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420 · Aug 2013
Untitled
Egeria Litha Aug 2013
I am crying and typing
about a sunken ship below a hurricane
in my chest.
My description stays here, the rest lodged
in this moment because you are too far away
to feel this.
Accept and handle loosely
I must remind myself constantly
412 · May 2015
For Scott
Egeria Litha May 2015
Your mother Rose
Died of cancer
Your father is dying
Of cancer
The ******* and Colon
Are tender things

My parents are dead to me,
Broken, and stolen
This makes us orphans
The beings we meet in our lives
Take us home
We engage with others, place them
In our hearts, and keep movin
On the road
Always gotta go
Somewhere that we've never
Been before
Wake up in a parking lot
In a different state
From last night
Livin in a mobile home
Rolling from the east to west coast
401 · Jan 2015
Hello Everyone!
Egeria Litha Jan 2015
I'm submitting a poem to Readers Digest magazine and it has to be 15 lines or fewer. Scanning through my poems, I found 3 that I would like to enter but I can only choose one. My options are 8:11, What Comes Out at Night, and Judgement Speaks. If you could go through those poems and tell me which you like that would be great.
Much love and keep writing,
Egeria Litha
364 · Aug 2016
Merkaba
Egeria Litha Aug 2016
Leaving a trail behind me of journals
People are tossing in the garbage
Or reading
Or placing in their bookshelf
It's better than ***** dishes in the sink
It's sinking in that I'm leaving soon
Another whirlwind behind me I'm sure
Reminds me of all the fragmented books
I've wrote that want to be together
Consolidate so my words can keep up with me

Sand is the tangible symbol of time
At least twice a month
I get it in my scalp and in between my toes
Scratching at it later
Gnawing at my worries
Freedom percieved by a split mind
Is not freedom at all
water dangling from the sky
In the desert
Clouds refraining to cry
but they really, really, want to

More emptiness
A vulnerable phenomenon
Tempts the soul
Reverts to coping habits
Or more emptiness
And Become one with
MerKaBa
355 · Jan 2015
Free and Aimless
Egeria Litha Jan 2015
I don't enjoy writing sad poems anymore. But this could fall under the rug of existentially detached. Have you ever felt disconnected from the game and the system? Have you ever just existed without a purpose? Or an idea to pledge your ideals? Have you ever woken up with nothing to belong to? No obligation to seek you out or you call towards? Have you ever done nothing for days and nights? Have you ever been frustrated by the cards you've been dealing out on the table... grimacing at what you see? Have you ever been blank, open, honest, and empty all at the same time? Have you given up on something that you love and something that you hate, leaving you in a limbo of the middle state? Have you ever waited for an oracle or a miracle because your inner guidance system is not speaking loud enough? Have you ever continually related to others through their shadow sides? Free and aimless observing everyone else participate in the world. Yearning for my light to shine.
355 · Oct 2013
I'm Sorry
Egeria Litha Oct 2013
Crying about a man
that doesn't understand
what it meant when he said
I love you

Singing a song about something I'd always have
but I lost
and I'm sorry

Killing myself over something I want so bad
but I wont have
and I'm sorry

Lying to the world
so my family won't be so sad
but it's hard living in a mask
and I'm sorry

so sorry
353 · Jul 2014
Nueva York
Egeria Litha Jul 2014
The lessons I'm learning now will be clear to me later.

The smell of matches
Light refracting off metal skyscrapers
the ego of the Bronx
bodies holding space
sending a message
everyone is watching;
paying attention
worshipping the sidewalk
redemption at the top of buildings
that is what keeps things moving,
the matter that is stagnant.
God is height and so is success.
Forget about the stars, the moon, the sun.
Rich men think they can buy friends.
Instead they buy temporary connections;
Pride and prestige.
The men play pride, the women play prejudice.
Women are chasing the dollar in a man's eyes,
are you going to pay my cab tonight?
I'll blow you for some blow.
Just at the end of the night, take me home.
I have work tomorrow.
*** every night.
Staying in Jersey City
with a bunch of cats
and I'm playing mice
352 · Jun 2018
One Step at a Time
Egeria Litha Jun 2018
Musing over idealogy
Attitude blurs in the making
How are we expected to know everything?
From lost enrout to passion
Sometimes we lose our passion
Mistaken for compassion
End up on the side of the road
With a flat tire caused by a deflated ego

Drifting far but
Purpose rises with or without a clock
We call her Dawn
often we miss the chance to be awake
to see her smile and feel her call

It’s been a bad day
Give yourself a break
until the new day breaks
331 · Apr 2019
Provoking
Egeria Litha Apr 2019
Thunder booms then rumble into
nausea ripping through my belly
Lightning is almost ready
to leave the house
mulling before a blouse

Barefoot in a nettle spread
I am walking to your supposed love
and tiptoeing on a tight rope
towards your home
Until I reach your door and as you groan
thunder drums a heavy pattern nearby
Inspire me to stubbornly
crack eggshells on your doorstep
331 · May 2018
Miss- Attribute
Egeria Litha May 2018
Could it truly be like the history books
From high school
Giving credit to an incorrect source?
Outdated and overpublished
as a romance novel we roll our eyes
Just looking at the cover
Was my hand shaky on it’s way to the mug
Because my heart fluttered when I peered into your eyes
Or to be plain, caffeine racing in my veins?
Was I all flustered and sweating because we were having small talk
Or because it was 98 Degrees outside?
Did we fall in love climbing a scary ridge
Or was our fight or flight just kicking in?
Did he believe Love was ecstasy when the eccstasy kicked in and he pulled her in....

