empty
was never a feeling
until i was wasted, drugged out of my face,
incoherent;
buzzed.
the world was blurry
were you a clown or just the face of the moon?
you left me sad,
i numbed it out --
with drugs, alcohol; whatever i could get.
i loved you.. forever and always
please don't forget me,
i could never forget you
come back, i love you so

We melted together in the night
                                    the dawn
                                    the quiet.
We held and kissed and loved
                                    and touched
                                    and whispered.
And then he left
                       sneaked
                       tip-toed,
                       left me to conceal
                                         hide
                                         clean
our night of passion
off the floor.