Demonized Angels: Favorites

Nov 2014 Demonized Angels

The Girl Who Loves You

❤
A man
Not a child
Warm and kindhearted
A little rough around the edges
Sweet and poetically inclined
One that's only mine
No cheaters please
Speaks freely
A tease is fine
I like a challenge
Wealth is not required
But brains and humor is a must
A "freak like me" desired
Green eyes recommended
A golden heart with a platinum soul
No ******* please
An equal need to have a hand to hold
A wish for two lips to lovingly kiss
A friend to listen all night
A lover who gives me light
It's just a dream of mine
A lover and a friend
I'm looking to find

#dream #kiss #friend #listen #lover #soul #wanted #challenge #freak #maybeitcouldbeyou

Nov 2014 Demonized Angels

Quote #4

Nov 2014 Demonized Angels

Joseph Schneider

Quote #4

Don't allow yourself to feel "dumb" or "stupid" based on your inability to achieve something you care little about.

-Joseph B Schneider

#life #quote #grow #achieve

Oct 2014 Demonized Angels

~Darkness is beauty~

Oct 2014 Demonized Angels

Echo

~Darkness is beauty~

~My darkness is beauty,
Though no one can see it.
You love me?
Don't scare me like that.
I'll runaway,
Just to find peace for a day,
As you talk to all your boyfriends,
Watch me jump off a cliff.
I want an enemy not a lover,
A challenge in my strife.
I'd like to cross your boundaries,
Swear you'll take my life!
Hate brings out darkness,
And that is what I want,
God is my Lord,
But darkness is my home.
I'll give more love than I take,
From now on.
My heart belongs to you and not him,
From now on.
He could never take care of my heart,
The way you do.
I'm so glad I hate him now,
So glad I love you.
God is my life, my peace, my sanctuary.
My religion to my death,
Darkness is beauty.
Darkness is passion,
I love the darkness which is my friend.
We belong together until death do our end.
Don't need no love,
They're all fakes.
Running away has always been my dream,
Imagine the excitement, the danger too!
It's where I belong,
For this life I am through.
I love adventure almost as much as I love you,
I'd rather run away than kiss a boy.
I'm not going to be beaten by a boy!
Are you calling me weak?
I will defend you at all costs!
You are my Lord!
And I defy you against no one,
I love you all around!
You've got the best of me,
Tears to happiness,
Death to life,
Bring me in,
Help me stand.
Make a stand for you,
Make a stand for love is blind,
Make a stand your love is kind.
I'll love you forever.
Thank you for not leaving me like he did.
God is my forever.
Darkness is beauty.
Darkness is me. ~

Made this a few days ago. Still posting even though I don't believe all of it. A few days makes a difference.

#pleasure #darknessisbeauty

Oct 2014 Demonized Angels

No Matter Where You Are

Oct 2014 Demonized Angels

Mike Hauser

No Matter Where You Are

No matter the pain
Nor where you've been
No matter the depth
You're swimming in sin

No matter how far
You've drifted away
Wherever you are
You still can be saved

No matter your past
No matter the present
No matter the time
That you are left with

No matter the chains
That weigh you down
Jesus makes the way clear
The lost can be found

No matter your deeds
No matter disasters
No matter all that
Cause what really matters

Is what you now do
With what you now have
A God before you
That holds out His hand

And says no matter the pain
Nor where you've been
No matter the depth
You're swimming in sin

No matter how far
You've drifted away
Wherever you are
You still can be saved

Oct 2014 Demonized Angels

R(h)ope

Oct 2014 Demonized Angels

Erenn

R(h)ope

These lines on my neck
Scars scarred of regrets
Reminding me everyday how i’m blessed
If the rope didn't break by chance
If those 'angels' hadn't come in time
I’ll be in a place where heaven & hell doesn't coexist

I live my life differently now
Every day breathing in spores of hope
Everyday with families & friends pulling me back-
from my melancholy past
Every time i intend to plummet

These strangers that i now called friends(angels)
Saved me from myself
When they saw someone from their pane
With a hope pulling end
They cut through every enmity
Cutting that rope of contempt

As I dropped
Head first kissing the floor
I knew then & there
Why my life is so eminent
Why let love end my existence
Why there are still people who cared
Why leave when there's-
so much more to live for

All these answers gushing in
Making me realize
Just like a rope
You can either use it to end your life
Or you can climb your way to the top

*Choose before you lose to the noose.

There are many form of suicides. And all of them are obtusely deluded.
More or less painful or the quickest way to die.
But hanging yourself by a rope that helped you to pull difficulties in life is just a stupid way to die.
So if u want to die, My best advice is wait.
Wait until you aged.
Wait until you can't remember your sins.
Wait until you cant remember why you wanted to die.
Flaws are meant to happen.
But don't let the intent/influence of suicide fool you.
You can never go back.
I assure you.
You can never ever come back.