Did she see God as the owner of an amusement park and Love as her favorite roller coaster ride? Was lightning, thunder, and fireworks supposed to go off in her body all the time?

She KNOWS she fell in love when he took her on his bike and they almost crashed and died
A man gets a city named after him and no one knows why
Until a skeptic arrives!
No grin, Expensive tie,
A scraggly winkle over his left eye
Determined to prove
A relationship going 100 miles per hour
In a beater car
Won’t get very far
328 · Jul 2014
I want him, But
Egeria Litha Jul 2014
I want him
to be mine
simple and unconventional
nothing the world hasn't heard before

I want him
but he says no

I want him
but in a drunken jealous rage
i slapped his face
i cursed his name
i hid in the shade

I want him
but he says no
its the wrong time
its the wrong place
I slapped his face I crossed the line
the past cannot be erased
I have scars he says
no space to be hurt again
I ask him,
where is the room for healing
where is the room for breathing?

I want him
but he says I want to be selfish

Well I want to be selfish
I want him to be mine
323 · Jan 2014
Untitled
Egeria Litha Jan 2014
Where wants and needs meet
You plant a spoiled seed
Rotting everything
That intended to sprout
Innocence and purity
310 · Nov 2016
Pondering
Egeria Litha Nov 2016
How many times have you almost died?
More than 20 but still I have no idea what comes after this life
Didn't get close enough to enact
The DMT chemicals in my brain
But I have experienced my essence
Out of this body
And in a different plane
So that could almost be the same thing...
Anyone who has severe food allergies can relate to this.
310 · Apr 2013
What Alex Taught Me
Egeria Litha Apr 2013
The time to change is now.
Transformation is nature.
Love lost found, sooner or later.
I want you to know that my feelings
are real and this is rare.
I'm still in love, but it's not enough.
I'm a better person now than I ever was.
Your soul forms invisible strings suspending me.
303 · Sep 2014
That Song
Egeria Litha Sep 2014
That song you cease to play
Follows you around the
Entire day
On the radio
In your headphones
Or blasting in your thoughts
In the silence of the doldrums
The passive lulls
In the life span
You listen to it
And your insides start
Shaking up
Some parts are on fire
Like your heart
And some lyrics
Stab the cages
And rainbow spirals
Like butterfly's
Are circling in your belly  
Forming during the instrumental
Playing that song like the
Sound track of your life
For a season
You heard this song for a reason
And it gets you through the hours
Days weeks and painful moments
Or maybe when you want to hear  
Something that resonates
With feeling alive
And open
Yes this song will do that to you
And it heals the wounds

Then you finally end that mentality
And hop on a new disk
Change up the vortex
And find a new favorite song
To guide you
#song #feelings #seasons #vortex #vibe
293 · May 2019
FLAVORS
Egeria Litha May 2019
Our personal tragedy must fit our personalities

Ripped in two
or smashed to pieces
destroyed all the same

She committed suicide
or left me for another man
she left me all the same

He didn't make it first
or murdered before the finish line
regardless, he failed in rage

I lost him to the sea
I lost him to cancer
loss as the answer

will an increase in self-awareness
cause bliss or the enemy of it

a myriad of pathways to the same place

-----------------------

Does it matter what color and form pain takes?

Would you prefer strawberry
or vanilla flavor
****** up?

No, we don't make our syrups here

And one last thing,
would you like fries with that?
Thoughts on american culture and how there are so many ways to experience essentially the same feeling.
288 · Sep 2014
Truth
Egeria Litha Sep 2014
I don't mind where it takes me
As long as it takes me
Unwinded
Whip out
Wherever it takes me
As long as it's different
From drunk and driving
Or your brain hurting
From people draining your energy
I'm looking for stimulating
And a huge exhale
From the illusions
Breaking me
273 · Aug 2016
Untitled
Egeria Litha Aug 2016
Someday, when I have a significant amount
Of money which means enough to leave the scene
Wherever I am easily
And without further strife
I will be a ***** stand my ground
And tell people off when they cross me
244 · Feb 2017
Love is falling under water
Egeria Litha Feb 2017
How could I not start to fall in love
With all this rain pouring down day after day
The creek suddenly surging becomes a river
Calm when the moon pulls

How could we not feel the water coursing our veins
As we drank away and kissed with the sound of a thousand drops trickling around us?

