She was obsessed and suicidal
what else can i say.
I could only be there so much.

God is the manna of our life.
If we choose to take him and alow him in our lives, he will nurture us and make us strong. God has always been here for us, and always will be. That is what is so amazing about god our father. He is an all knowing, all loving father, who is faithful and just to forgive
Ffam

With every word she speaks of him
It hurts my soul
It looks like
blood soaking through paper
****.

Dark days are coming.
Through thick scars and a veil of disapointment
i see that now
My darkness seems to penetrate the light
Like church bells in a quiet breeze.
I am losing myself on a base that cannot be recovered.
This hell is my obituary.
This is me letting go.
Accepting my fate.
I hunt my challenge
And prepare
To live

Winds of high speed
Lift me to the sky
Vision's a blur.
My words slur
Amidst the whirl of dust.
Dirt coats my throat
i think i just saw a boat
And amoung all this madness
All this chaos
All i can think of is you
Its your birthday in two days
I ordered you flowers
And a nice little birthday card lies on my table.
And here i am about to die
i should be praying
i should be crying
But i guess i'll take
Your memory to my grave.
Its too bad
This tornado
Is going to litterally
Rip me
From you

He calls himself bleeding diamonds
But truth is,
He bleeds more than diamonds.
He bled through abuse.
He bled through igonorance.
Through pain.
I just met him a week ago.
He was one of my first favorites when i began here on hello poetry.
I asked a question
why does bleeding diamonds bleed
And
I found out.
See his poetry shows his life.
His loneliness some days.
His passion for abuse to end
I dont think enough people take his seriously.
___
My friend,
This is your poem.
i hear you.
I am a fan,
And i follow you.
______
Though only 15,
Zach has saved many people, i believe
He saved me.
And he told me hes proud of me?
I feel he is more than a poet.
A local legend.
And here,
This is where we tell him
What he means to us.
B.d is going through hard times.
And we need to be here for him,
Just as he would be
and has been
For us.

The spirit is dark.
Vile
We all have it in us
*unpleasable nature

ACT NOW:
One heart for sale.
warning
Its broken and shattered
It needs a girl to rebuild it.
To hold it.
It wants to sail away in the wind.
Act now,
While my heart is still beating
Inside of my heavily scarred chest.
Act now
Before the loneliness
slits my
*delicate wrists

Beauty is beautiful
The thought of someone loving you.
Though times so thick
And other moments pass by so quick
There is always someone to love you.
She knows me,
She is my best friend and my lover
She often catches me in freefall herself.
I am in awe that she loves me
She is my countess.
My supreme leader.
My girlfriend
She loves star wars too,
And cod zombies are a hobby for her as well
I found my match,
She is the type of girl
Who could kick my *** too, if she wanted.
But somehow so tollerating.
Its so cool
To believe
to know
That she loves me

Shut the **** up
before i curb check your ***

Then

Death.

You remind me of a politician
*i cant believe a **** word you say

I bit my lip
It bled.
The blood trickled down
I desire your touch.
I desire you.
I wish you could see
Im like a loverboy with a sign
Making my love for you so obvious.
Im not average.
I wanna show you
What i can be.
Its just...
Im sorry
I love you

If you want to get big,
*you gotta be likable

Tell me what to say
*my mouth is no longer mine

In time

*we shall survive

I often contemplate if being normal
*is normal

I am ****** in the head
will you still love me?









True love
Knows no limits

So...
If your child was  being beaten
savagely
He couldn't  stand up
Because  of your spouse.
You would help
...
wouldn't  you?
Well
....
my mom didn't.
She  watched.
Even helped
I cannot count on my mother to save me.
She is too in love.
She  agrees
Though she never had before.
My mother is
...
A *****
A backstabber
...
And a coward.
...
Help your  child if they need it
*No matter  the cost

Tonights the night.
I will rise up
I will love with all my heart
I will write you everything  you want
Just
*love me back

Cherished memories
Flocked  by the dark.
Fragmented  into the Saturday
Every thing began.
Hell raised
Pain stays
Healing  turns scars  into memoirs.
You've  done what no one else could
You  broke me beyond repair.
Ive lost my will
To breathe  another day
Because There  is nothing left to say

Let me be.
I cannot live with you here.
I despise you.
I hate everything about  you.
I wish  you would just  leave.
You hurt me
You  sabatoge me
You hate me.
I cant do it anymore
You  are damning my soul
Go away
Just
Go
Away

Dont wish darkly.
Darkness consumes all

And soon
If you embrace it
It will controll you.
Darkness
Is
Evil

My account was accepted today
I was so excited  to start.
I read some poems.
so good
This place
Hello poetry.
Is really nice.
I read a fiew people's  words.
Ashton
Bleeding diamonds
Toxic  moon
Its gonna make sense.
But  they have some **** good poetry.
Ashton proves life can be livable.
Bleeding diamonds proves that  he can havr fun and be serious through  abuse.
Toxic moon  has a genre  of relations.
And ita gonna  make sense lays it down flat for ya.
Hello poetry
My first  night  tonight
And i know
I love it.
Smash the  hearts
Repost my words.
Though  i have some questions
Like
Why  does bleeding diamonds bleed?
Or why does ashton feel so trapped?
Things  I'd  love to  learn
Here
On hello poetry

Damage done
Damage taken.
Spirit is done
Spirit is taken.
Love is done
Love is taken
anger
Is the lead they  hold on to
And that is why  they  fail.
Open the  mind
Not the mouth.
Learn a little.
Before your  dignity
Becomes done and taken

Thank  you.
From me

Because that is what you want to hear.
That is what you hope i say.
But i am strong

I know  you were wrong.
And that is what  I'll  say

I cannot decide
Wrether to let this be
And let things die down
Or
Do i let you know i love you
Show  you i am brave
And that  i can be the guy to make you laugh
And smile
And giggle
And repeat.
I wanna know
If i can hold you
And kiss you
And cuddle  you.
Because you  are so worth it
Can i be
Your goals?

Life cannot prevail
Without  lessons from the wise.
So dont die tonight
Because the rain
Cannot constrain
A death
That came too soon.
Dont wish  upon a burdon to great.
Or it will
Take you.