#suicide #depression #pain #hope #you #suffering #demise #noose #rope #hang

Oct 2014 Demonized Angels

Eulogy

Oct 2014 Demonized Angels

Jinxx

Eulogy

I can see the black box
I can see the flowers
I can see the sorrowed faces
I can see the tears
Jinxx, You were, no are my best friend
You could joke about anything
Make any day that much better
The toughest times make the strongest people
You may not have been able to see the world
But you saw people the way they are
Not by what they wear or how they look
Not by if they have short or long hair
A symmetrical face or a crooked one
It didn't bother you one bit
Weight, race, and gender, didn't even cross your mind
You saw people's beauty no matter what
Jinxx you were the best ******* basketball player I'll ever know
You could rock out like no one cared
Most of the time they didn't
You are the best friend a guy could ask for
I know one day soon we'll be together again
Some day really soon buddy
Remember,
Life is Good, life is great
Always love and never hate
Break the rules stand apart
Ignore your head and follow your heart
I know this isn't goodbye but it feels that way
I love you
Until we meet again I bid you farewell dear Jinxx

#goodbye

Oct 2014 Demonized Angels

The Fighter

Oct 2014 Demonized Angels

Erenn

The Fighter

How did I get here?
Wait, I can't see
Anyone there? Hello?
Wait, I can't move!
What happened!?
All I wanted was to play basketball
How did it end up like this?

Life is like a box
You're inside
Concealed from light
You learn to live in the darkness
The sounds that your heard
Gave you light
Light of hope that precedes truth
Acceptance of change is a struggle
You have to learn again

But I didn't falter

It all happened in a flash
I didn't know my condition could lead to this
Darkness within with no light to breath
I cried infinitely hoping I could see again
But there's still no light

Only in dreams were my paradise
Faces of mom & dad
My siblings being bullied by me as always
Playing lead guitar on stage in front of thousands
Andy singing:
"We follow the morning star
A light where darkness trailed
The passion left unholy
Now you find yourself!"

Music helps me breathe
The tune flowing through my veins
Like blood streaming to my heart
Giving me light
Pumping everytime
Reminding me, there's still hope

I don't know how long I can live with the darkness
Not being able to move
Reliance to my parents who never gave up on me
A burden i see myself to those I hold dear
But they keep telling me
"We will never give up on you!"

And so,
I tell myself

*I will live life to the fullest
Even in this world of darkness
I will take flight
I will pull through
I will try my best to open this box
Until I see the light

This is dedicated to my new friend on HP, Jinxx:)
He's a fighter. He was diagnosed with a condition that cause him to be paralyzed from the waist down and blindness.
Despite this mishap, he still continues to be active on HP.
I read his works. And immediately i thought,
"I have to write about him!"
All those who are reading this. Please pray for him in hopes that he will recover soon! Repost or like to show him that we care. And go check out his account, he writes brilliantly:)
We are always with you Jinxx!
http://hellopoetry.com/JinxxedForLife/

#pain #hope #darkness #blind #suffering #light #fighter #perseverance

Oct 2014 Demonized Angels

Bipolar

Oct 2014 Demonized Angels

Erenn

Bipolar

The mind has its boundaries
Taking every life to its pasture
You often deny your existence is valid
Drained to flout all the people-
That tried to alleviate your worst outcome
You can’t foresee what’s imminent
Yet your past hinders you to move forward

Motions of the night sky
Appeases you within
The stars glinting like they know you exist
Taking every setback that you had
Full of misery & regret
You fathom what if you didn't live
It doesn't make any difference
To be conceived into eminence or filth

The fear of disappointment escalates
Disappointing your loved ones resents you
You concealed every skin of-
Impetus that espoused
Knowing you could be
Abundantly stronger than this
Yet fluctuation compels you
To cower in distress

'Why can't I be normal?'
You questioned this in your head everyday
Fragments that made you elated dissipates-
Every time you tried to defeat yourself
Falling again & again

You’re afraid of losing your conscience-
Into the abyss that kept drawing you in
You conjure up notions of ingenuity
Just to rupture it repetitively

*Is this who you really are?
Is this what you really wanted?
To infinitely hate yourself?

You are better than this
I know it's not easy.
But, go out! It's not easy overcoming the enemy.
When the enemy is you. I get it. But this life, the life you're breathing has so much more to give. You have so much love to give. Let the hate out.
Be free. Don't let it end you,
knowing you're better than this.
(I repost this cause I think it deserves the recognition to spread the message that i wanna bring out)

#love #suicide #depression #life #hate #pain #past #you #suffering #bipolar

Sep 2014 Demonized Angels

~Early Anniversary!~

Sep 2014 Demonized Angels

Echo

~Early Anniversary!~

Tomorrow marks our special day. Two months. By far I can say that these are the best two months of my life. Why? Because someone so special to me entered my life. He changed me and made me strong. I love him. And I want everyone to know that. He was right where he always should be, and though he left me, I am so grateful to have him back. I wish I could give him the stars. I wish I could just be there to hold his hand. But it's okay. Because these soon to be the best two months yet to come. He's my first and my only and nobody can make that change. They say that people make reckless promises and they don't know the true meaning of their words. Yet I can see in every case that my heart will always belong to him.
Thank you for choosing the ugly duckling over all the swans. Look how we shine in the sky, love. I was enchanted to meet you. You can make me smile thousands of miles away. Just, Thank you. There's a song my heart plays,my heart plays a song. Do you hear that love they're playing our song? Shine brightly.
He is my prince and I will never let him go. Thank you for walking into my life. I will make you at home here. Every girl deserves a guy like him, and for that he should know. Every girl deserves someone like him to be loved by. And he chose me.
Really he is perfect. I'll stick by his side as the world awaits us. Happy Early Two Month Anniversary! I love you <3

For Andy, who stole my heart

#of #souls #pleasure #playlist #twomonthanniversary