How could I run from feelings when I'm stuck with myself inside
There is nothing to be done outside
but wait for things to dry

My tarot spreads flooded with water all week
Telling of Queen's and King's of cups
And romance overhead
So how could I not wait sick
Hear the howling from wind and cars
Grey clarity and I wonder where you are
Will we walk through the Redwoods in a wet suit or naked
Either way the water will consume us all
For Love is falling underwater
243 · May 2018
Wanderlust Disease
Egeria Litha May 2018
She’s A stage 4 taking no medication
A rolling stone in her collarbone
Wander got into her heart
Lust is eating it all away
She never felt safe in one place
For long
Didn’t enjoy when things settled around cause that meant down
If the wind ain’t whipping her hair
Then something is wrong
motorcycles and bad boys
Cigarettes and Lana
80 mph winds in the high desert
Pure pleasure
Move fast and move strong
The next high is the new horizon
Language unspoken
She’s dumb founded and silent
Strumming along
With her beautiful song
If the waves ain’t making change
Then she’s diving in to shake things up
Designed to keep moving,
As if her nomadic ancestors kissed her forehead to bless her
242 · Jun 2018
I am Full
Egeria Litha Jun 2018
Between being the Muse-Ician Magician
And the Dancer Prancer Whirling Dervish
I have an entire love affair
To tend this fire
Of my own yearning burning

O Lover of the flesh
When you come near,
You must take my hand on the eternal
Stage we call life
Or bring tears to my eyes with the music
You offer as a sacrifice
To the Love story you’ve been pending eons to unfold
Great Spirit has ever told
A sight to be held and behold
239 · Feb 2019
Mind Body Spirit
Egeria Litha Feb 2019
Avenues to you have crumbled
my ***** aches
I walked and stumbled
an alley cat crosses my path
in the aftermath

She called my visions mainstream
and poured my poems out
with the bathwater
I gave her creative instruction
she could not follow:
"Draw from your 3rd eye"
Instead, she turned a blind eye

__________________
Egeria Litha Sep 2017
Moving Home during a monsoon
Summers turns to Autumn for advice
Stuff begins to Fall
  Sinking into the season,
We break up

Another winter heart break
Gets composted slow roasting
Fertile for Spring
Unless I keep adding waste to the pile...
209 · Dec 2019
Grief
Egeria Litha Dec 2019
I took Grief out for a walk
Under a starless sky and moon sliver
I took Grief out for a spin and on a drive
Watering gardens with the tears from my eyes
I laid Grief out during a rainstorm
Blending in with the weather
I took grief out on you and it made you shiver, hardened your heart,and late to deliver
I kicked Grief out of my place
Abandoned at a night club and ran away
Found her grieving in my bed the following day
I took my grief out
Hoping one day it will go away
202 · Jan 2014
Untitled
Egeria Litha Jan 2014
To live is to be marked
To own the words of a story
199 · Aug 2017
Gypsy Coming Through
Egeria Litha Aug 2017
Spirit of The Suwanee and Lake Okeechobee
I think of these places when I focus on Holy
Legs dangle on The Everglades Dock
and camping out on the beach
awake to the sun's smile
Running down Cathedral Mountain
and every time I heard the sound of rain
I would dance madly outside
barefoot, eye lashes wet
those were the high school days
I've been to Arkansas twice
with two different lovers
each had a complex issue
with their mother
my parents hate each other
and I've been all over the United States
Because of this
197 · Aug 2017
The Best of Everything
Egeria Litha Aug 2017
All I've ever desired for creation
Is its full brilliance released brought forth
Shining vibrating realized bloomed out bliss in
All I've ever desired for passions heart
Is the perfect inspiration
Expanding transcending delivering
Intelligence in its moment of evolution
And the spiral rises as the roots
Go deeper
All I've ever wanted for anybody is the full access permission and gratification of
Every individual immersed in their potentials
And who is to really say in one way or another
That isn't happening right now?
Witnessing divine mind in absolute allowance of wisdom
87 · Aug 2020
Where She Came
Egeria Litha Aug 2020
She came from a Minotaur and a Nightmare
wandering the world as a beauty queen
Naively, the world assumes she spawned from a bed of roses
instead of  a mistake between monsters
despite a wilderness of warnings
85 · Aug 2020
Untitled
Egeria Litha Aug 2020
A former romantic interest once told me,
I was the kind of woman people write poems about

Clueless I was the kind of woman who writes poems
about strange men.

He fell for me in a small mountain town 11,000 ft in elevation

it was a hard fall.
53 · Jun 2015
Recall Encino
Egeria Litha Jun 2015
It's not de ja vu
Because I know I've been here before
Smiling cause it's raining
And I know how much
we all need this
the ocean holds me
And not one wave
Washes me over
Salty kisses and sunsets
The sea is the ultimate woman
And I learn from her the farther
Down I swim to my depths
It's sprinkling while I'm floating
Gracious tears from the clouds
The Heron dives for a fish
Calling me an angel

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