sa kahihintay
paghintay sa oras na muli kang mangusap
paghintay sa pagasang magtatagal lahat
paghintay sa katagang "babalik" lahat
Lumilipas ang gabing puno ng katahimikan
tanging pagbigkas mo lamang
ang siyang gigising sa diwa
Subalit tila ang paghintay ay walang patutunguhan
Hanggang sa unti unting nang sumuko
pagasa'y nawala
paghihintay ay natigil
hiling ay naglaho


*itigil na ang ilusyong ito.
Leslie Jade May 2017
if you ever ask me
how great my day went by
do not dare to listen
for it will all be lies

if you ever ask me
when was the last time I laughed
make me smile then
it has been ages since I had it

if you ever ask me
how extraordinary my life is
turn your back and find someone else
my life has never been as exetraordinary as theirs

if you ever ask me
where did my old self go
dont come find her
she has already been lost
It has been months since i last posted so here you go
Leslie Jade Jan 2017
it's pounding, thumping
screams rumbling, but unheard
darkness eats the light she is seeking
unable to talk, move, think
why is this back again?
slit, slit, slit, slit, slit
she doesn't want to
but how could she escape?
"help me" are words that are tied
everything was senseless
no one lends, no one hears
depressed she is again

*help me
Leslie Jade Oct 2016
day time, it was you
Even night time, it was you
You seemed like a glue
But that was before

Every song compliments you
The rythm, the beat flows
Your name, oh how beautiful it is
But that was before

night full of sorrows
Days full of delusions
Mind full of chaotic thoughts
But that was before

now, the rythm; the beat halts
Strange it is, but overwhelming
Finally! I'm no longer strangled
and that was after i free myself

From the before i didn't know
Would be a lovely *after
woooaaah after 2 months of hiatus!
Leslie Jade Aug 2016
as mysterious as the universe
the two individuals' vague fate
millions of stars hold secrecy
even us couldn't fathom
even our destiny has its own

maybe gravity was meant to pull us down
not to pull us apart from one another
for us to walk closely, talk deeply
make delusions of our own
to be aware of the genuine truth of life

maybe gravity gave us the chance
to create impossibilities; fantasies
for fate has its own ways & plans
will it be satisfying? or tormenting?
let the pull slide us away, up to where we should be
Leslie Jade Aug 2016
you shared your thoughts, I attentively listened
you laughed & joked, with no doubt I smiled
I let you burst out what's inside your mind
and take a ride with your imaginations

but that's the thing, I did what I did
what a friend must do, when he's in need
of someone to listen, to share with
a friend he could linger to, to laugh with

but deep inside, something's aching
is it jealousy? hurt? huff?
it's like there is something missing, what is it?
maybe the old us before things get difficult

we were talking as if we have our own world; before
but everything has already changed
you've had what you deserved, & I'm proud
but everything has its compensation

for your happiness, what lies between us faded
we parted ways, slowly; painfully
and to get things worse, I've disappointed you
and everything we've built, fell down

now, how will we ever go back the way we were?
Will it really come back? the memories?
Or I would only face these inevitable changes
and let you be happy with someone else?
Leslie Jade Jul 2016
If ever I die, tell them to put a smile on my face
I want to see how I would look like if I had felt bliss
Let them see the girl they wanted to see
Not the one who’s been hiding all her life

If ever I die, let them all visit me
The ones who have forgotten me, damaged me
I’m giving them the privilege to gaze at me one last time
& think all the possible things that are haunted memories

If ever I die, do not dare shed a single tear
For all you have given me is a mournful life
The blame was always on me
& all I did infront of you, you always misinterpret

If ever I die, let me wear a pure white dress
So that at least as I lay,
People would think I had a happy journey
& forget a disgrace child like me
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